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A ROMANCE STORY
T<br />
Brite :<br />
PART I<br />
he alarm went off at 4:30 am<br />
a sound that Konstantin grew<br />
to love. To him it meant another day<br />
needed tackling and he was just the<br />
man to do it. He hit the off button,<br />
rolled onto his back and stared at<br />
the ceiling of his dorm allowing<br />
his eyes to adjust. As he created a<br />
mental checklist of the days to do’s<br />
he couldn’t help but smile. Early<br />
acceptance into Stanford Law and<br />
he did it all on his own. Konstantin<br />
took great pride in knowing he<br />
could provide for himself without<br />
his family’s money or connections.<br />
Although he was very close to his<br />
family the thought of accepting<br />
help almost made him sick. After<br />
all he wouldn’t be a real man if he<br />
needed help. From anybody.<br />
He chuckled at himself for having<br />
such serious thoughts this early and<br />
shook his head as he threw his down<br />
comforter to the side. He stood up,<br />
stretched his arms above his head<br />
then took a deep breath and leaned<br />
forward allowing his arms to fall<br />
to the floor to stretch. He did this<br />
every morning before going for his<br />
5 mile run. Nothing started his day<br />
off better. Although he’d grown to<br />
appreciate coffee he felt that being<br />
dependent on any substance to<br />
boost his mind showed weakness.<br />
It was March but still very cold in<br />
Manhattan, Kansas. He threw on<br />
his hoodie before putting in his<br />
earbuds and stepped outside. The<br />
music of choice was always classical.<br />
His favorite was Sonata Number 14<br />
by Beethoven. Something about the<br />
intensity of the instruments made<br />
him feel as though he was sharing<br />
the same feelings as the musician at<br />
the time he was composing. Drive,<br />
focus and determination are what<br />
created this piece he thought. Traits<br />
he appreciated and could relate to.<br />
As he ran off campus and into town<br />
he appreciated the quiet. It was as<br />
if the streets emptied themselves<br />
just for him. This was the time he<br />
allowed his mind to wander. He had<br />
been invited to a party on Friday<br />
by his buddy Colin but turned it<br />
down. A party on Friday meant an<br />
empty library and that was usually<br />
where he preferred to study. Even<br />
though he had been accepted into<br />
the program he still had finals to<br />
finish before heading back to Cali<br />
in the fall.<br />
Parties never <strong>full</strong>y interested him.<br />
Unless he was looking for someone<br />
to warm his bed that evening.<br />
Even then the experience was<br />
typically sub-par and awkward<br />
when the women would wear out<br />
their welcome.<br />
He liked women, after all he was a<br />
man but none had been able to hold<br />
his interest for long. He found that<br />
many women while beautiful and<br />
enticing had nothing more to offer.<br />
The last woman he had attempted<br />
to date became quickly attached<br />
and there was nothing he despised<br />
more than someone needing<br />
another to feel adequate. This was<br />
just another sign of weakness to him<br />
and although he had no intention<br />
on being married anytime soon<br />
he sometimes wondered if he ever<br />
would. Maybe his standards were<br />
just too high but he was not one<br />
to settle. If he was giving his best<br />
there was no reason why he should<br />
get less in return. Then again he<br />
was only 24 so maybe there was<br />
still time.<br />
Women had always fallen over<br />
themselves in his presence. On<br />
rare occasions he would find the<br />
giggling and ogling charming but<br />
more often it annoyed him. He<br />
was 5’11 built with lean muscle,<br />
brown hair and green eyes. He had<br />
chiseled facial features and <strong>full</strong> lips.<br />
He wasn’t oblivious to his alluring<br />
genetics but he wished it wouldn’t<br />
make it so easy. His was a mind that<br />
needed to be challenged otherwise<br />
he felt he never <strong>full</strong>y deserved the<br />
“prize.” He found his winnings<br />
most satisfying when he felt he<br />
truly earned it.<br />
He finished up his run slowing down<br />
to a light jog as he arrived back on<br />
campus and saw Colin standing<br />
at the front of his building with a<br />
ridiculous grin on his face.<br />
When Konstantin first met Colin<br />
four years ago he wasn’t sure if<br />
he’d keep him around. Colin was<br />
the kind of person who accepted<br />
mediocrity as a way of life. He<br />
was naturally gifted at every sport<br />
and extremely intelligent which<br />
afforded him the ability to not<br />
study and still obtain good grades.<br />
He was born and raised in Kansas.<br />
He would also most likely die there.<br />
A man with incredible talent and<br />
no ambition. The type of person<br />
Konstantin usually didn’t care for.<br />
He kept Colin around mainly<br />
because he fulfilled his need for<br />
intelligent conversation and also<br />
he always had the rundown of the<br />
latest social events when he needed<br />
to let off some steam.<br />
“I will never understand why you<br />
get up so damn early,” Colin said as<br />
Konstantin jogged up to him. The<br />
men exchanged looks and laughed<br />
as Konstantin began wrapping his<br />
earbud cord around his fingers and<br />
tucked it into his hoodie pocket.<br />
“Discipline my friend. No one worth<br />
mentioning ever became successful<br />
by partying all night and sleeping<br />
all day,” Konstantin answered. He<br />
had said this very thing to Colin<br />
several times before.<br />
They began walking into the<br />
building as Colin attempted one last<br />
time to change Konstantin’s mind<br />
about the party the following night.<br />
Konstantin gave Colin a sideways<br />
grin and said, “What if the best one<br />
night stand of your life is in the<br />
library Friday night? I suppose I’d<br />
be willing to step in on your behalf.”<br />
He waited for Colin’s response as<br />
he knew the one area Colin felt<br />
most threatened was with women.<br />
Colin, although handsome was not
very charismatic. Konstantin was<br />
happy to push his buttons when<br />
given the chance.<br />
Colin slugged him in the shoulder<br />
and said, “No playboy worth<br />
mentioning ever snagged the hottest<br />
girl by hanging out in libraries, sir.”<br />
They both laughed. “Well, I’m headed<br />
to class. If you change your mind you<br />
know where to find the crew,” said<br />
Colin as he turned to leave.<br />
“Same here,” answered Konstantin<br />
while unlocking the door to his room.<br />
He still had an hour to kill before<br />
his first class. After a quick shower<br />
he finished getting dressed then<br />
went to his favorite campus café<br />
and ordered a breakfast sandwich<br />
with a coffee. As he ate his meal<br />
he studied the people around him.<br />
Groups of friends chatting and<br />
laughing. Couples sitting close<br />
being affectionate and whispering<br />
to each other.<br />
He sometimes wondered why he<br />
never felt the need to socialize as<br />
often as other people his age. He<br />
would often evaluate his life trying<br />
to find where things may have<br />
gone wrong.<br />
Questioning his behavior always<br />
troubled him as it was hard to<br />
accept the thought that he may be<br />
the one with the problem.<br />
He was raised by his mother, Elise<br />
and father, Aksel. When they met<br />
his father was 20 and his mother<br />
was 18. His grandparents had<br />
always warned him and his older<br />
brother, Erwin, that a love like theirs<br />
was rare. They discouraged the boys<br />
from following in their parents’<br />
footsteps as often as possible telling<br />
them marriage could wait.<br />
His parents were married 6 months<br />
into their courtship and his mother<br />
became pregnant 3 months later.<br />
They always held each other in such<br />
high regard. Their house always<br />
felt warm and <strong>full</strong> of love. The<br />
relationship his parents had was<br />
one he’d often see people attempt<br />
and fail at. He admired his parents’<br />
relationship but also didn’t like<br />
the idea of submitting himself to<br />
another person. To him submission<br />
was another word of losing and that<br />
was not something he did or enjoyed.<br />
His brother Erwin and he always<br />
had a close relationship. Although<br />
competition and egos were a<br />
challenge at times as any household<br />
with 2 boys would have, they always<br />
had each other’s backs. They knew<br />
how to press each other’s buttons<br />
and would as often as possible for<br />
mere amusement but it was always<br />
good natured.<br />
The only area in his life he felt<br />
sore about was how his father and<br />
brother at times seemed to have<br />
a closer relationship. One that<br />
was only between them and never<br />
shared with him or his mother.<br />
Konstantin had always assumed it<br />
had to do with respect and favor<br />
naturally given to the eldest.<br />
As he got older he realized how<br />
successful his brother actually was.<br />
He was adored by friends, family<br />
and especially women. Erwin<br />
managed to have a new gorgeous<br />
woman every month it seemed. His<br />
colleagues worshiped him and he<br />
was the apple of their fathers’ eye.<br />
Konstantin began to form a life plan<br />
for himself to prove to his father<br />
that he too was capable of the same<br />
amount of success if not better<br />
and he wouldn’t allow anyone or<br />
anything to stand in his way.<br />
Maybe that was when he started<br />
separating himself from everything<br />
he saw as a distraction including<br />
friendships and relationships. He sat<br />
back and let his thoughts wash over<br />
him as he continued to sip his coffee.<br />
Meanwhile, on the other side of<br />
campus Naomi Brite was flustered<br />
at herself for running late. It was<br />
nearing the end of her first year at<br />
Kansas State and she had no plans<br />
on letting herself slip. She took one<br />
final look in the mirror, her wild<br />
blonde hair was somewhat tamed<br />
into a messy bun on the top of her<br />
head and her big brown eyes were<br />
accentuated with a little mascara. A<br />
dash of blush on each cheek and a<br />
berry colored lip balm would have<br />
to do. It had been a cold winter<br />
and the last bit of her tan had<br />
disappeared back in November.<br />
Grabbing her backpack and slinging<br />
it onto her shoulders she looked<br />
disdain<strong>full</strong>y at her alarm clock<br />
once more before heading out the<br />
door. “I know I set that stupid thing<br />
last night,” she huffed as she sped<br />
walked to the stairs. Her roommate<br />
Cyndi had already left for the day<br />
and she was slightly annoyed that<br />
she hadn’t taken the time to wake<br />
her. Although she didn’t typically<br />
need help as she was usually very<br />
organized and punctual. Still, Cyndi<br />
could have at least double checked!<br />
Naomi mounted her bike and<br />
started pedaling to the other<br />
side of the campus. As a pre-med<br />
student she had really enjoyed her<br />
first year at a university. She also<br />
enjoyed being away from home.<br />
Although she missed her father<br />
dearly, this had been her first taste<br />
of independence since…ever and it<br />
was delicious.<br />
She was born and raised in Crested<br />
Butte, Colorado. Population 1,487<br />
last she checked. Bottom line, it<br />
was way too small for her and her<br />
dreams of becoming a big city<br />
pediatric physician. Manhattan,<br />
KS was not her final destination<br />
but she was happy to have been<br />
accepted into their program and<br />
stay somewhat close to dad. She<br />
had gone home to visit during each<br />
break this year and was grateful for<br />
the time spent with him.<br />
She had decided to stay in town<br />
for a couple years after high school<br />
to help her dad at the hardware<br />
store he owned. He was only 55<br />
