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Just <strong>the</strong>n, Hef appeared next to me. Seacrest had arrived and network execs and upper<br />
management were clamoring for his attention. Earlier that year, Seacrest agreed to a hyper-lucrative<br />
megadeal with <strong>the</strong> network and was quickly christened E!’s resident Golden Boy.<br />
Hef grumbled under his breath, something about how E! would never have been able to afford<br />
Ryan if GND hadn’t been so successful, before shuffling off towards a nearby table, expecting me to<br />
follow.<br />
Hef had become obsessed with <strong>the</strong> show. When GND was first ordered, he wasn’t particularly<br />
eager to make many appearances.<br />
“This way, Daddy doesn’t have to do <strong>the</strong> work!” he guffawed at <strong>the</strong> press when <strong>the</strong>y would ask<br />
him why he decided to do a reality show that centered around his girlfriends. He also described<br />
reality shows as “dumb and a waste of time.”<br />
His tune changed as soon as he realized just how popular <strong>the</strong> show had become. Suddenly it<br />
became imperative that Hef have a substantial scene in every episode. If he saw a rough cut of an<br />
episode and wasn’t happy with <strong>the</strong> amount of screen time he was getting, we were called back to refilm<br />
scenes in a manner that would include him more. Even when we shot entire episodes off <strong>the</strong><br />
mansion grounds, we were obligated to call home on camera, so <strong>the</strong> show could cut back to what Hef<br />
was doing back at <strong>the</strong> mansion. Not surprisingly, it usually involved him spending time with o<strong>the</strong>r<br />
women. At <strong>the</strong> end of <strong>the</strong> day, <strong>the</strong> producers were right. It was Hef’s show.<br />
By <strong>the</strong> time we began filming on season three, my attitude changed when it came to our little<br />
reality program: I was finally fully embracing it. I had been skeptical of how <strong>the</strong> series would affect<br />
my life. But by <strong>the</strong> time <strong>the</strong> network ordered a third season, even I had to admit that we had a hit on<br />
our hands. I started to see <strong>the</strong> show as an opportunity. It was an excuse to travel, to go outside <strong>the</strong><br />
mansion gates and try new things. Also, I was starting to realize that being on a reality show brings a<br />
little magic with it. People are more willing to give you a chance when you are on TV, even if it’s on<br />
<strong>the</strong> silliest of reality shows. I was beginning to sense that I might be able to get something bigger out<br />
of this, even if that something was confined to <strong>the</strong> world of Playboy.<br />
That season, we were finally able to film in December and capture my birthday (Kendra’s and<br />
Bridget’s birthdays had both been covered twice over <strong>the</strong> previous two seasons). Birthday episodes<br />
were important to each of us, because it was ano<strong>the</strong>r opportunity to feel special and to be portrayed<br />
as individuals. I think being able to feel like our own person from time to time made us all feel a little<br />
less insecure, which allowed us to come toge<strong>the</strong>r as friends more and more. Even a silly activity like<br />
horseback riding helped us bond and, indirectly, ended up having a big influence on my life.<br />
The show’s producers found Sunset Ranch in <strong>the</strong> <strong>Holly</strong>wood Hills, offering horseback rides<br />
over <strong>the</strong> hills into Burbank and back to <strong>Holly</strong>wood. For <strong>the</strong> episode called “May <strong>the</strong> Horse Be with<br />
You” we drove up Beachwood Drive and passed through an old stone gateway into a quiet area<br />
populated with adorable storybook-style cottages. I had never seen houses so cute. They looked like<br />
one of <strong>the</strong> seven dwarves was going to pop out of one of <strong>the</strong> doors at any given moment.<br />
What is this place? I thought.<br />
I would later learn that <strong>the</strong> area was developed as a community called <strong>Holly</strong>woodland (that’s<br />
where <strong>the</strong> famous <strong>Holly</strong>wood sign comes from) and each house was built to look as if it came straight