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"Tell her we'll be at the clinic," said Dimitri. When she left, he turned to Lissa. "You should lie down.” When she didn't move, I linked my arm through hers. "Come on, Liss. Let's get you out of here.” Slowly, she put one foot in front of the other and let us lead her to the Academy's medical clinic. It was normally staffed by a couple of doctors, but at this time of night, only a nurse stayed on duty. She offered to wake one of the doctors, but Dimitri declined. "She just needs to rest.” Lissa had no sooner stretched out on a narrow bed than Kirova and a few others showed up and started questioning her. I thrust myself in front of them, blocking her. "Leave her alone! Can't you see she doesn't want to talk about it? Let her get some sleep first!” "Miss Hathaway," declared Kirova, "you're out of line as usual. I don't even know what you're doing here.” Dimitri asked if he could speak with her privately and led her into the hall. I heard angry whispers from her, calm and firm ones from him. When they returned, she said stiffly, "You may stay with her for a little while. We'll have janitors do further cleaning and investigation in the bathroom and your room, Miss Dragomir, and then discuss the situation in detail in the morning.” "Don't wake Natalie," whispered Lissa. "I don't want to scare her. I cleaned up everything in the room anyway.” Kirova looked doubtful. The group retreated but not before the nurse asked if Lissa wanted anything to eat or drink. She declined. Once we were alone, I lay down beside her and put my arm around her. "I won't let them find out," I told her, sensing her worry about her wrists. "But I wish you'd told me before I left the reception. You'd said you'd always come to me first.”

"I wasn't going to do it then," she said, her eyes staring blankly off. "I swear, I wasn't going to. I mean, I was upset…but I thought…I thought I could handle it. I was trying so hard…really, Rose. I was. But then I got back to my room, and I saw it, and I…just lost it. It was like the last straw, you know? And I knew I had to clean it up. Had to clean it up before they saw, before they found out, but there was so much blood…and afterward, after it was done, it was too much, and I felt like I was going to…I don't know…explode, and it was just too much, I had to let it out, you know? I had to—” I interrupted her hysteria. "It's okay, I understand.” That was a lie. I didn't get her cutting at all. She'd done it sporadically, ever since the accident, and it scared me each time. She'd try to explain it to me, how she didn't want to die—she just needed to get it out somehow. She felt so much emotionally, she would say that a physical outlet—physical pain—was the only way to make the internal pain go away. It was the only way she could control it. "Why is this happening?" she cried into her pillow. "Why am I a freak?” "You aren't a freak.” "No one else has this happen to them. No one else does magic like I can.” "Did you try to do magic?" No answer. "Liss? Did you try to heal the rabbit?” "I reached out, just to see if I could maybe fix it, but there was just too much blood…I couldn't.” The more she uses it, the worse it'll get. Stop her, Rose. Lissa was right. Moroi magic could conjure fire and water, move rocks and other pieces of earth. But no one could heal or bring animals back from the dead. No one except Ms. Karp. Stop her before they notice, before they notice and take her away too. Get her out of here. I hated carrying this secret, mostly because I didn't know what to do about it. I didn't like feeling powerless. I needed to protect her from this—and from herself. And yet, at the same time, I needed to protect her from them, too.

"Tell her we'll be at the clinic," said Dimitri. When she left, he turned to Lissa. "You should lie<br />

down.”<br />

When she didn't move, I linked my arm through hers. "Come on, Liss. Let's get you out of<br />

here.”<br />

Slowly, she put one foot in front of the other and let us lead her to the Academy's medical<br />

clinic. It was normally staffed by a couple of doctors, but at this time of night, only a nurse<br />

stayed on duty. She offered to wake one of the doctors, but Dimitri declined. "She just needs to<br />

rest.”<br />

Lissa had no sooner stretched out on a narrow bed than Kirova and a few others showed up and<br />

started questioning her.<br />

I thrust myself in front of them, blocking her. "Leave her alone! Can't you see she doesn't want<br />

to talk about it? Let her get some sleep first!”<br />

"Miss Hathaway," declared Kirova, "you're out of line as usual. I don't even know what you're<br />

doing here.”<br />

Dimitri asked if he could speak with her privately and led her into the hall. I heard angry<br />

whispers from her, calm and firm ones from him. When they returned, she said stiffly, "You<br />

may stay with her for a little while. We'll have janitors do further cleaning and investigation in<br />

the bathroom and your room, Miss Dragomir, and then discuss the situation in detail in the<br />

morning.”<br />

"Don't wake Natalie," whispered Lissa. "I don't want to scare her. I cleaned up everything in the<br />

room anyway.”<br />

Kirova looked doubtful. The group retreated but not before the nurse asked if Lissa wanted<br />

anything to eat or drink. She declined. Once we were alone, I lay down beside her and put my<br />

arm around her.<br />

"I won't let them find out," I told her, sensing her worry about her wrists. "But I wish you'd told<br />

me before I left the reception. You'd said you'd always come to me first.”

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