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Nityananda Caritamrta

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Lord Caitanya Instructs Nityänanda Prabhu to Marry<br />

inspiration. Whatever I speak and do and wherever I travel is<br />

all due to Your desire. All My servants are Your servants.”<br />

Nityänanda replied, “Your words are full of deceit because<br />

it is Your nature to speak in many different ways. Previously,<br />

You sent a message to the gopés through Uddhava, in which You<br />

taught them the importance of cultivating spiritual knowledge.<br />

They had given up everything and still, they could not attain<br />

Your association. It is Your eternal habit to harass Your own<br />

people. You even disappointed Your mother, father, sons, and<br />

friends, so what can be said about us? We are Your menial servants.<br />

I am destined to follow Your orders without fail. Who can<br />

deny Your infallible commands?<br />

“O Lord, please tell Me in truth—when will I see You again?<br />

How will I tolerate the agony of Your separation?”<br />

“You do not need to come here every year,” the Lord replied.<br />

“Whenever You wish to see Me, You will see Me. Whenever You<br />

dance in kértana, or whenever My mother cooks for Me, I will<br />

come there without a doubt. I am going to spend My days and<br />

nights absorbed in the mood of Rädhäräëé. After relishing the<br />

mood of separation from Kåñëa, I will wind up these pastimes<br />

and return home.”<br />

The Lord’s intimate devotees who realized these secret talks<br />

between Çré Caitanya and Nityänanda Prabhu have disclosed<br />

them.<br />

“This present incarnation of Mine is not known to the Vedas.<br />

I am revealing My mind only to You. I am telling You the truth,<br />

that I will certainly appear in Your house in the near future.”<br />

After hearing these words of Lord Caitanya, Nityänanda<br />

Prabhu fell to the ground. Taking advantage of this, Caitanya<br />

Mahäprabhu took the dust from His feet. Both the Lords<br />

embraced and continuously cried. They stayed awake the entire<br />

night. Early the next morning, both Lords finished Their<br />

morning duties and then went to see Lord Jagannätha in the<br />

temple. From that day onwards, the condition of Lord Caitanya<br />

became most pathetic. He constantly lamented, being afflicted<br />

with feelings of separation from Kåñëa. Nobody could understand<br />

this most confidential mood of the Lord. Only the Lord<br />

comprehended His own mentality. However, some intimate<br />

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