but the years of raising a daughter<br />
on his own and running his own<br />
shop seemed to have aged him<br />
tremendously. She took classes<br />
locally before submitting for a few<br />
pre-med programs. All out of state.<br />
Kansas had been the only one she
was accepted to. It didn’t matter<br />
to her because it meant she had<br />
potential. It was just the beginning.<br />
Naomi always felt a tinge of guilt for<br />
her dad’s lack of social or dating life<br />
but he always assured her it was the<br />
life he had chosen for himself. He<br />
said he could never imagine loving<br />
anyone more than her mother so<br />
there was no use in searching.<br />
Her mother had died shortly after<br />
delivering her. “Complications<br />
beyond anyone’s control,” her father<br />
would say whenever she’d tried to<br />
ask. When she was old enough to<br />
recognize the pain that reflected<br />
in his eyes when her mother was<br />
brought up she stopped asking.<br />
She decided to make peace with it<br />
and support her father any way she<br />
could from that moment on.<br />
Naomi was the only child and filled<br />
her days with reading. She began<br />
speaking and reading at a young<br />
age. Her teachers would always<br />
encourage her father to place her in<br />
the gifted classes. Steve (her father)<br />
had always been proud of her<br />
abilities but never wanted to push<br />
her to grow up too fast. In a way she<br />
was grateful he always wanted the<br />
best for her but she also wondered<br />
if maybe she would have been able<br />
to maintain closer friendships with<br />
kids her level. Even though she<br />
never had problems making friends<br />
she never seemed to really connect<br />
with anyone either.<br />
Naomi had a high school boyfriend<br />
she met her junior year and dated<br />
for 4 years. He was kind and she felt<br />
strongly for him but still had no<br />
problem breaking things off when<br />
she left to Kansas. She missed the<br />
companionship at times but knew<br />
deep down he was never the one<br />
she would end up with. Tim on the<br />
other hand had been shattered by<br />
the news. He didn’t see why they<br />
couldn’t maintain a long-distance<br />
relationship until she was ready to<br />
come back to Colorado. That was<br />
just it though, she never planned<br />
on returning to Colorado other<br />
than to visit her dad on occasion.<br />
Tim had his whole life planned<br />
and it all revolved around their<br />
hometown. Naomi refused to<br />
become a housewife and mother. At<br />
least for now.<br />
There had also been red flags with<br />
Tim she wasn’t sure she could get<br />
over. His jealousy for example<br />
always seemed irrational and his fits<br />
of rage were always embarrassing.<br />
She could recall on more than one<br />
occasion needing to talk him out<br />
of a fight because he swore another<br />
guy had been “undressing her with<br />
his eyes.” She hated that expression<br />
and it made her feel like she had<br />
done something wrong.<br />
Naomi never seemed to notice the<br />
attention she would get from men<br />
young and old. She was bright,<br />
beautiful and very charismatic. Her<br />
features although not striking were<br />
unique and the way she carried<br />
herself with humble confidence<br />
was refreshing to anyone who<br />
crossed her path. She had a smile<br />
that would light up a room and an<br />
infectious laugh. Still, she never<br />
could quite see herself the way<br />
others often did.<br />
As her mind got carried away in a<br />
flurry of thoughts she didn’t notice<br />
the backpack in her path until it was<br />
too late. She tried to hit the brakes<br />
but still hit the backpack which<br />
jolted her forward and made her<br />
lose her balance. She attempted to<br />
fall grace<strong>full</strong>y which only made the<br />
entire experience worse as the bike<br />
had a mind of its own. It toppled<br />
over and pinned her left leg.<br />
Completely embarrassed she<br />
noticed she was right in front<br />
of the café where most students<br />
grabbed their breakfast and<br />
beverages in the mornings. She<br />
was irritated this happened here of<br />
all places. No one even attempted<br />
to help her. They just looked on<br />
feigning concern. The whole<br />
episode just fueled her irritation<br />
even more. Especially when she<br />
noticed HIM watching her.<br />
He was sitting calmly at an outdoor<br />
table sipping his coffee and<br />
watching her with what, disdain,<br />
pity, glee?! It was all she could<br />
do to keep from yelling, “What is<br />
your deal?” She had noticed him<br />
on campus before and seen him<br />
at parties occasionally. “That’s<br />
Konstantin Price. The biggest babe<br />
here,” Cyndi had said when Naomi<br />
first noticed him at a school event<br />
earlier in the year.<br />
He was incredibly good looking but<br />
seemed to be the type that knew it<br />
and used it to his advantage. Ugh,<br />
what an arrogant jerk! Something<br />
about him just got under Naomi’s<br />
skin. The way he’d walk with his<br />
head and nose turned up like he<br />
owned the place just pissed her off.<br />
As his green eyes watched her, for<br />
a moment she thought he might<br />
have been checking her out but she<br />
quickly dismissed the idea. What<br />
would a guy like that see or want in<br />
a girl like her?<br />
What is there to check out Naomi?<br />
Your clumsiness? She thought to<br />
herself as she stood up and began<br />
pedaling again. As she passed by<br />
she realized he hadn’t taken his<br />
eyes off her the entire time. “So glad<br />
I could be your entertainment this<br />
morning,” she mumbled angrily as<br />
she whizzed past him.<br />
Now being 30 minutes late to her<br />
class she knew she’d be spending<br />
her Friday night playing catch up in<br />
the library. Man! She had actually<br />
been looking forward to a night off<br />
to unwind with Cyndi at the party<br />
everyone had been talking about.<br />
Oh well, there would always be<br />
more parties.<br />
Brite :<br />
PART II
Konstantin did a once over<br />
around the room to make sure he<br />
wasn’t forgetting anything. The<br />
library was on the other side of<br />
campus. If he had to make multiple<br />
trips, it would be incredibly<br />
inconvenient. It was 8:30 p.m.<br />
and the campus was quiet, serene.<br />
It was cold but he preferred to<br />
walk. He moseyed across campus<br />
enjoying the views. Breathing in<br />
the crisp night air, he thought of<br />
how fond he’d grown of this place.<br />
It was surprising that he dreaded<br />
the idea of going back to California.<br />
The traffic, the daily hustle and the<br />
same type of people everywhere.<br />
He’d grown to appreciate the<br />
simpler approach to life here.<br />
It had been a shock when he<br />
first arrived but it became home<br />
quickly. He loved having the option<br />
of engaging in outdoor activities<br />
without a two-hour commute.<br />
Everything he needed was within<br />
30 minutes of campus or less. Yes,<br />
he was definitely going to miss it<br />
here.<br />
Most of the other students had<br />
already gone into town to the<br />
nearby bars and restaurants,<br />
prepping themselves for the party<br />
later. He was glad he decided to<br />
stay in this evening. Konstantin<br />
hardly regretted decisions he<br />
made. Right or wrong, the outcome<br />
of his choices often satisfied him.<br />
He didn’t want to slack off as he<br />
neared the end of his last semester.<br />
He held himself to a very high<br />
standard and wanted to begin the<br />
law program with a running start.<br />
As he neared the entrance of the<br />
library, he noticed a sign that<br />
read, “Due to renovations taking<br />
place over the weekend, library<br />
seating will be restricted to a<br />
smaller area. We apologize for any<br />
inconvenience.”<br />
“They couldn’t have waited until<br />
the semester ended?” he mumbled<br />
to himself as he entered. Looking<br />
around, he noticed they had<br />
blocked off the majority of the<br />
seating areas limiting him towards<br />
the very back of the library. There<br />
were only two tables available—<br />
one near the window and one<br />
closer to the restrooms. He opted<br />
for the one near the window. It was<br />
widely known that the table closest<br />
to the restrooms quickly became<br />
subjected to any foul odors that<br />
wafted through the opening and<br />
closing of the doors.<br />
He opened his book bag and<br />
proceeded to make himself<br />
comfortable taking up the majority<br />
of it with his books, notepads,<br />
utensils, water and snacks. He<br />
took out his headphones and<br />
began listening to music while he<br />
started in on his first textbook. He<br />
was quickly engulfed and became<br />
oblivious to anything happening<br />
around him.<br />
As Naomi made her way to the back<br />
of the library, she wasn’t worried<br />
about the seating restrictions.<br />
She knew it would most likely be<br />
empty. After all, how many losers<br />
would be here studying while there<br />
was a party going on—one she had<br />
been excited to attend to let off<br />
steam had it not been for her alarm<br />
debacle. Missing half her class,<br />
she knew she couldn’t afford to<br />
fall behind nearing the end of the<br />
semester.<br />
She winced as she walked down<br />
the steps into study lounge area.<br />
Her knees were still bruised from<br />
her tumble off the bike. Being that<br />
there wouldn’t be many people<br />
on campus, she was casually<br />
clad in her grey sweat pants and<br />
a black tank with her favorite<br />
flannel hoodie. Her hair was in<br />
loose, golden braids. She decided<br />
to let her eyes rest and wear her<br />
reading glasses. She didn’t have<br />
any makeup on but her long dark<br />
lashes made it impossible to tell.<br />
The only beauty product she kept<br />
close was her repair lip balm. Cold<br />
weather made it nearly impossible<br />
to keep her lips moist.<br />
Glancing at the table options, she<br />
noticed that some greedy bastard<br />
had decided to take up the entire<br />
table by the window. Irritated, she<br />
fixed her posture and decided to<br />
head straight for the part of the<br />
table that hadn’t been occupied.<br />
When she got closer, she began<br />
to speak before realizing it was<br />
Konstantin and nearly choked on<br />
her words: “Hope you don’t mind<br />
but I’m sitting here.” She bit her<br />
lip, cursing herself for deciding to<br />
grow a pair now of all times. After<br />
all, she had made a complete fool<br />
of herself in front of this man<br />
just the day before. “Real smooth<br />
Naomi,” she thought.<br />
Konstantin hadn’t heard Naomi<br />
with his headphones in, but he<br />
saw a figure standing to his right.<br />
Annoyed at this person hovering,<br />
he whipped his head around,<br />
“Yes?!”<br />
Once his eyes fell on Naomi’s face,<br />
he felt himself falter. He clumsily<br />
removed a headphone, “Sorry, did<br />
you need something from me?”<br />
Naomi found herself trying to<br />
remain stubborn and yet caught<br />
off guard by Konstantin’s looks<br />
and confidence that seemed to just<br />
flow out from every fiber of his<br />
being.<br />
“I said, I hope you don’t mind my<br />
sharing the table,” she softened<br />
her words, relieved he hadn’t heard<br />
her the first time.<br />
“Not at all. Let me know if you need<br />
more room,” Konstantin smiled at<br />
her, surprised at the relief he felt<br />
for having company.<br />
While Naomi situated herself at the<br />
table, Konstantin glanced at her<br />
finding it difficult to concentrate.<br />
She was dressed like she had just<br />
rolled out of bed and threw on the<br />
closest garments she could reach.<br />
Her hair was falling out of two<br />
messy braids and her glasses made<br />
her look almost child-like. But he<br />
couldn’t help but feel drawn to her.<br />
When they’d made eye contact, he<br />
swore she could see right through<br />
him. The thought was unsettling<br />
yet captivating.
