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DEDICATION TO MY FA MI LY, WH O I N
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CONTENTS Dedication Epigraph The Pl
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AUTHOR’S NOTE Don’t you miss th
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PROLOGUE “I know who I was when I
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warm water and rested my stoned eye
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CHAPTER 1 “Begin at the beginning
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experience with a tanning bed. I wa
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It wound up being six years—and a
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After a short time in the city, I s
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to these types of events. Working t
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less prestigious “minor pictorial
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Rebel Wilson and her on-screen brot
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would have thought Hugh Hefner pref
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I laughed nervously—unsure of wha
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achieved two goals at once: not onl
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flat-out told him that I had no pla
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“So,” he said, his voice much f
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period” would come to an abrupt e
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“boyfriend,” and like the socia
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your breakfast routine. “Hang out
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my dreams so much easier, but that
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CHAPTER 4 “Now, here, you see, it
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phrase “keep your enemies close
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girlfriend. With my clothing allowa
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myself that no two people are exact
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Playboy—and we had to keep up the
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discuss the idea with Hef. I was un
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stupid and I never forgot how they
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the pool area handing out shiny bea
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CHAPTER 5 Alice thought the whole t
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continued her story on her own. “
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Eventually, I learned more about th
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For a small fortune, Vicky would se
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which luckily proved to be short-li
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house) for the A-list clubs to be b
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maybe if I became famous I would ha
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acquiesced. Wow, I thought. I was f
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fortune. Boy, was I wrong. There ha
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prop pipe (say that three times fas
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During a trip to New York City for
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“Darlin’?” Hef asked, appeari
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so long, this box was my nemesis, a
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the Easter event wearing jeans and
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pictorial on the ‘Painted Ladies,
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Slowly he made his way to his newes
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trademark on GND was something she
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CHAPTER 8 “We’re all mad here.
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subconscious crap to surface, but l
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THE FIRST EPISODE OF The Girls Next
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“People assume that I came here w
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messy room (which was tidied up sub
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date. It is not about any of you.
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ecognized many of the absurdities o
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CHAPTER 9 “It’s rather curious,
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waste a single minute. From Pompeii
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out of a fairy tale. I didn’t kno
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Photo Editor. I was assigned to the
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CHAPTER 10 “I can’t help it,”
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my loyalty to the brand, though. As
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long as I walked my butt down to th
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though she was offered a role in th
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lashed out at the other girls from
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myself. I had tried to rationalize
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the phone. “We’re on a tight sc
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into a thoughtful expression, he sa
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CHAPTER 11 “Why, sometimes I’ve
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large booth, already populated with
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Times Square) Criss was, at that ti
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stunned and seething. How dare he h
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outside it appeared as though my wi
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my bunny tattoo as well. “No one,
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portrayed as, it was important that
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CHAPTER 12 “She’s my prisoner,
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scattered even farther in different
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and . . .” “Ha!” he shouted i
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to believe we had a shot at making
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disappointed to learn that, just an
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