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PART I<br />
he alarm went off at 4:30 am<br />
a sound that Konstantin grew<br />
to love. To him it meant another day<br />
needed tackling and he was just the<br />
man to do it. He hit the off button,<br />
rolled onto his back and stared at<br />
the ceiling of his dorm allowing<br />
his eyes to adjust. As he created a<br />
mental checklist of the days to do’s<br />
he couldn’t help but smile. Early<br />
acceptance into Stanford Law and<br />
he did it all on his own. Konstantin<br />
took great pride in knowing he<br />
could provide for himself without<br />
his family’s money or connections.<br />
Although he was very close to his<br />
family the thought of accepting<br />
help almost made him sick. After<br />
all he wouldn’t be a real man if he<br />
needed help. From anybody.<br />
He chuckled at himself for having<br />
such serious thoughts this early and<br />
shook his head as he threw his down<br />
comforter to the side. He stood up,<br />
stretched his arms above his head<br />
then took a deep breath and leaned<br />
forward allowing his arms to fall<br />
to the floor to stretch. He did this<br />
every morning before going for his<br />
5 mile run. Nothing started his day<br />
off better. Although he’d grown to<br />
appreciate coffee he felt that being<br />
dependent on any substance to<br />
boost his mind showed weakness.<br />
It was March but still very cold in<br />
Manhattan, Kansas. He threw on<br />
his hoodie before putting in his<br />
earbuds and stepped outside. The<br />
music of choice was always classical.<br />
His favorite was Sonata Number 14<br />
by Beethoven. Something about the<br />
intensity of the instruments made<br />
him feel as though he was sharing<br />
the same feelings as the musician at<br />
the time he was composing. Drive,<br />
focus and determination are what<br />
created this piece he thought. Traits<br />
he appreciated and could relate to.<br />
As he ran off campus and into town<br />
he appreciated the quiet. It was as<br />
if the streets emptied themselves<br />
just for him. This was the time he<br />
allowed his mind to wander. He had<br />
been invited to a party on Friday<br />
by his buddy Colin but turned it<br />
down. A party on Friday meant an<br />
empty library and that was usually<br />
where he preferred to study. Even<br />
though he had been accepted into<br />
the program he still had finals to<br />
finish before heading back to Cali<br />
in the fall.<br />
Parties never <strong>full</strong>y interested him.<br />
Unless he was looking for someone<br />
to warm his bed that evening.<br />
Even then the experience was<br />
typically sub-par and awkward<br />
when the women would wear out<br />
their welcome.<br />
He liked women, after all he was a<br />
man but none had been able to hold<br />
his interest for long. He found that<br />
many women while beautiful and<br />
enticing had nothing more to offer.<br />
The last woman he had attempted<br />
to date became quickly attached<br />
and there was nothing he despised<br />
more than someone needing<br />
another to feel adequate. This was<br />
just another sign of weakness to him<br />
and although he had no intention<br />
on being married anytime soon<br />
he sometimes wondered if he ever<br />
would. Maybe his standards were<br />
just too high but he was not one<br />
to settle. If he was giving his best<br />
there was no reason why he should<br />
get less in return. Then again he<br />
was only 24 so maybe there was<br />
still time.<br />
Women had always fallen over<br />
themselves in his presence. On<br />
rare occasions he would find the<br />
giggling and ogling charming but<br />
more often it annoyed him. He<br />
was 5’11 built with lean muscle,<br />
brown hair and green eyes. He had<br />
chiseled facial features and <strong>full</strong> lips.<br />
He wasn’t oblivious to his alluring<br />
genetics but he wished it wouldn’t<br />
make it so easy. His was a mind that<br />
needed to be challenged otherwise<br />
he felt he never <strong>full</strong>y deserved the<br />
“prize.” He found his winnings<br />
most satisfying when he felt he<br />
truly earned it.<br />
He finished up his run slowing down<br />
to a light jog as he arrived back on<br />
campus and saw Colin standing<br />
at the front of his building with a<br />
ridiculous grin on his face.<br />
When Konstantin first met Colin<br />
four years ago he wasn’t sure if<br />
he’d keep him around. Colin was<br />
the kind of person who accepted<br />
mediocrity as a way of life. He<br />
was naturally gifted at every sport<br />
and extremely intelligent which<br />
afforded him the ability to not<br />
study and still obtain good grades.<br />
He was born and raised in Kansas.<br />
He would also most likely die there.<br />
A man with incredible talent and<br />
no ambition. The type of person<br />
Konstantin usually didn’t care for.<br />
He kept Colin around mainly<br />
because he fulfilled his need for<br />
intelligent conversation and also<br />
he always had the rundown of the<br />
latest social events when he needed<br />
to let off some steam.<br />
“I will never understand why you<br />
get up so damn early,” Colin said as<br />
Konstantin jogged up to him. The<br />
men exchanged looks and laughed<br />
as Konstantin began wrapping his<br />
earbud cord around his fingers and<br />
tucked it into his hoodie pocket.<br />
“Discipline my friend. No one worth<br />
mentioning ever became successful<br />
by partying all night and sleeping<br />
all day,” Konstantin answered. He<br />
had said this very thing to Colin<br />
several times before.<br />
They began walking into the<br />
building as Colin attempted one last<br />
time to change Konstantin’s mind<br />
about the party the following night.<br />
Konstantin gave Colin a sideways<br />
grin and said, “What if the best one<br />
night stand of your life is in the<br />
library Friday night? I suppose I’d<br />
be willing to step in on your behalf.”<br />
He waited for Colin’s response as<br />
he knew the one area Colin felt<br />
most threatened was with women.<br />
Colin, although handsome was not