He shook his head and turned<br />
up the music, trying to wall off<br />
the unanticipated distraction of<br />
Naomi. “Stay focused, K. This is the<br />
wrong time to get hung up. You’re<br />
leaving soon anyways.” He tried<br />
pulling himself back to reality but<br />
found himself wanting to know her.<br />
Really know her.<br />
Naomi couldn’t help but feel proud<br />
of herself for keeping it together.<br />
She dug into her chapters taking<br />
notes and creating flash cards.<br />
Engulfed in her reading, she was<br />
oblivious to Konstantin who had<br />
been glancing at her on and off<br />
ever since she arrived. Every once<br />
in a while, she would look out<br />
the window and wonder what her<br />
friends were up to. Not once did she<br />
notice how flustered he was.<br />
Konstantin finally removed his<br />
headphones and went to the<br />
restroom for a quick break. Maybe<br />
he just needed to stretch his legs. He<br />
couldn’t seem to get comfortable or<br />
refocused on the task at hand ever<br />
since she arrived.<br />
Washing his hands, he looked at<br />
himself in the mirror in frustration.<br />
“What in the actual hell is your<br />
problem?! She’s not even asking<br />
to be looked at. Look at what she’s<br />
wearing for crying out loud!” He<br />
couldn’t help but laugh at how<br />
ridiculous he was acting. “I guess<br />
it has been a while,” he thought in<br />
regards to the last girl he’d been<br />
with.<br />
He was a little perturbed that his<br />
presence didn’t seem to have the<br />
same effect on her. At least HE<br />
looked nice. He was wearing a<br />
pair of dark blue jeans with a long<br />
sleeved grey shirt that showed off<br />
his physique. He ran his fingers<br />
through his hair and decided, what<br />
the hell, he wanted to know what<br />
this girl was about. She would<br />
probably even welcome a break.<br />
Konstantin walked around the<br />
other side of the table and sat in the<br />
seat directly across from Naomi.<br />
He pulled the chair in and crossed<br />
his arms across his chest (in his<br />
comfortable defense position) and<br />
asked, “So why aren’t you at the<br />
party tonight?”<br />
Naomi, startled, knocked her<br />
glasses off and looked up at him<br />
in surprise. Konstantin quickly<br />
reached across to hand them to<br />
her. She was looking him right<br />
in the eyes again. He felt like she<br />
had access to every secret, every<br />
success, failure and unspoken word.<br />
It scared him but it also made him<br />
feel like he was home. He didn’t<br />
want to lose her focus so he began<br />
cleaning her glasses with the inside<br />
of his shirt. He grinned at the look<br />
on her face.<br />
“Excuse me? Sorry, you don’t have<br />
to do that. I just cleaned them before<br />
I came here tonight.” She reached<br />
over waiting for him to hand her<br />
glasses over. When he looked at<br />
her, she noticed a hint of hurt in<br />
his eyes. “Thank you, I appreciate<br />
the gesture,” she said quickly, not<br />
wanting to seem unappreciative.<br />
“Sure thing. So what are you doing<br />
here tonight?” Konstantin was<br />
enthralled with this woman. She<br />
seemed independent and strong<br />
but fragile at the same time. He was<br />
curious as to what was going on<br />
behind those eyes. He could usually<br />
read people well, but couldn’t seem<br />
to get a hold of what this girl was<br />
about. He looked over her face.<br />
Light, soft and the pinkest lips he’d<br />
ever seen. Her eyes were a contrast<br />
to her skin. Dark, thick lashes<br />
framed her mysterious brown eyes.<br />
She literally took his breath away.<br />
“Oh….well, I missed half my class<br />
yesterday and can’t afford to fall<br />
behind. Not that I can’t afford it<br />
in the sense that I’m doing poorly,<br />
I just…. Well, I don’t want to slack<br />
off. Not that I’m a slacker….” she<br />
was flailing. Any ounce of control<br />
she had over the conversation had<br />
gone out the window along with<br />
her dignity. “Sorry, I’m obviously<br />
tired,” she smiled timidly, trying to<br />
regain composure.<br />
She didn’t even know why she was<br />
flustered; it’s not like she liked him.<br />
At all. She didn’t even know him<br />
and what she did know so far, she<br />
wasn’t exactly impressed. He was<br />
the exact kind of guy she typically<br />
stayed away from.<br />
“I’m Konstantin Price.” He extended<br />
his hand to shake hers.<br />
“Naomi Brite,” she replied. When<br />
he took Naomi’s hand, she instantly<br />
felt safe, at home. She looked up at<br />
him and quickly pulled her hand<br />
away.<br />
Her hand was soft and warm in his.<br />
He found himself wondering if the<br />
rest of her would feel the same. He<br />
flashed her his most charming smile<br />
and was relieved when she smiled<br />
back before quickly withdrawing<br />
her hand.<br />
“I’m nearly finished here for the<br />
night, would you want to get a<br />
coffee?” he asked. Not ready to<br />
leave her alone. He saw a pink flush<br />
wash over her cheeks and enjoyed<br />
having that effect on her.<br />
“I still have quite a bit of reading<br />
to catch up on, but thank you,” she<br />
replied only being half honest.<br />
She had about two chapters more<br />
to read and realistically could catch<br />
up on them in the morning. She<br />
wasn’t thrilled with the thoughts<br />
and feelings she had when they’d<br />
shaken hands. She’d heard of his<br />
reputation and knew that if she<br />
wanted to keep her self-respect, he<br />
would be the last guy she should<br />
get involved with.<br />
“Oh. Sure. Right. No worries,”<br />
Konstantin felt rejected. Not<br />
something he was used to feeling.<br />
“Well, have a good night.”<br />
He retreated and began packing his<br />
bag to leave. He was more pissed<br />
at how disappointed he felt that<br />
she didn’t want to be around him.<br />
Feeling embarrassed, he decided<br />
she was a lost cause and decided to<br />
head back to the dorm.<br />
“Thank you, you too,” Naomi<br />
hesitated feeling like she had
done something wrong. He almost<br />
seemed angry with her.<br />
She watched as he cleared his area<br />
and left without even another<br />
glance at her. Was he really so<br />
arrogant that he threw fits when<br />
he didn’t get his way? Naomi,<br />
annoyed, texted Cyndi: “You won’t<br />
believe what just happened!”<br />
Knowing she probably wouldn’t<br />
hear back for a while, she decided<br />
to call it a night.<br />
While walking back to the dorm,<br />
she replayed what happened over<br />
and over. She felt guilty for writing<br />
him off so quickly. Maybe she had<br />
him all wrong. It wasn’t like she<br />
could fix it now, there was no way of<br />
finding him or getting his number.<br />
Besides, she wasn’t about to be<br />
the one to cave or apologize. She<br />
hadn’t even done anything wrong!<br />
While showering, Konstantin<br />
couldn’t help but replay Naomi’s<br />
image in his head. Her eyes, her<br />
soft skin, her pink pouty lips and<br />
warm touch. Even though she<br />
seemed to try and hide her figure,<br />
he could tell she had curves he’d<br />
like to explore. He splayed his<br />
hands on the shower wall and let<br />
the cool water wash over him. He<br />
didn’t have time for this. Not now.<br />
As much as he hated to admit this,<br />
he knew deep down he wouldn’t be<br />
able to shake this girl. What got to<br />
him the most was how she made<br />
him feel. Like who he was wasn’t<br />
good enough. Like he wanted to be<br />
better, do better. No one had ever<br />
made him feel that way. Especially<br />
not someone he’d just met.<br />
The rest of the weekend seemed<br />
to drag by. Colin talked Konstantin<br />
into going out Sunday night,<br />
telling him it would help him get<br />
over Naomi’s unexpected arrival.<br />
“Dude, this isn’t like you. Maybe<br />
you just need a night out, a hot girl<br />
and a good night’s sleep.” It was<br />
always entertaining listening to<br />
Colin’s thought process even when<br />
it was completely ridiculous.<br />
“Yeah, you’re probably right. I think<br />
I’ve had too much on my plate<br />
lately. I definitely need to unwind.”<br />
Konstantin knew he needed to do<br />
something to get himself back on<br />
track. “Just a couple months and<br />
you’ll be back in California. Keep it<br />
together,” he coached himself.<br />
The guys grabbed a cab and<br />
headed into town. As they<br />
approached the entrance of the<br />
dance club, Konstantin allowed<br />
his eyes to roam. He was in a<br />
different mode now. His ability<br />
to compartmentalize work and<br />
play was admirable even to him.<br />
Naomi had filled his mind for long<br />
enough. He was ready to put all of<br />
his efforts into erasing her from his<br />
memory and reward himself for all<br />
the hard work he’d put in to getting<br />
into law school.<br />
Walking into the club, Konstantin’s<br />
eyes were pulled straight into the<br />
direction of a girl standing at the<br />
bar with a fitted halter dress that<br />
accentuated all the right areas. A<br />
cascade of golden blonde hair fell<br />
to her waist and her skin looked<br />
soft even from this distance. He<br />
hadn’t even seen the front of her<br />
yet and knew she was going to be<br />
his this evening.<br />
As he got closer, the girl turned<br />
and he stopped short. She was<br />
sipping her drink from a straw and<br />
even though she didn’t have her<br />
glasses on, he’d remember those<br />
eyes and lips from anywhere. His<br />
heart nearly skipped a beat as a<br />
choked whisper escaped his mouth,<br />
“Naomi.” What the hell was he<br />
going to do now?<br />
Brite :<br />
PART III<br />
“Dude she’s here,” Konstantin<br />
had to half shout over the music to<br />
his buddy. Colin looked confused<br />
at first then realization washed<br />
over his face as he mouthed,<br />
“Oh, my god.” He rolled his eyes,<br />
clapped Konstantin on the back<br />
and pulled him in the direction<br />
of the outdoor bar. “C’mon bro,<br />
I’ll get the first round of drinks.”<br />
Konstantin, somewhat reluctant to<br />
leave Naomi, turned back to look<br />
at her once more before following<br />
Colin outside.<br />
Naomi rolled her eyes as Cyndi<br />
giggled and flirted with one of the<br />
soccer players. Cyndi wasn’t exactly<br />
smooth or subtle when it came to<br />
flirting. It was amusing for Naomi<br />
to watch as the guys typically<br />
didn’t mind because Cyndi was so<br />
beautiful. She looked exotic and<br />
was very outgoing. She was half<br />
Spanish and half Filipino, a mix<br />
that created long, dark and curly<br />
hair, unique facial features and the<br />
greenest eyes Naomi had ever seen.<br />
Cyndi also maintained one of those<br />
naturally fit, curvy bodies while she<br />
sucked down beer like it was going<br />
out of style, ate like an NFL football<br />
player and never worked out a day<br />
in her life (barf).<br />
Naomi was on her third drink and<br />
decided she needed some water.<br />
She motioned to Cyndi that she<br />
was going to get some air. Cyndi<br />
made a pouty face and winked at<br />
Naomi as she continued her nonstimulating<br />
conversation with her<br />
prey. Naomi giggled and proceeded<br />
to make her way through the crowd.<br />
She hadn’t eaten much that day<br />
and was really feeling the drinks.<br />
She could always tell because the<br />
tingling sensation would spread<br />
from her face to her fingertips.<br />
As she shimmied her way through<br />
the crowd, she didn’t notice any of<br />
her admirers. Guys would look at<br />
her just hoping to catch a single<br />
glance but she kept her eyes on the<br />
doors that led to the outdoor patio.<br />
Naomi had never been one to seek<br />
out that type of attention, which<br />
made her completely oblivious to it.
