Returning to Goloka

Krishna was in me, and "dancing my body." This was a most striking and
remarkable experience for me after years of chanting and pujas to get a
response like this!
By that time, I had read the Srimad Bhagavatam several times, chanted
the Vishnu Sahasranam nearly 1,000 times, and my whole attention was
captivated by the magic of Krishna. My devotion was beginning to attract its
object to me and my life was heading for a dramatic change, as the pace of
my evolution was soon to accelerate. I was to go through the karma of
lifetimes in the next few years.
The Purusha group returned to MIU after the DC course and I
continued the chanting, pujas and other esoteric practices. Little did I realize
all the karma that I needed to balance, but my Atman did and was guiding me
to delve into all sorts of practices to communicate with subtle beings. I
became very familiar with the devic realm and soon my psychic "phone" started
to ring.
One afternoon a being came to me and announced that she was my
spiritual guide and would help me master the TM-Sidhi flying sutra. She said
her name was Rakshashi - duh - what does that mean? I was in contact with a
full-blown rakshashi and the pressure of my karma was taking me down a very
challenging road.
For the next year my life became more and more terrifying. I was
constantly harassed by more and more astral leeches and eventually was afraid
to go to sleep. The attacks were especially vehement after dark. I sought all
sorts of help from psychics, tarot card readers and other esoteric practices
and the situation got worse.
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