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Wanted: For fear Study<br />
Raymond Elenwoke<br />
courage and faith can withstand, and has, as a result, devolved into a crying, broken shell.<br />
Perhaps this is due to the situations she has been exposed to; I cannot authoritatively say,<br />
as she seems too damaged for further tests. I believe it is time to study how she reacts to<br />
other external stimuli.<br />
She comes to, her head unusually heavy and light at the same time, her throat dry. Dr<br />
Ahmed places a cup <strong>of</strong> water in front <strong>of</strong> her and parted her lips with a straw connected to<br />
it; she sips almost gratefully, too tired to struggle as he loosens the strap holding her head<br />
a little bit and holds her head up. When she is done, he places the cup back on the table,<br />
and then re-tightens the strap. She fixes her eyes somewhere beyond the light, too tired to<br />
close her eyes. A whirring sound, at first distant but growing in insistence, starts to resonate<br />
around the room. She latches onto it and finally works her head to an angle to look.<br />
He is holding a small, circular saw.<br />
Her eyes go wide with shock.<br />
The presence <strong>of</strong> a new threat seems to have an effect on her as she is now struggling even<br />
harder than I thought possible. Her words straddle the divide between pleas and denial. I<br />
will now proceed to dismember her right hand.<br />
She screams loud enough to wake the dead. It is a scream torn from her darkest<br />
nightmares, her deepest fears. She almost disbelieves, but the pain, and the warm blood<br />
splattering her face and stomach is too real. She urinates on herself, not that she notices.<br />
She struggles against her bonds, trying as much as she can to pull away, but it is all to no<br />
avail. Nothing else matters but the blood and the pain, and escaping it all.<br />
102<br />
Tales from the Other Side