Once outside, she breathed in<br />
the cool air and looked up at the<br />
sky. One of her favorite songs<br />
was playing from inside the club<br />
and she began swaying a little as<br />
she walked over to a bench to sit.<br />
When she neared the seat, she<br />
noticed someone in her peripheral<br />
staring at her. She looked over and<br />
saw Konstantin shifting his gaze<br />
from her back to his drink in an<br />
awkward attempt to seem as if he<br />
hadn’t been looking at her.<br />
Feeling braver than usual, she<br />
smiled and began to walk in his<br />
direction. His eyebrows shot up as<br />
his eyes fixed on hers and a small<br />
sideways grin began to pull at his<br />
lips. He could tell she was buzzed<br />
but more than that, she seemed<br />
genuinely happy to see him. He<br />
couldn’t remember the last time<br />
a girl looked at him that way. Like<br />
he had just made her night and the<br />
truth was, she had just made his.<br />
“Hey K,” Naomi said as she<br />
approached and maneuvered<br />
herself to give him a sideways hug.<br />
This was shocking even to her as<br />
she was not typically a touchy feely<br />
kind of person. Something about<br />
him made her feel comfortable.<br />
Although seemed somewhat hard<br />
and standoffish at times, it made<br />
her want to push through his rough<br />
exterior. Almost like an unspoken<br />
challenge he’d initiated and she<br />
was more than happy to accept.<br />
“K, huh?” Konstantin had never<br />
been called just “K” before. It<br />
wasn’t his favorite but he didn’t<br />
care what she called him. She<br />
giggled and said, “Well Kon, Stan<br />
and Tin wouldn’t make good<br />
nicknames so yeah, K!” She looked<br />
up at him and smiled wide before<br />
adding, “Plus, no offense but I<br />
think your whole name sounds<br />
more presumptuous than you<br />
actually are.” She winked at him<br />
and gestured to the bartender.<br />
Wow! Put a little alcohol in Miss<br />
Naomi Brite and she becomes the<br />
queen of truth. He would normally<br />
be put off by this, but the way she<br />
said it was so innocent and sexy at<br />
the same time.<br />
Naomi leaned in and asked for<br />
another water. When Konstantin<br />
heard, he objected and ordered<br />
her a shot of Tequila. “Excuse me,<br />
Mr. Price but just so we’re clear, no<br />
amount of alcohol is going to make<br />
me go home with you if that’s your<br />
intention,” Naomi narrowed her<br />
gaze trying to look like she meant<br />
business. Her hand lingered on his<br />
arm as he handed her the shot.<br />
Konstantin couldn’t help but spill<br />
out a deep, throaty laugh half out<br />
of embarrassment and also because<br />
he was really enjoying this girl’s<br />
feisty personality. Maybe there<br />
were more layers to Naomi than<br />
he’d imagined. He involuntarily<br />
began imagining how it’d feel to be<br />
the lucky guy who got to peel back<br />
each of those layers.<br />
“Absolutely not Miss Brite. I merely<br />
wanted to make a toast to this<br />
delightful surprise of an evening.”<br />
He leaned in and placed his left<br />
hand on the small of her back and<br />
whispered, “It’s also an apology for<br />
my abrupt exit from the library the<br />
other night.” He pulled away slightly<br />
while holding her gaze. Her big<br />
brown eyes gaped at him in surprise.<br />
Naomi’s breath hitched when<br />
he touched her. The proximity<br />
felt warm, safe and exciting. She<br />
was surprised at his apology but<br />
accepted it grace<strong>full</strong>y. She gave<br />
him a slight nod and smile as<br />
she lifted her glass in a “cheers”<br />
motion before throwing it down.<br />
The warm liquid burned while<br />
it made its way down her throat<br />
and she felt it instantly. Her head<br />
was fuzzy and her face tingly. She<br />
couldn’t remember the last time<br />
she drank this much.<br />
She swayed, slightly losing her<br />
balance and fell into Konstantin’s<br />
grasp. He helped steady her and<br />
said, “Okay, water for the rest<br />
of the night.” He gestured to<br />
the bartender who immediately<br />
handed him a glass. Naomi giggled<br />
as she took the water and began<br />
to drink it. She looked up at him<br />
apologetically, “It’s been a while,<br />
I guess. I can’t feel my lips.” She<br />
giggled again as she slowly bit<br />
her bottom lip trying to get some<br />
feeling in it.<br />
Konstantin couldn’t help but look<br />
at her lips as she bit down. They<br />
were plump, moist and pink from<br />
the alcohol. She had a slight flush<br />
in her cheeks and standing this<br />
close, he could smell her. She<br />
smelled like coconut and the sun.<br />
He smiled at her and in a husky<br />
whisper said, “I thought you were<br />
just trying to feel me up.”<br />
She looked up wide-eyed with her<br />
mouth half open, unable to say<br />
anything then swatted at his chest<br />
while dropping her gaze at the<br />
ground self-consciously. “Yeah, I’m<br />
sure you’d just love that,” she replied.<br />
Konstantin noticed that Colin<br />
had been oblivious to the entire<br />
exchange as he’d been busy<br />
pursuing a girl a few feet away. He<br />
thought about introducing Naomi<br />
but selfishly thought against it as<br />
he took her hand and said, “Let’s<br />
go, you’re dancing with me.”<br />
Before Naomi had a chance to<br />
object, he began pulling her back<br />
into the club and onto the dance<br />
floor. There was a remix of Mario’s<br />
“Let Me Love You” playing overhead<br />
and he pulled her into him. Instead<br />
of the typical club grind that most<br />
guys attempt, he actually danced<br />
with her. She was shocked at how<br />
easily their bodies moved together.<br />
She didn’t even have to think about<br />
the moves as he led her through the<br />
steps with such ease.<br />
She hated to admit it but his ability<br />
to dance was definitely something<br />
she was attracted to.<br />
Naomi had never felt this with<br />
anyone before. Their bodies were<br />
effortlessly in sync and she found<br />
herself wishing the music would<br />
never end. It was during this<br />
thought when she looked up and
noticed how intently Konstantin<br />
was holding her gaze. It was like<br />
he was looking right into her and<br />
could see what she was thinking.<br />
Konstantin grabbed her hands and<br />
pulled her into him. He placed both<br />
her hands around his neck, which<br />
brought their faces only inches<br />
from each other as he held her<br />
waist. He’d switch from smiling to<br />
gazing deeply at her.<br />
Studying every inch of her while<br />
they moved to the music, Konstantin<br />
was completely intoxicated by<br />
Naomi. He loved being this close<br />
to her and hoped she’d never pull<br />
away. The way her body felt in his<br />
hands and her hair flowed had his<br />
mind racing to thoughts he knew<br />
better than to have.<br />
Naomi felt her heart beating<br />
quickly as she attempted to not<br />
look into his eyes for too long. She<br />
was afraid of what might happen if<br />
she didn’t pull her gaze away. It was<br />
hard enough to look away. His face<br />
was incredibly handsome and his<br />
eyes made her melt. There was so<br />
much more to this man than what<br />
she’d originally seen. He tried his<br />
best to keep his shields up but she<br />
saw right through it all. She decided<br />
they needed a little distance and<br />
said, “I’ll be right back.” She quickly<br />
pulled away and began walking to<br />
an undecided location.<br />
She felt like she wanted to laugh and<br />
cry at the same time. This wasn’t<br />
possible. She was not feeling what<br />
she thought she was. How could she?!<br />
She barely knew this man! “Get a<br />
grip Naomi,” she tried telling herself<br />
as she tried to quickly put as much<br />
distance between them as possible.<br />
She ended up at the end of a long<br />
line to the outdoor restroom. While<br />
standing there, she tried to make<br />
sense of what had just happened<br />
and how she was feeling. Cyndi<br />
had told her that Konstantin was a<br />
playboy. She’d said he was a typical<br />
male with commitment phobia<br />
although he tried to explain it away<br />
as a personal choice. Either way, it<br />
wasn’t a promising future. Naomi<br />
couldn’t remember ever feeling<br />
drawn to someone so quickly.<br />
As she entered the restroom, she<br />
decided that she’d drank too much<br />
and the alcohol was probably<br />
making her feel more than was<br />
actually there.<br />
Konstantin bought another drink<br />
and moseyed back to the general<br />
area where they’d been dancing.<br />
He was taken aback by her abrupt<br />
departure. He couldn’t put his<br />
finger on what it was about this girl<br />
that had him so undone. He’d had<br />
his share of dancing, dating and the<br />
whole scene but this was something<br />
he couldn’t explain. She had a way<br />
of drawing him in and keeping him<br />
at a distance at the same time. It<br />
drove him nuts but he couldn’t help<br />
wanting more.<br />
He looked up while she made<br />
her way back through the crowd<br />
towards him. Every time he saw her<br />
it was as if everyone and everything<br />
else faded to the background. His<br />
senses became hyper aware when<br />
she was close. He set down his<br />
drink and walked to her, “Where’d<br />
you go?”<br />
“The ladies’ room. I thought it would<br />
have been quicker going outside<br />
but I was wrong,” she replied as<br />
she stood in front of him. He gave<br />
her his sideways grin as he grabbed<br />
her hands and pulled her back onto<br />
the dance floor. Her body gave way<br />
without any hesitation but her head<br />
kept telling her to be careful.<br />
After dancing for a while, Naomi<br />
gestured that she needed to take a<br />
breather. She led them back outside<br />
to a bench that was away from the<br />
crowd. He left to get them waters<br />
and she checked her phone for<br />
Cyndi. Sure enough there was a text:<br />
Cyndi: Hey girl, hope you and Mr.<br />
Price are having a good time…?! I<br />
want all the details in the morning!!<br />
Don’t wait up (wink wink).<br />
Naomi laughed and shook her head<br />
as she tucked her phone back into<br />
her clutch.<br />
“What’s so funny,” Konstantin asked<br />
as he handed her another water.<br />
“Oh, just my friend Cyndi. She<br />
managed to find herself in the<br />
company of a non-intriguing soccer<br />
player and informed me I won’t see<br />
her ’til the morning.”<br />
“Soccer player, huh? Well at least<br />
she gave you a heads up. My buddy<br />
Colin has been MIA for most of the<br />
evening and I’m sure I won’t hear<br />
from him until the morning.”<br />
Naomi held her glass up, “To good<br />
friends,” she said laughing.<br />
He laughed and clinked his glass<br />
with hers.<br />
Naomi took a long drink then set<br />
down her glass. Placing both her<br />
hands behind her she rested her<br />
weight on her arms and looked<br />
up at the sky. Konstantin did the<br />
same, interlocking one of his arms<br />
with hers.<br />
“I still can’t get over the sky here,”<br />
he said while gazing upwards. “On<br />
clear nights like this it feels like<br />
you can see every star.”<br />
Naomi smiled, “I know what you<br />
mean. Although, I’m from a small<br />
town in Colorado so I’ve kinda been<br />
spoiled with views like this my whole<br />
life. It makes it feel like home.”<br />
“Well, I envy you. I was raised in<br />
L.A. and you’re lucky if you can<br />
see the moon some nights. I’m<br />
exaggerating of course but it feels<br />
that way.” He looked at her, wanting<br />
to know so much more.<br />
An older gentleman walked over to<br />
them. Intoxicated and slightly slurring<br />
his words, he asked, “So how long have<br />
you love birds been together?”<br />
Before Konstantin could say<br />
