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The Indomie Man<br />
Michael Ogah<br />
I have a boyfriend, but he does not know that. He does not need to know. I love my<br />
boyfriend. I sincerely do. He is the perfect boyfriend; a lover and good listener. He never<br />
forgets our anniversaries or my birthday and we have really great times when together. What<br />
I find and do with the indomie man I simply can not explain.<br />
How is it possible to be in love with that one special someone yet find such consuming<br />
desire with another? What currency can buy a seared conscience back? One does not<br />
have to be doing it for money to be a prostitute, I reckon. I am a prostitute. I get paid in<br />
power. I am a dictator. He will never be free.<br />
The next day I take a taxi to his house to make things right. I go in the day time because my<br />
mother once told me the night belongs to the Devil.<br />
He is seated outside, wearing those tight, fitting underpants that carve out his beautiful,<br />
manly legs like a soldier from ancient Greece. On sighting me from a short mile he stands<br />
up, smiles, approaches and embraces me from behind. I am lost for a moment in the<br />
security <strong>of</strong> his embrace, how his hands encircle me entirely. I can feel my breasts squeeze<br />
together and touch from how tightly he takes me in. Grateful I will not have to look in his<br />
eyes when I speak, I make a go for it.<br />
“I have someone.” I spit out the words. “It is not right for me to want you, or have you believe<br />
you may have me. I’m sorry. I should have told you about him. Forgive me.”<br />
It has been two months. I still think <strong>of</strong> him; his delicious curried indomie, his ease, his<br />
mannerisms, his quiet strength. I still think about the smell <strong>of</strong> him. Someday I’ will be over<br />
him. Some day, I won’t feel so ashamed to have felt things, unutterable things for him. God<br />
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Tales from the Other Side