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Contents COVER TITLE PAGE WELCOME DEDICATION PRELUDE INTRODUCTION PART ONE ONE: THE BEER THIEF TWO: STARVED THREE: DRESSING IN MEN’S CLOTHES FOUR: DRINK MORE AT WORK FIVE: THE STRANGER SIX: THE LIFE YOU’VE ALWAYS WANTED INTERLUDE: BEGINNING PART TWO SEVEN: ISN’T THERE ANOTHER WAY? EIGHT: EXTREMELY UNCOMFORTABLE FOR THE GROUP NINE: BINGE TEN: SEX ELEVEN: POWER BALLAD TWELVE: THIS IS THE PLACE ABOUT THE AUTHOR NEWSLETTERS COPYRIGHT
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Begin Reading Table of Contents New
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PRELUDE
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The guy isn’t bad-looking. Slight
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WOMEN WHO DRINK I was 33, and lying
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she did not get—but I’ve never
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In my 20s, friends called with that
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I discussed roofies with Aaron Whit
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a while, a columnist would come alo
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ONE
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when no one was looking, and I woul
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steps, not talking. As much as my f
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Our home was on a major artery thro
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She’d transformed, like Olivia Ne
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I threw up seven times. Hunched ove
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STARVED One of the curious aspects
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more successful her eating disorder
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orrowed. She couldn’t miss the si
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To make it more confounding, Miles
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efused to be won. I drank cup after
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DRESSING IN MEN’S CLOTHES I start
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coffee. But that seemed like a very
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you to imperil our amazing friendsh
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I FINALLY GOT a boyfriend near the
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FOUR
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The production guy passed my desk a
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drank myself to the place where I w
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ehind me, and told him I was moving
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my Harp as soon I walked in the doo
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FIVE
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“Your key, mademoiselle,” said
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My friend Meredith lived in an apar
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“This was fun,” I said. He was
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OF COURSE. OF course I’d gone to
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like you should not be crying,” h
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SIX
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When the bottle was drained, I’d
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But no, really, I had it this time.
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off a gargantuan diamond. I thought
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INTERLUDE
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ain, which allowed his body to deve
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SEVEN
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But his once-sallow cheeks were ros
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