anything, Naomi jumped in. With<br />
a southern belle type accent, she<br />
replied, “Going on three years next<br />
month.” She took Konstantin’s
hand and interlaced fingers with<br />
him. “Isn’t that right, sweetheart?”<br />
Glancing at Konstantin she had to<br />
keep from laughing at the look on<br />
his face.<br />
He stuttered before responding,<br />
“Uh, yeah…well, just look at her.”<br />
Konstantin squeezed her hand<br />
while giving her a “you are in so<br />
much trouble” look.<br />
“Well, ya better get on marrying<br />
her soon. Three years is a long<br />
time for a girl to wait around,”<br />
the man replied then walked away<br />
chuckling to himself.<br />
Konstantin’s face was flushed by<br />
the whole encounter. “You are so<br />
not normal, Naomi,” he laughed.<br />
He wondered when she’d realize<br />
they were still holding hands and<br />
pull away but was silently hoping<br />
she wouldn’t.<br />
She giggled while reaching her<br />
free hand towards his face to pull<br />
him in close. He tensed when he<br />
saw her reaching for him. She felt<br />
his resistance but looked at him<br />
reassuringly as she touched him,<br />
“You’re more fun than I would<br />
have guessed, boyfriend.” Her hand<br />
slid down his face and she pulled<br />
her other hand out of his and stood<br />
up. “Well, I should probably head<br />
back to campus.”<br />
Konstantin, disappointed, stood<br />
and asked if he could share a cab<br />
ride back.<br />
As they pulled up to the school,<br />
he offered to pay for the ride and<br />
proceeded to walk Naomi to her<br />
dorm.<br />
They walked at a slow pace. “You<br />
really don’t have to walk me back.<br />
I’m a big girl,” she said, secretly<br />
hoping he’d stay with her.<br />
Konstantin had to get up early<br />
to hike with Colin so he was half<br />
tempted to take her up on heading<br />
back to his dorm, but was having an<br />
internal struggle with not wanting<br />
the night to end. They stopped as<br />
he hesitated, trying to decide.<br />
Naomi watched him as he<br />
contemplated leaving. She’d swear<br />
she could see him struggle with not<br />
wanting to leave but needing to go.<br />
The thought warmed her heart and<br />
made it skip a few beats. Was he<br />
feeling something for her, too? She<br />
smiled softly at him, “Thank you for<br />
tonight, Konstantin. You surprised<br />
me and… I had a really good time.”<br />
Konstantin looked in her eyes and<br />
knew he wasn’t done with her. He<br />
needed her in his life. As a friend,<br />
a lover, anything! It didn’t matter,<br />
he just needed her. He’d never<br />
felt so safe to be himself around<br />
anyone else in his life. It was like he<br />
knew he could tell her his deepest<br />
darkest secrets and she would still<br />
accept him. “Go to dinner with me<br />
next Saturday?” His heart raced as<br />
he waited for her response.<br />
“I’ll have to check with Cyndi to<br />
make sure we aren’t still going to<br />
her parents’ house for dinner, but<br />
let me give you my number and I’ll<br />
let you know?” She took his phone<br />
and input her information under<br />
the name, Wifey. “That guy did say<br />
you’d better marry me soon,” she<br />
giggled as she winked at him and<br />
began walking away.<br />
“Oh, really...,” Konstantin said, surprised<br />
yet again by Ms. Naomi’s boldness.<br />
“Goodnight, Naomi. Thanks for<br />
the conversation.” Slowly walking<br />
in the opposite direction he<br />
thought, Mrs. Naomi Price actually<br />
has a nice ring to it. He smiled<br />
absentmindedly. What the hell was<br />
she doing to him?<br />
Brite :<br />
PART IV<br />
“So where are you taking the<br />
lovely Naomi tonight?” Colin asked<br />
as he watched Konstantin change<br />
his shirt 4 times.<br />
Konstantin was flustered with his<br />
wardrobe and made a mental note<br />
to update it as soon as possible.<br />
“I was thinking of Della Voce for<br />
dinner and then Radina’s for coffee.<br />
You think it’s tacky to walk there?”<br />
“Well, I mean you CAN afford a cab<br />
right?” Colin looked at Konstantin<br />
with a crap eating grin on his face.<br />
Konstantin tossed a pair of rolled<br />
socks at Colin, “Of course I can! I just<br />
think she’s the type of girl that would<br />
appreciate taking our time getting<br />
there. Walking and talking…”<br />
“How about you guys walk back to<br />
the dorm after instead? Let your<br />
food settle, reflect on the night and<br />
the stars will be out so that could<br />
be cool,” Colin tried to finish his<br />
thought nonchalantly.<br />
“Wow, that’s pretty romantic of you<br />
Colin. Thanks.” Konstantin chuckled<br />
as he sprayed a little cologne.<br />
“Don’t be lame. I’m not romantic<br />
bro it was just a suggestion.” Colin<br />
stood up and moseyed towards<br />
the door, “Good luck.” He gave<br />
Konstantin a wink and thumbs up<br />
before heading out.<br />
As Konstantin walked outside he<br />
looked up and saw Naomi walking<br />
towards him. His mouth went dry<br />
and he felt as if it was the first time<br />
he was seeing her. “What are you<br />
doing here Ms. Brite? I was just on<br />
my way to pick you up like a true<br />
gentleman.” He felt a slight threat<br />
to his manhood. This girl was<br />
unlike any he’d ever known.<br />
“Well, I was finished getting ready<br />
and thought it might be nice to<br />
showcase my talent of not being<br />
one of those girls you have to wait<br />
on.” She smiled at him and when<br />
he returned her smile she felt her<br />
stomach flip. “Keep it together
Naomi. Always stay one step<br />
ahead,” she told herself.<br />
Konstantin was actually very<br />
impressed and had to admit to<br />
himself it was refreshing to date a<br />
woman who seemed to be unaware<br />
of her beauty. She was in a pair of<br />
dark jeans, a black fitted top and<br />
her hair was down framing her<br />
gorgeous face with her long golden<br />
locks. He decided then that their<br />
night would end with his fingers<br />
running through her hair and his<br />
lips on hers.<br />
Sitting at dinner Naomi didn’t<br />
take any time to dive into the<br />
personal questions. She was<br />
incredibly kind and unassuming it<br />
made Konstantin feel comfortable<br />
opening up to her. He caught<br />
himself more than a few times<br />
offering more information than<br />
he’d intended. Something he’d<br />
never done before with anyone.<br />
He fought himself with trying to<br />
keep his guards up around her.<br />
This made him both frustrated and<br />
intrigued about Ms. Naomi Brite.<br />
He didn’t know how she was able<br />
to disarm him without even trying.<br />
“So, let me see if I can sum this<br />
up accurately. You have an older<br />
brother, Erwin, who is an incredibly<br />
successful entrepreneur & also<br />
a self-proclaimed ladies’ man.<br />
Your father is Aksel who is also<br />
very successful & loving but can<br />
also be hard/distant. Lastly, your<br />
mother is Elise Price who has<br />
played her role supremely well in<br />
supporting all the men in her life.”<br />
Naomi took another sip of her<br />
wine as she watched Konstantin<br />
register her cliffs notes version of<br />
his family dynamic.<br />
Konstantin shuddered slightly<br />
at the fact that he’d just opened<br />
himself up so much in a short time.<br />
He’d shared more about his life with<br />
Naomi than he had with anyone.<br />
He started to panic on the inside at<br />
how vulnerable he’d made himself<br />
with someone who he barely knew.<br />
Silently cursing himself he decided<br />
he needed more information on<br />
Naomi to even things out.<br />
As their dinner was set in front of<br />
them he asked about her family.<br />
She didn’t offer much information<br />
which left him asking the question<br />
if she was guarding herself from<br />
him. He found out she was raised<br />
by her father, Steven Brite. Her<br />
mother had passed while giving<br />
birth to her which was something<br />
she couldn’t help but periodically<br />
blame herself for. He could feel<br />
the weight of responsibility she<br />
carried to care for her father since<br />
he’d never re-married.<br />
Naomi felt herself being drawn to<br />
Konstantin in a way she’d never<br />
felt. He seemed so different than<br />
everything she’d heard about him.<br />
She could tell he struggled with<br />
letting her in at times but would<br />
eventually soften and open up. She<br />
was never one to pry into someone’s<br />
thoughts as she understood and<br />
respected the value of privacy. She<br />
figured it was this very quality he<br />
appreciated in her.<br />
She was impressed at his<br />
acceptance into Law school and<br />
admired his tenacity. He’d already<br />
accomplished so much and it<br />
brought her back to the reality<br />
of how she was at the beginning<br />
of her long career road. Naomi<br />
had promised herself that no<br />
relationship would distract her<br />
from her future. She hadn’t shared<br />
the 4 year relationship that ended<br />
before coming to Kansas State.<br />
At this point she figured it was<br />
irrelevant as she had no intentions<br />
to pursue anything more than a<br />
friendship with Konstantin. Or as<br />
much of a friendship as he’d allow.<br />
His reputation of female conquests<br />
preceded him so she was counting<br />
down the time before she’d have to<br />
put an end to this.<br />
“Penny for your thoughts Ms.<br />
Brite?” Konstantin had been<br />
enthralled with how focused she<br />
seemed to be while eating her meal.<br />
He figured she was processing the<br />
conversation they’d been having but<br />
couldn’t help but feel insecure. She’d<br />
been silent for some time without<br />
making any direct eye contact with<br />
him. She was obviously comfortable<br />
being in silence. Most of the women<br />
he’d dated could never shut up so<br />
this was a nice and yet unsettling<br />
experience.<br />
Naomi startled a little as she’d<br />
allowed herself to get lost in<br />
her thoughts. “Um, sorry. I can<br />
sometimes get lost in… the<br />
enjoyment of a meal. My father<br />
taught me how to appreciate food<br />
as an art form. It’s probably silly…”<br />
she tapered off realizing she was<br />
beginning to ramble.<br />
“Not at all. I’ve never thought<br />
of it that way but in fact this was<br />
someone’s vision and we are<br />
enjoying the fruits of their labor.”<br />
He smiled at her reassuringly.<br />
He felt himself catering to her<br />
feelings not wanting her to be<br />
self-conscious or uncomfortable<br />
around him. Yet another thing he<br />
usually never cared about before.<br />
He was battling with himself at<br />
how he’d never questioned himself<br />
before Ms. Naomi Brite walked into<br />
his life and now all he wanted was<br />
to be someone who was worthy of<br />
her presence.<br />
As they began walking to their next<br />
destination for coffee Konstantin<br />
took her hand in his and kissed<br />
the back of it. He’d been longing to<br />
touch her skin again since the night<br />
they’d danced together. Any excuse<br />
to feel her softness and stand close<br />
enough to smell her sweetness was<br />
worth it. He looked into her brown<br />
eyes and fought the urge to kiss her<br />
right then. Before he could even<br />
reconsider she dropped her gaze<br />
and thanked him for dinner.<br />
“By the way, I <strong>full</strong>y intend to have<br />
dessert. I hope you aren’t put off<br />
by a woman who actually eats?!”<br />
Naomi laughed. She’d never been<br />
the kind of girl to pretend she<br />
wasn’t hungry. When Naomi went<br />
to look up at Konstantin she felt<br />
her face caught in his hands, his
face was inches from hers. He held<br />
her gaze and she felt his breath on<br />
her lips. Her heart began to race<br />
and she was at a loss for words as<br />
