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Changed in His Presence - Sam Hinn

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Worship <strong>in</strong> Spirit and Truth<br />

day before. It may seem silly but I couldn't<br />

understand why I felt so empty. All I could do<br />

was keep ask<strong>in</strong>g the Lord, "Please show me<br />

where I missed it."<br />

A little more time passed and I still could not<br />

feel <strong>His</strong> presence. I understand you are not<br />

supposed to go by feel<strong>in</strong>gs, but I knew someth<strong>in</strong>g<br />

was wrong. I started to do my spiritual<br />

gymnastics, all the little th<strong>in</strong>gs you learn from<br />

watch<strong>in</strong>g other people pray.<br />

I actually felt under pressure to come <strong>in</strong>to<br />

<strong>His</strong> presence. Have you ever felt stress <strong>in</strong> your<br />

back between your shoulder blades? That was<br />

the k<strong>in</strong>d of pressure I was feel<strong>in</strong>g.<br />

I wanted to tell God what He needed to do. I<br />

could not bear the pressure any longer. "Lord," I<br />

said, "is this what I am suppose to feel like after<br />

twelve years <strong>in</strong> full-time m<strong>in</strong>istry?"<br />

"This is not what it's supposed to be like,<br />

God. I have served you faithfully. I have studied<br />

Your Word. I have m<strong>in</strong>istered to Your people. Is<br />

this the result of all of that? I just want to know<br />

You, God. With all my heart I want to know You.<br />

Please correct me! Do whatever You must. Just<br />

don't leave me like this."<br />

Then the Holy Spirit spoke to me and said,<br />

"Relax! You are the one who has brought all this<br />

pressure on yourself. Do you want to know Me as<br />

you have asked? Then study My Word and you<br />

will know Me."<br />

My tears flowed, and my heart melted<br />

with<strong>in</strong>.<br />

Then He spoke to me aga<strong>in</strong>. "You are try<strong>in</strong>g<br />

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