Down the Rabbit Hole - Holly Madison

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ACKNOWLEDGMENTS “There ought to be a book written about me, that there ought! And when I grow up, I’ll write one.” —Lewis Carroll, Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland To my husband, Pasquale, and my daughter, Rainbow, for all your love, support, and inspiration. To my collaborator, the amazing Leslie Bruce, who taught me so much and helped me put some painful memories on paper in the most fun way possible. To Matthew Elblonk, who made this book happen in the right way, making a big dream of mine come true! To everyone at HarperCollins, thank you for this amazing opportunity. To Denise Oswald, for being the perfect editor, asking all the right questions and leaving no stone unturned. To Trish Daly, Susan Amster, Joseph Papa, Kendra Newton, and Michael Barrs for all your hard work. To Sue Madore for all your help getting this book out there. To Jason Verona for keeping all my best interests in order. To Max Stubblefield, who got this project rolling. To everyone who was at E! in 2005–2011, without whom this story wouldn’t be possible. Ted Harbert, Lisa Berger, Jason Sarlanis, Brent, PJ, John, and so many more—thank you for turning that time in my life into such an amazing opportunity. To Virgine for taking such great care of Rainbow while I worked on this book and to Gina for keeping my life together. To my dear friends Bridget, Ashley, Josh, Claire, Angel, Vic, Becca, Tanya, Mike, and Alex for your support every day. To Denise Truscello for the wonderful cover photo, so many of the photos in this book, and your invaluable friendship. To my mom, dad, Stephanie, and Joe for all your support through the years.
ABOUT THE AUTHOR Holly Madison spent five seasons on the top-rated E! hit reality show The Girls Next Door before landing the leading role in the Las Vegas Strip smash hit Peepshow. She also starred in two seasons of her own E! hit series Holly’s World . With her husband and daughter, Holly divides her time between Las Vegas and Los Angeles. Discover great authors, exclusive offers, and more at hc.com.
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DEDICATION TO MY FA MI LY, WH O I N
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CONTENTS Dedication Epigraph The Pl
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AUTHOR’S NOTE Don’t you miss th
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PROLOGUE “I know who I was when I
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warm water and rested my stoned eye
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CHAPTER 1 “Begin at the beginning
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experience with a tanning bed. I wa
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It wound up being six years—and a
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After a short time in the city, I s
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to these types of events. Working t
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less prestigious “minor pictorial
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Rebel Wilson and her on-screen brot
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would have thought Hugh Hefner pref
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I laughed nervously—unsure of wha
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achieved two goals at once: not onl
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flat-out told him that I had no pla
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“So,” he said, his voice much f
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period” would come to an abrupt e
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“boyfriend,” and like the socia
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your breakfast routine. “Hang out
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my dreams so much easier, but that
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CHAPTER 4 “Now, here, you see, it
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phrase “keep your enemies close
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girlfriend. With my clothing allowa
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myself that no two people are exact
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Playboy—and we had to keep up the
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discuss the idea with Hef. I was un
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stupid and I never forgot how they
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the pool area handing out shiny bea
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CHAPTER 5 Alice thought the whole t
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continued her story on her own. “
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Eventually, I learned more about th
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For a small fortune, Vicky would se
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which luckily proved to be short-li
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house) for the A-list clubs to be b
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maybe if I became famous I would ha
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acquiesced. Wow, I thought. I was f
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fortune. Boy, was I wrong. There ha
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prop pipe (say that three times fas
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During a trip to New York City for
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“Darlin’?” Hef asked, appeari
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so long, this box was my nemesis, a
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the Easter event wearing jeans and
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pictorial on the ‘Painted Ladies,
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Slowly he made his way to his newes
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trademark on GND was something she
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CHAPTER 8 “We’re all mad here.
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subconscious crap to surface, but l
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THE FIRST EPISODE OF The Girls Next
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“People assume that I came here w
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messy room (which was tidied up sub
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date. It is not about any of you.
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ecognized many of the absurdities o
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CHAPTER 9 “It’s rather curious,
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waste a single minute. From Pompeii
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out of a fairy tale. I didn’t kno
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Photo Editor. I was assigned to the
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CHAPTER 10 “I can’t help it,”
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my loyalty to the brand, though. As
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long as I walked my butt down to th
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though she was offered a role in th
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lashed out at the other girls from
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myself. I had tried to rationalize
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the phone. “We’re on a tight sc
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into a thoughtful expression, he sa
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CHAPTER 11 “Why, sometimes I’ve
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large booth, already populated with
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Times Square) Criss was, at that ti
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stunned and seething. How dare he h
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outside it appeared as though my wi
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my bunny tattoo as well. “No one,
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portrayed as, it was important that
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CHAPTER 12 “She’s my prisoner,
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scattered even farther in different
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and . . .” “Ha!” he shouted i
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to believe we had a shot at making
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disappointed to learn that, just an
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mansion walls, I was Rapunzel locke
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Criss insisted that I be present fo
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CHAPTER 13 For, you see, so many ou
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2. Star in a Las Vegas show. 3. App
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affirmation I was getting from him
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Page 180 and 181: CHAPTER 15 “If I had a world of m
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Page 184 and 185: Meanwhile, I was taking Las Vegas b
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Page 206 and 207: have ever found them. But let that
Page 208 and 209: Age 15, at cheerleading camp. (Pers
Page 210 and 211: Bridget (left) and Kendra (right) b
Page 212 and 213: Behind the scenes of our second cov
Page 214 and 215: Performing in Peepshow. (Denise Tru
Page 216 and 217: Filming Holly’s World in Mexico.
Page 218 and 219: Engaged! (Chris Clinton) Our weddin
Page 222 and 223: CREDITS Cover design by Amanda Kain
Page 224: ABOUT THE PUBLISHER Australia Harpe
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