she saw her reflection caught in the<br />
pools of his green eyes. She could<br />
feel his body closing in on hers<br />
and he breathlessly said, “Naomi,”<br />
before he kissed her.<br />
Konstantin couldn’t help it and<br />
knew he needed to feel more of her,<br />
to explore her. Without thinking he<br />
grabbed her and kissed her. Her lips<br />
were even softer than her skin and<br />
she tasted sweet. He was instantly<br />
addicted to her. Feeling her give<br />
herself to him was almost more<br />
than he could stand. He felt her<br />
tongue graze his, hungry for more<br />
of him and knew she felt the same<br />
way he did in that moment.<br />
He was normally not a fan of<br />
public displays of affection but in<br />
this moment it was just the two<br />
of them. Everything went quiet<br />
and everyone else disappeared. He<br />
could stay here forever. From that<br />
moment there were no other lips<br />
he could taste, no other woman<br />
that would satisfy him again.<br />
There would be no real happiness<br />
or fulfillment if she was not in his<br />
life. He’d relinquished all control to<br />
Naomi Brite and there was no going<br />
back. Not now, not ever.<br />
When Konstantin finally pulled<br />
back from Naomi she felt the heat<br />
in her cheeks as the dizzying feeling<br />
began to subside. She looked up<br />
at him surprised he’d kissed her<br />
and disappointed he stopped. She<br />
realized she’d been holding her<br />
breath and exhaled slowly letting<br />
herself get a grasp on reality again.<br />
He hadn’t let go of her right hand<br />
and interlaced his fingers with hers<br />
while gently pulling her into a slow<br />
stroll towards the coffee shop.<br />
Neither of them spoke a word<br />
wanting to prolong the moment<br />
they’d just shared. Both of them<br />
were aware of the reality of their<br />
situation. In just a few short<br />
months Konstantin would be<br />
moving back to California while<br />
Naomi continued her schooling in<br />
Kansas. The thought made Naomi’s<br />
heart ache.<br />
“I’ll have the slice of double<br />
chocolate cake and a glass of ice<br />
milk please,” Naomi said while<br />
handing the menu back to their<br />
waitress. She finally forced herself<br />
to look at Konstantin. She knew<br />
he’d been searching her since<br />
they’d kissed. She was fighting the<br />
internal battle of falling for him<br />
knowing it was not only the wrong<br />
time but the wrong person to let<br />
herself love. Love?! She didn’t even<br />
know him! Then when she looked<br />
him in the eyes all of her logic<br />
seemed to disappear.<br />
“What are you thinking about Ms.<br />
Brite?” Konstantin was nervous<br />
that she’d left him hanging since<br />
their kiss. She’d seemed happy<br />
and reciprocated the feelings in<br />
the moment but he swore he felt<br />
her pull away almost instantly. He<br />
hated that she seemed to be able to<br />
look right into his soul and yet he<br />
could never get a good read on her<br />
or what she was thinking. It made<br />
him feel weak, vulnerable and he<br />
fought the urge to resent her for it.<br />
“Before I started school in the fall I<br />
broke off a 4 year relationship with<br />
my boyfriend back in Colorado. I<br />
told him I had too much I wanted to<br />
accomplish and I knew I didn’t have<br />
it in me to also be in a relationship.<br />
I promised myself I wouldn’t<br />
let anything or anyone slow me<br />
down from the plans I have for my<br />
future.” Naomi paused to look at his<br />
reaction and he had an intense look<br />
on his face with a slight furrow in<br />
his brows like he didn’t know what<br />
to do with this information.<br />
“Huh, okay…. So why are you<br />
telling me this exactly?” Konstantin<br />
couldn’t help but be immediately<br />
defensive and felt his walls<br />
shooting up all around him. He was<br />
not used to being on the receiving<br />
end of a letdown. He couldn’t<br />
imagine this little speech having a<br />
good ending and prepared himself<br />
for her answer.<br />
“The truth is you’ve caught me<br />
by surprise. I’ve heard a lot about<br />
you and it wasn’t exactly flattering<br />
but I feel like I’ve seen someone<br />
different. Someone I truly enjoy<br />
being around and I just don’t know<br />
if that’s a good thing or not.” Naomi<br />
took in a breath as she waited for<br />
his response.<br />
Konstantin didn’t know what to<br />
think about her hearing things<br />
about him. Of course he had a<br />
particular reputation he couldn’t<br />
dispute but the truth was he WAS<br />
different around her. She made<br />
him feel like he wanted to be better<br />
and do better. He’d never felt like<br />
this before and wasn’t sure he was<br />
ready to let it go yet.<br />
“Why don’t we just take it a day<br />
at a time? We both know I am<br />
leaving to start school in the fall<br />
in California but I don’t think it<br />
should necessarily mean we throw<br />
in the towels now. I’ve been having<br />
a great time with you and even<br />
though life may call us in different<br />
directions it doesn’t mean we<br />
can’t be happy now. I really enjoy<br />
our connection and care deeply<br />
about you.” He smiled at her a little<br />
hoping she’d relent.<br />
Naomi smiled and in a snap<br />
decision said, “You’re right.<br />
We’re both adults and if we enjoy<br />
each other’s company there is no<br />
problem in enjoying the moment.”<br />
She reached out to touch his face<br />
and his eyes closed when she did.<br />
“What are you doing to me K?”<br />
She leaned in and kissed him on<br />
his cheek.<br />
Over the next several weeks<br />
Konstantin had become a ghost<br />
to his friends. He filled his days<br />
hanging with Naomi and his nights<br />
thinking about her. Although they<br />
hadn’t done more than kissed since<br />
they began their adventure he<br />
didn’t even mind. Her personality<br />
kept him on his toes and even<br />
though he was a man who wouldn’t<br />
turn down any chance to be with<br />
her it wasn’t what kept him around.
Naomi found herself completely<br />
infatuated with Konstantin. They<br />
had so much in common and he’d<br />
become not only a romantic interest<br />
for her but a friend on a deeper<br />
level than words could describe.<br />
She’d never been around anyone<br />
who she felt so comfortable with<br />
even in their extended moments<br />
of silence. He understood her on<br />
a level no one ever had. His touch<br />
made her feel lost and found at<br />
the same time. His kisses melted<br />
her heart.<br />
Naomi knew she loved Konstantin<br />
but vowed to never tell him. She<br />
feared if she said it out loud their<br />
safe little world they’d created<br />
would shatter. It’s also the reason<br />
she decided to not sleep with him.<br />
That was a level of intimacy she<br />
knew would break her if she gave<br />
herself to him and he left. This was<br />
a situation that felt amazing and<br />
impossibly terrifying but she knew<br />
this was all they could offer each<br />
other. Here and now.<br />
Konstantin had been planning<br />
a big day to celebrate Naomi’s<br />
21st birthday and was excited as<br />
the weekend was approaching.<br />
He was never a fan of romance<br />
but he wanted the entire day to<br />
be incredibly special. He’d even<br />
spoken to his family about Naomi<br />
and was considering having her<br />
meet them when they came to<br />
Kansas for his graduation. Another<br />
first he’d never pictured himself<br />
doing. At this point Konstantin felt<br />
like he’d be willing to do just about<br />
anything to keep her in his life. He<br />
just wasn’t sure if she felt the same<br />
and the idea broke his heart.<br />
The morning of Naomi’s birthday<br />
she woke up to a dorm room <strong>full</strong><br />
of flowers and balloons. Cyndi sat<br />
on the edge of her bed with a big<br />
grin on her face, “Good morning<br />
birthday girl! Can you believe this?!<br />
Someone is smitten!”<br />
Naomi sat up slowly taking in the<br />
scene and smiled. “I can’t believe<br />
he did all of this,” she whispered.<br />
Brite :<br />
PART V<br />
“Cyndi balanced on the edge of<br />
her bed while handing an envelope<br />
over to Naomi. “Hurry and read it, I<br />
can’t take the suspense! I thought<br />
you’d never wake up,” Cyndi<br />
squealed with ridiculous amounts<br />
of enthusiasm this early in the<br />
morning.<br />
Naomi rolled her eyes and giggled<br />
as she opened the envelope. There<br />
was a handmade card inside with<br />
intricate drawings depicting<br />
some of the memories she and<br />
Konstantin had made. She had no<br />
idea he could draw so beauti<strong>full</strong>y.<br />
Was there anything this man<br />
COULDN’T do?! She’d nearly<br />
forgotten there was an audience<br />
anxiously waiting to hear what he<br />
wrote but she was momentarily<br />
lost in their world. In his world. On<br />
the inside was written:<br />
These last couple of months have<br />
brought me closer to fulfillment<br />
than any other time in my life<br />
and I have you to thank for that<br />
Naomi Brite. You have managed to<br />
show me exactly who I want to be<br />
and what I need to do to get there<br />
without even trying. You somehow<br />
manage to push my limits, making<br />
me strive to be better while also<br />
being a place of peace and comfort.<br />
I am eternally grateful I have gotten<br />
this time with you and wouldn’t<br />
change it for the world. Today is<br />
all about you. I hope you’re ready<br />
for me to show you what you mean<br />
to me all day long! Get ready Ms.<br />
Brite, this will be a day you’ll never<br />
forget. -K<br />
Cyndi squealed and grabbed<br />
Naomi by the arm leading her to<br />
the bathroom. “He said to shower,<br />
put on what’s in the box and meet<br />
him out front in an hour!”<br />
Naomi lifted an eyebrow and<br />
smiled while she opened the<br />
garment box. Inside was a pair of<br />
new yoga pants, sports bra and<br />
fitted shirt all in Naomi’s favorite<br />
colors (hot pink and green). Next to<br />
the shower were a brand new pair<br />
of Nike’s. She smiled and shooed<br />
Cyndi out of the bathroom so she<br />
could get ready.<br />
As she finished tying her shoes she<br />
heard the voice that both startled<br />
and melted her.<br />
“Ms. Brite I believe you’re running<br />
late.” Konstantin stood at the<br />
entrance of her dorm looking<br />
incredibly handsome! She could<br />
tell he’d just gotten out of the<br />
shower. His hair still slightly damp<br />
and he was in his sports gear. He<br />
looked at her with hungry, soft<br />
eyes, a half crooked smile on his<br />
face and head tilted to the side.<br />
He held his hand out to her as she<br />
walked towards him and pulled<br />
her into him bringing them face to<br />
face. She could smell his cologne<br />
and feel his minty fresh breath on<br />
her. “There she is. Happy birthday<br />
beautiful.”<br />
Forgetting Cyndi was there smiling<br />
like a ridiculous schoolgirl, Naomi<br />
melted into his embrace and<br />
kissed him. She pulled back and<br />
let her hands rest around his neck<br />
gently rubbing the back of his head<br />
with her fingers. “I can’t believe<br />
everything you’ve done K. Thank<br />
you so much.” She smiled at him as<br />
he rested his hands on her hips and<br />
looked at her with a child-like grin<br />
on his face. Naomi could almost<br />
feel his excitement for whatever it<br />
was he had planned.<br />
“Naomi, you don’t know the half of<br />
it.” He interlocked fingers with her<br />
and began pulling her toward the<br />
door. “Thanks for the help Cyndi!”<br />
He winked at her as he and Naomi<br />
left the dorm room.<br />
Naomi struggled to keep up and<br />
squealed with excitement when<br />
she saw the new bikes waiting for<br />
them at the edge of the sidewalk.
