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Michael Ogah<br />
The Indomie Man<br />
with my “first”. We did it and he never even told me he loved me. He’d never pick my call<br />
after that day. I‘d been had, I thought, and felt so ashamed. I wanted more than it with him.<br />
The heart is such a fickle thing. I’d wished to be rid <strong>of</strong> desire; to need no one and to not be<br />
needed. It seems a liberating a contemplation. But such will never be the case.<br />
I stand there and watch this man stir the dish. He is breathtaking. He is stupendously goodlooking.<br />
He moves from stove to sink with a commander’s swagger, and I quickly lean back<br />
to avoid his seeing me. A misstep, and I knock over the dustbin falling headlong into the<br />
kitchen.<br />
“Are you ok?” He turns swiftly to help me up.<br />
“I need some water to drink so I...”<br />
“Are you sure?” he asks with a smile. “I knew you were watching me all the while” he adds<br />
without judgment, and fills a tumbler with water from a nearby jerry can. “I’d known.”<br />
I ask how, surprised and a bit embarrassed by the revelation.<br />
“I sensed you”, he says, handing me the cup <strong>of</strong> water.<br />
Unable to deny he seems to possess an intimate knowledge <strong>of</strong> how enthralled I am by him,<br />
I look sideways, wistfully at nothing exactly, before excusing myself from the kitchen.<br />
When the meal is done, he brings the cooking pot to the bedroom, places it on a tray and<br />
dishes it out onto a round yellow plate. We sit on his bed, our backs to the wall. He spoonfeeds<br />
me like a parent does a toddler, dipping the fork into the noodles, twirling it enough<br />
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