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CHAPTER 6<br />
“I can’t explain myself, I’m afraid, Sir,” said Alice, “because I’m not myself,<br />
you see.”<br />
—Lewis Carroll, Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland<br />
In just one year, I had gone from <strong>the</strong> newest member of Hef’s Party Posse to <strong>the</strong> one with <strong>the</strong> most<br />
seniority. Tina, Vicky, April, Lisa, Candice, and Carolyn had all gone <strong>the</strong>ir separate ways. In <strong>the</strong>ir<br />
place was an entirely new cast of characters: Bridget (my sole friend), Daphne (a pretty, cunning girl<br />
who quickly became one of Hef’s favorites), Dianna (Hef adored her because she had <strong>the</strong> helpless<br />
“damsel in distress” act down pat), Elizabeth (one of Daphne’s sidekicks who was low on <strong>the</strong> totem<br />
pole because Hef found her shrill and demanding), Whitney (at 30, <strong>the</strong> oldest girlfriend and Hef’s<br />
least favorite because he considered her “pushy”), and finally Amber (a seemingly sweet as sugar,<br />
quiet girl who defected from side to side when it came to <strong>the</strong> battle between <strong>the</strong> Mean Girls and me).<br />
While <strong>the</strong> girls were different, some things never changed. With <strong>the</strong> exception of Bridget, I was<br />
no more successful in making friends with this group of girls than with <strong>the</strong> last. To make matters<br />
worse, since none of <strong>the</strong>se new girls were being given <strong>the</strong> Playmate pictorials <strong>the</strong>y so badly wanted,<br />
<strong>the</strong>y <strong>the</strong>refore weren’t kept busy with photo shoots, video shoots, and promotional appearances like<br />
<strong>the</strong> last batch of girls had been. With all <strong>the</strong> extra time <strong>the</strong> new girls had to spend at <strong>the</strong> mansion<br />
counting <strong>the</strong>ir frustrations, <strong>the</strong> claws were perpetually out.<br />
The Wednesday and Friday nightclub outings, which had seemed so exciting to me when I first<br />
joined <strong>the</strong> group, became dreadfully monotonous, not just to me, but to all of <strong>the</strong> girls. On<br />
Wednesdays, we would go to Concord or <strong>the</strong> Standard Lounge, and on Fridays, we would go to <strong>the</strong><br />
upscale, but not star-studded, Barfly on Sunset Boulevard. Since <strong>the</strong>re were no celebrities to be seen<br />
at Barfly, <strong>the</strong> girls hated it and referred to it as “Barf Fly” behind Hef’s back. Each night out would<br />
begin with a limo ride to <strong>the</strong> nightclub, with Hef passing out his “thigh opening” Quaaludes to <strong>the</strong><br />
girls in attendance. I still refused <strong>the</strong>m, but many girls didn’t. The evening out would always end with<br />
<strong>the</strong> girlfriends trying to convince Hef to go home a little earlier than usual. He usually insisted on<br />
staying out until 1 A.M., but on <strong>the</strong> rare occasion he agreed to leave early, we all brea<strong>the</strong>d a collective<br />
sigh of relief. Daphne, Dianna, and Elizabeth would beg Hef to bring us to cooler night spots instead<br />
of “Barf Fly,” but he was loath to change his routine. Also, his cachet on <strong>the</strong> nightclub scene had<br />
subsided over <strong>the</strong> past year. He had been going out so often, he was no longer a novelty, and he was<br />
too high maintenance (always bringing a huge group and always demanding <strong>the</strong> best booth in <strong>the</strong>