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(Giving) Savings Accounts? - University of Guelph

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(<strong>Giving</strong>) <strong>Savings</strong> <strong>Accounts</strong>? 73On the Passional Regime, andNot Being Able to Confirm ItClearly, I have hamstrung myself. Whatever I might still wantto say about how Sylvie, and becoming-woman (and hence I)might manage to escape, to flee, the dual clutches <strong>of</strong> salvationand judgement, to break into the passional, post-signifyingregime, will, without fail involve a measure, a whiff, <strong>of</strong> that veryjudgement and salvation. That might be the way all stories end.But can we not even imagine we might try to find fault – thatthis rupture can be in complicity with the law, or, rather that it canconstitute a point <strong>of</strong> departure for even deeper changes? (Kristeva,1974, p. 494). Where, if anywhere, in such a totalizing signifyingfield as this are there genuine escape holes and not just nausea-inducingreturn-hatches? 4 How could we engage in healthy,untimely disavowals, dispossessions and deterritorializationswithout thereby opening a lucrative Swiss bank account in theunconscious, in the academia, or in the press? What conceptualpersonae, if any, might we adopt or laud as revolutionary whowill not merely turn out to be members <strong>of</strong> the Righteous Familyvon Trappe, even if an unpopular one? What kinds <strong>of</strong> critical,signifying practices – shapes, after tastes, affective registers – inthe very question <strong>of</strong> saving and spending will ‘not to help us getour bearings or to find ourselves, but to lose our bearings andour “selves”, to get lost’ (Baugh, 2006, p. 224)? To lose track. Tonot count. To not <strong>of</strong>fer (us) something to count on.Yet, something still palpably live-able. Each time anew. Adescription <strong>of</strong> Sylvie?Sylvie as Non-Relation: Dis-lodged?There are ur-features <strong>of</strong> the life that is Sylvie which sketchaffirmation without recuperation, motion without coming andgoing, living without having saved up for it, viability withoutform. Sylvie thrives without plan. The relations that she inhabits,without compulsion (hence violence), without creating (henceowning or sharing), and without destroying (hence guilt) areWHolland_Ch04_FPP.indd 732/5/2009 5:53:57 PM

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