“Is this mine?”<br />
“Hot pink just the way you like it<br />
Ms. Brite. Hop on and try to keep<br />
up!” Konstantin kissed her and<br />
jumped on his bike. He looked back<br />
and melted when he saw her riding<br />
close behind him with a big smile<br />
on her face. What he wouldn’t do<br />
to ensure he could see that smile<br />
all the time.<br />
Konstantin pulled up to a quaint<br />
breakfast place where he’d preordered<br />
Naomi’s favorite breakfast<br />
of French toast, bacon, eggs and<br />
fruit with a coffee. When they<br />
walked in they were walked to a<br />
table with more flowers and their<br />
meal already served with steam<br />
still rising from the plates. Naomi<br />
hadn’t realized how hungry she<br />
was until she saw it and proceeded<br />
to eat as if it had been weeks since<br />
she ate last.<br />
Konstantin laughed at her passion<br />
for food. “I will never understand<br />
where you put all the food you eat<br />
Ms. Brite!” He watched her in awe<br />
still questioning how she managed<br />
to look so sexy even while inhaling<br />
her breakfast. He handed her a<br />
glass of coffee with a smirk on<br />
his face knowing she’d need help<br />
washing down the last four bites<br />
she still had stored in her cheeks.<br />
Naomi’s face turned red as she<br />
took the cup from him trying not<br />
to laugh she sipped for a good 20<br />
seconds before tossing her napkin<br />
at him. “Alright ya jerk I can take a<br />
hint,” she said finally able to laugh<br />
out loud. “You can’t expect a girl to<br />
exercise first thing in the morning<br />
and NOT work up an animalistic<br />
appetite.” She play<strong>full</strong>y smacked<br />
his hand and before she could dive<br />
back into her meal he held her<br />
hand in his.<br />
Konstantin laughed as he motioned<br />
for the waiter to bring the check.<br />
“My goal today is to create a<br />
memory so meaningful that it will<br />
stay with you forever Ms. Brite.<br />
Only then could you understand<br />
what your presence has done to<br />
me.” He held her gaze and watched<br />
as his words washed over her. From<br />
the sparkle in her bright brown eyes<br />
to the twitch in her pink lips as they<br />
parted into a faint smile.<br />
She reached toward his face and<br />
touched him the only way she<br />
could. He’d grown to love her touch.<br />
It was kind, innocent and <strong>full</strong> of her<br />
love. She hadn’t said it but he knew<br />
because it was how he felt. There<br />
was no other way to describe what<br />
was happening between them.<br />
Konstantin planned a day <strong>full</strong><br />
of adventure for Naomi. After<br />
breakfast they went for a hike that<br />
led them to a running creek where<br />
they stopped for lunch he had<br />
waiting for them. They swam and<br />
played the way only two people in<br />
love could. They splashed, laughed<br />
and kissed completely lost in each<br />
other. Oblivious to the real world<br />
that awaited them.<br />
There were moments when<br />
Konstantin had to push away<br />
feelings of guilt for his recent<br />
absence in his family’s lives.<br />
They told him they understood<br />
and sounded thrilled he’d found<br />
someone that was bringing him so<br />
much happiness. The last time he’d<br />
spoken to his brother Erwin about<br />
Naomi he was hesitant and awaited<br />
an onslaught of harassment about<br />
no longer being a real man but<br />
his reply had been something he<br />
hadn’t expected.<br />
“Baby bro’s in love huh? Well<br />
between the two of us… maybe<br />
you’re the real man.”<br />
There hadn’t been a trace of<br />
mockery or teasing in his voice and<br />
Konstantin wasn’t sure if he picked<br />
up a sense of longing from Erwin but<br />
couldn’t imagine it since he was the<br />
GQ man of the family. Successful in<br />
life, business and women.<br />
Konstantin laughed it off and<br />
changed the subject quickly to<br />
avoid any kind of uncomfortable<br />
exchange but since then anytime<br />
they spoke Erwin made sure he<br />
asked how Naomi was and how<br />
they were doing. His curiosity in<br />
Konstantin’s relationship was<br />
both endearing and unsettling<br />
as it was a side of his brother he<br />
hadn’t seen before.<br />
Konstantin had a special night<br />
planned as Naomi had agreed to<br />
spend an overnight evening with him.<br />
Dinner at a 5 star restaurant with a<br />
view of the city. It was attached to<br />
the resort they would be staying at.<br />
He booked a suite for them with a<br />
private Jacuzzi, chocolate dipped<br />
strawberries and anything else he<br />
thought Naomi would enjoy. Before<br />
dinner he had her spend a few hours<br />
at the spa getting massaged and<br />
pampered from the day’s excursions.<br />
When she emerged from the salon<br />
in the dress he bought her he lost<br />
his breath. Her blonde hair was<br />
down in loose curls, her brown<br />
eyes framed by those incredibly<br />
dark lashes and her cheeks flushed<br />
pink. Her lips were <strong>full</strong> with a<br />
natural crimson color and curled<br />
up into a lazy smile as she walked<br />
towards him. Her milky skin looked<br />
incredibly soft against the black<br />
dress that hugged her every curve.<br />
If he died in this moment he knew<br />
he wouldn’t mind. Not with her as<br />
his last image.<br />
After dinner Konstantin took<br />
her down the long route back to<br />
their suite. They strolled through<br />
the rose garden where he picked<br />
a single rose and gave it to her.<br />
As they stood under the stars<br />
and moonlight he couldn’t keep<br />
what was on his mind to himself<br />
anymore. He took her hands and<br />
looked into her eyes struggling to<br />
find a way to put his feelings into<br />
words. There was something about<br />
her that made him feel unable to<br />
get a grip.<br />
Naomi could feel Konstantin’s<br />
hesitation and felt her heart begin<br />
to race. She wasn’t disillusioned<br />
enough to believe he’d done<br />
everything today expecting them to<br />
cuddle tonight however she wasn’t
sure if she was ready to take that<br />
next step. She had promised herself<br />
a long time ago that there would be<br />
no distractions during college and<br />
she’d already broken that promise.<br />
Yet when she looked at him and<br />
how hesitant he still was around<br />
her she felt her heart swell with<br />
love. If he was faking this than he<br />
was better than she could imagine<br />
but something told her this wasn’t<br />
an act. She waited patiently as he<br />
gathered himself and squeezed his<br />
hands reassuringly.<br />
Konstantin had been thinking<br />
about how to word his feelings for<br />
Naomi without making her feel like<br />
he had high expectations for the<br />
evening. He could no longer keep<br />
from saying something that came so<br />
naturally to him. “You are beautiful<br />
Naomi, in every way a woman can<br />
be and you make me want to be a<br />
better person. Your presence scares<br />
the hell out of me and yet I’ve never<br />
felt so safe around anyone in my<br />
life. I love you. I am not saying this<br />
in hopes that you will sleep with me<br />
tonight. I just want to be with you.<br />
I don’t know what this means for<br />
our future but I just needed you to<br />
know that.”<br />
Naomi felt lost for words. She knew<br />
Konstantin felt strongly for her but<br />
never imagined him sharing it since<br />
he was planning on moving back<br />
to California in just a few short<br />
months. She knew she’d fallen for<br />
him but wasn’t sure she wanted<br />
to say it out loud. She thought it<br />
would help ease what was bound<br />
to be a terrible ending. Now seeing<br />
him so vulnerable she didn’t know<br />
how to feel or what to say. Her mind<br />
raced with every possible outcome<br />
of this conversation and was trying<br />
to keep from getting caught up in<br />
the moment but when she looked<br />
up at him she felt herself fall.<br />
“I…love you… so incredibly much<br />
K. You’ve hit my life like a freight<br />
train and I’m happy you did.”<br />
Naomi’s eyes glazed over with tears<br />
of mixed emotions. She felt relieved<br />
yet terrified that she’d taken the<br />
leap of faith and placed her heart in<br />
the hands of a man she wasn’t sure<br />
knew how to care for it.<br />
Konstantin pulled her in a tight<br />
embrace and kissed her slowly,<br />
passionately. He could feel her<br />
quiver in his hands and wasn’t sure<br />
if it was the breeze or if it was fear.<br />
He hoped it was the breeze. He<br />
couldn’t stand the thought of being<br />
the cause for her being scared. He<br />
wanted to be the one to make her<br />
feel safe.<br />
As the rest of the night unfolded<br />
Naomi exceeded every expectation<br />
Konstantin could have imagined.<br />
It was the first time he ever felt<br />
unsure of himself and yearned to<br />
show her how much she meant to<br />
him. He fumbled over his words and<br />
even lost his balance at one point in<br />
the evening but when he looked in<br />
her eyes he could see the reflection<br />
of a person he always wanted to<br />
be. He knew right then that if this<br />
didn’t work out he’d be a broken<br />
man forever yet he couldn’t stop<br />
himself from letting himself go.<br />
The next morning Naomi woke up<br />
feeling elated. She reached over and<br />
felt an empty side of the bed. As she<br />
rubbed her eyes and sat up looking<br />
around she saw a single rose with a<br />
note attached to it that read:<br />
Good morning beautiful. Don’t you<br />
dare get out of bed because I’ll be<br />
back with breakfast to refuel and<br />
then more… well, you know. Love, K<br />
Naomi’s face hurt from smiling so<br />
much but she couldn’t help it. She<br />
was a woman in love. Head over<br />
heels, fireworks, fairytale love. A<br />
love she never knew existed. This<br />
is what it felt like. This is what<br />
people waited their whole life for.<br />
She couldn’t help but feel lucky. So<br />
incredibly lucky that she found it.<br />
Konstantin strolled through the<br />
garden to the restaurant to pick up<br />
the breakfast he ordered. He kept<br />
smiling and even found himself<br />
whistling at one point. He laughed<br />
and pulled his phone out realizing<br />
he’d been MIA for the last 24 hours.<br />
Since he had a few minutes he<br />
thought he should make sure all<br />
was well in the real world.<br />
As his phone started up he couldn’t<br />
help but smile at the replays from<br />
the night before. Naomi Brite was<br />
going to be the end of him. As<br />
his phone lit up he saw 49 missed<br />
calls and a slew of 911 texts from<br />
his mom, dad and buddy Colin.<br />
As he dialed his dad’s number his<br />
stomach was in knots while he<br />
