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AS PART OF MY contract with Peepshow, I was given a high-roller suite at Planet <strong>Holly</strong>wood. Not only<br />
did I have a steady job, I also had a reason to return to Las Vegas—a place that felt more like home in<br />
a few short months than L.A. had felt in almost 10 years. With my Prius brimming with most of my<br />
belongings, I said my tearful good-byes to Mary and Captain Bob and headed straight for <strong>the</strong> desert.<br />
Not long after arriving in town, I was finally able to meet up with Criss’s bodyguard at <strong>the</strong> Luxor<br />
in order to grab my valuables that had been sitting in his penthouse safe for <strong>the</strong> last two and a half<br />
months. Criss had told me that mailing <strong>the</strong>m wasn’t <strong>the</strong> best idea.<br />
“I can’t wait to finally get my stuff back,” I sighed to Angel, who had become my new best<br />
friend, as we drove down Las Vegas Boulevard. “It’s like severing <strong>the</strong> last tie of that relationship. It<br />
feels good to finally move on.”<br />
“Amen!” exclaimed Angel as we drove into <strong>the</strong> Luxor’s North Valet.<br />
The bodyguard, whose expensive SUV had been idling as if he was on his way somewhere,<br />
jumped out of his car after spotting me.<br />
“You drive a Prius?” he sneered.<br />
“Yeah . . .” I replied, caught off guard by his making fun of me. He’d always been nice to me<br />
before, but was all of a sudden condescending and rude.<br />
He let out a snarky laugh as he gave my car <strong>the</strong> once-over.<br />
“Thanks for bringing this stuff down,” I said, eager to get out of what was starting to feel like a<br />
really awkward situation.<br />
“Yeah, no problem,” he said shortly, handing me a bulging manila envelope. Without as much as<br />
a good-bye, he got back to his truck and took off.<br />
I jumped back into my car and ripped open <strong>the</strong> envelope, anxious to see my things.<br />
“What’s wrong?” Angel asked, seeing <strong>the</strong> upset look on my face.<br />
Some of my jewelry was missing, specifically, <strong>the</strong> items he had given me (<strong>the</strong> diamondencrusted<br />
infinity necklace and <strong>the</strong> large cross). Did he seriously take back those gifts? I thought. It’s<br />
not like I intended to wear jewelry given to me by an ex-boyfriend, but I didn’t think he’d actually<br />
take <strong>the</strong>m back, ei<strong>the</strong>r. It was as if he was telling me I was never worth it to begin with. It was also a<br />
petty, cheap move—after all, it wasn’t like I was asking for <strong>the</strong> Dalí back (although perhaps I should<br />
have!). It wasn’t about <strong>the</strong> jewelry (although I did wear <strong>the</strong> small necklace and ring he had given me<br />
to a few press events, knowing I’d be photographed and what a big “Fuck You” that would come<br />
across as). It was about him not having <strong>the</strong> decency to say something to me about it. Once again, I felt<br />
like I had been thrown out with <strong>the</strong> trash.<br />
I decided to send him a text and give him <strong>the</strong> benefit of <strong>the</strong> doubt.<br />
“Hey, <strong>the</strong> jewelry you gave me was missing from <strong>the</strong> packet I just picked up,” I typed into my<br />
BlackBerry. I thought maybe he would have a few words explaining why he wanted to keep those<br />
things, and that would have made it all okay. But I never got a response.<br />
I LOOKED AT MY new life in Las Vegas as an opportunity to reinvent myself. It had been an uphill<br />
battle, but I was finally where I wanted to be as a single, successful career woman making something