waited for him to answer.<br />
“Dad, I’m so sorry I was…wait,<br />
what?! WHEN?! Oh Christ… what<br />
are you saying?! No no no no….. I’ll<br />
be home soon. No, I’m on my way!”<br />
Konstantin’s phone fell out of his<br />
hands as he heard a ringing in his<br />
ears and an echo of his dad’s words.<br />
Erwin…accident…didn’t make it.<br />
Without even thinking he called<br />
his driver and had him take him<br />
straight to the airport.<br />
On the plane ride home all<br />
Konstantin could think was how<br />
disconnected he’d been from Erwin<br />
since he started dating Naomi.<br />
He couldn’t help but feel guilty<br />
about spending so much time<br />
with her. Maybe if he’d been home<br />
with Erwin this wouldn’t have<br />
happened. His thoughts grew dark<br />
and he found it hard to not resent<br />
her for the lack of time spent with<br />
his brother recently.<br />
Maybe his brother had the right<br />
idea after all. He never allowed a<br />
woman to take up his time and<br />
cloud his thoughts. Maybe this was<br />
life’s way of telling him this whole<br />
relationship thing was a bad idea.<br />
He decided then he would invest<br />
his time in his family and let Naomi<br />
go. Who was he kidding? It would<br />
only be a matter of time before she<br />
grew tired of him and left anyways.<br />
Over the next few weeks Konstantin<br />
finished school from California and<br />
was trying to decide if he’d return<br />
at all for graduation. His parents<br />
tried to convince him that it was<br />
important and Erwin wouldn’t
want him to miss it but he couldn’t<br />
stand the thought of Erwin not<br />
being there.<br />
Naomi had stopped trying to<br />
reach him and rather than allow<br />
himself to feel any kind of pain<br />
or disappointment he reminded<br />
himself that it was for the best. He<br />
built up a wall and decided he’d<br />
never let another woman penetrate<br />
it again. The first time he allowed<br />
himself to fall and this happened.<br />
He couldn’t imagine feeling normal<br />
ever again. He’d focus on his career<br />
and family. That would be enough<br />
to fulfill him. It would have to be.<br />
Naomi decided to head back to<br />
Colorado as soon as school ended<br />
and was preparing to move out of<br />
the dorm. In the meantime she kept<br />
herself busy going out as often as<br />
she could and drinking anything<br />
and everything to keep herself<br />
numb. What an idiot she had been!<br />
She saw all the signs and knew<br />
better but still tried to see the best<br />
in someone who was incapable of<br />
loving anyone other than himself.<br />
Cindy who was normally one for<br />
socializing and going out tried<br />
talking Naomi into staying in this<br />
coming weekend. She told Naomi<br />
she was worried about her & all the<br />
“distractions” were only postponing<br />
the pain she would eventually need<br />
to feel. Naomi shrugged her off and<br />
told her once she left she wouldn’t<br />
need to worry anymore.<br />
Konstantin finally pulled himself<br />
out of bed at around 1 in the<br />
afternoon and went into his father’s<br />
office. He poured himself a drink<br />
and sat in one of leather chairs.<br />
“I’ve decided not to walk in the<br />
graduation.” He sipped his drink<br />
letting the alcohol pour a blanket of<br />
numbing medicine down his throat<br />
and straight to his heart. He hadn’t<br />
slept well in weeks. Every time he<br />
fell asleep he had nightmares about<br />
Naomi and Erwin.<br />
His father, Aksel, looked at his son<br />
and felt burdened to share the truth<br />
with him. “Konstantin, Erwin loved<br />
you very much and knew how much<br />
you looked up to him. That being<br />
said, I need to be honest with you.<br />
Erwin suffered from crippling<br />
depression and anxiety. He has<br />
since college. He had a break<br />
during his sophomore year which<br />
is why he decided to finish at a<br />
local university.”<br />
Konstantin sat his drink down trying<br />
to clear his foggy, sleepless thoughts.<br />
“Wait, I thought he switched so he<br />
could learn more about the business<br />
from you? The internship and<br />
mentoring program…”<br />
“That’s what we decided to tell you.<br />
Erwin didn’t want you to know. The<br />
truth is despite his success he’d<br />
always longed to have something<br />
you had. He was incredibly relieved<br />
when you found Naomi. We all were.<br />
There was something in your voice<br />
when you spoke about her that<br />
made us feel at peace and hopeful<br />
for your future. Erwin would have<br />
given anything to be a one lady<br />
kind of guy but his state of mind<br />
was his kryptonite. Konstantin, his<br />
car didn’t lose control…he…Well,<br />
I don’t think he could stand the<br />
pain anymore...” Aksel’s eyes filled<br />
with tears and his head fell as they<br />
poured down his face.<br />
Konstantin shook violently as<br />
tears involuntarily streamed down<br />
his face. The anger, pain and loss<br />
that tore through him was more<br />
than he could stand. He stood up,<br />
smashed his glass into the floor and<br />
started pacing. “Don’t. Stop. Don’t<br />
you dare finish that sentence! He<br />
wouldn’t do that! He wouldn’t do<br />
that dad!” He slammed his fist into<br />
the wall repeatedly until it started<br />
to bleed before sliding to the floor<br />
in a melted heap.<br />
His father walked over and knelt<br />
down next to him. His mother, Elise,<br />
heard the commotion and came<br />
rushing in. She knelt down and<br />
took him in her arms and together<br />
they grieved the loss of their son<br />
and brother.<br />
Naomi had been back in Colorado<br />
for a couple of weeks and finally<br />
able to get through a day without<br />
crying. She kept busy helping her<br />
dad at the shop and planning the<br />
next step she would take. There<br />
was something healing about being<br />
back in her home town with her<br />
father. She took long walks every<br />
evening to clear her head. She<br />
decided she would focus on her<br />
career and taking care of her dad.<br />
She would never again allow a man<br />
to sidetrack her.<br />
As she neared her father’s house<br />
she saw a familiar figure standing<br />
on the porch and rubbed her eyes<br />
thinking they were playing tricks<br />
on her. How would he even know<br />
how to find her?! She stopped<br />
and stared at him for a moment<br />
then took a deep breath and<br />
slowly walked towards him. No<br />
matter what happened she wasn’t<br />
going to let her guard down. She<br />
couldn’t even begin to think of<br />
a good enough excuse for him<br />
having disappeared for so long<br />
with no contact.<br />
“What are you doing here?” Her<br />
voice sounded foreign even to her<br />
own ears. She stopped at the bottom<br />
of the steps and crossed her arms.<br />
She saw him take a few hesitant<br />
steps forward where the moonlight<br />
shone on his face and what she saw<br />
made her heart hurt. Although he<br />
was clean shaven his face looked<br />
drawn, hallow, his eyes looked sad<br />
and his shoulders were slumped<br />
with the weight of the world. It<br />
was all she could do to keep herself<br />
from running and taking him in her<br />
arms. She unlatched her arms but<br />
kept her distance.<br />
Konstantin wanted to grab her and<br />
take her home, to take her to bed<br />
and make up for all the lost time.<br />
He wanted to kiss her and show<br />
her how sorry he was instead of<br />
standing here struggling to find<br />
the words. He took one more step<br />
closer then stopped when she took<br />
a slight step back. His head fell<br />
and his heart ached knowing how<br />
bad he’d hurt her. He searched her<br />
eyes and knew she’d disconnected
herself from him. It wasn’t the look<br />
of a woman in love but a woman<br />
unattached & guarded. This hurt<br />
him the most.<br />
He cleared his throat and started,<br />
“There’s no excuse for what I did to<br />
you, to us. All I can say is that I found<br />
myself in a place I didn’t know how<br />
to navigate and so I defaulted to<br />
what I know how to do best which is<br />
to run. The night we celebrated your<br />
birthday, my brother died. I shut off<br />
my phone and didn’t find out until<br />
the next morning on my way to get<br />
us breakfast. Everything else is a<br />
blur. All I know is that even though<br />
I was home, a place where I once<br />
was always able to find refuge, I felt<br />
lost. Anything I’d done in the past<br />
that helped me find peace wasn’t<br />
working anymore. The one person I<br />
wanted to run to I locked out of my<br />
life. The more time that passed the<br />
more I thought there was no way<br />
you’d take me back. I know I don’t<br />
have a right to do this but I love you<br />
Naomi. It took me losing you and<br />
my brother to realize what is truly<br />
important in life and you are a part<br />
of it. You are my life. My life began<br />
when I met you and has felt like it<br />
ended since the last time I saw you.<br />
Please forgive me, marry me and let<br />
me spend the rest of my life making<br />
it up to you.”<br />
Konstantin slowly knelt down on one<br />
knee and took out the ring he had in<br />
his pocket. His heart was on the line.<br />
He knew very well she could either<br />
heal him or break him once and for<br />
all but he couldn’t go a day longer<br />
without knowing. He held his breath<br />
as he waited for her response.<br />
Naomi realized she was clenching<br />
her skirt in her hands and tears<br />
were falling freely down her face.<br />
The cool breeze made the liquid<br />
feel chilled on her cheeks. She freed<br />
her hands, smoothed out the skirt<br />
and wiped the tears off her face.<br />
She took a deep breath and walked<br />
right up to Konstantin. Standing<br />
this close to him she could smell<br />
his cologne and longed for him<br />
to take her in his arms. Her eyes<br />
moved from his face to the ring<br />
and back. She knelt down next to<br />
him and took his hands in hers. She<br />
knew now what she had to do, what<br />
she needed to do. She took another<br />
long steadying breath and looked<br />
him right in the eyes before finally<br />
pouring her entire heart out to him.<br />
She knew from this night forward<br />
their lives would never be the same.<br />
TheEnd<br />
Story by: Jessica M.<br />
“I’d like to take this time to say thank you to all of the UR IT<br />
followers who are reading my <strong>story</strong>. Your support is important<br />
and greatly appreciated. My inspiration comes directly from the<br />
readers. I am happy to share this journey of writing my first short<br />
<strong>story</strong> together. I hope you enjoyed the love <strong>story</strong> between Naomi<br />
and Konstantin.”<br />
- Jessica M.