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<strong>Justice</strong> “In <strong>the</strong> <strong>Hands</strong> <strong>of</strong> <strong>Torture</strong>”Author: <strong>Swami</strong> <strong>Bhoomananda</strong> <strong>Tirtha</strong>Published by© Manag<strong>in</strong>g TrusteeNarayanashrama TapovanamVeng<strong>in</strong>issery, P.O. AmmadamThrissur, Kerala 680 563, INDIAEmail: ashram1@gmail.comWebsite: http://www.swamibhoomanandatirtha.orgeBook Repr<strong>in</strong>t June 2013All rights are reserved. No part <strong>of</strong> this publication may be reproduced,stored <strong>in</strong> a retrieval system or transmitted, <strong>in</strong> any form orby any means, mechanical, photocopy<strong>in</strong>g, record<strong>in</strong>g or o<strong>the</strong>rwise,without prior written permission <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> publisher.3


This book is a compilation <strong>of</strong> a series <strong>of</strong> articles by Poojya<strong>Swami</strong>ji, that appeared <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> Monthly Journal Vicharasethu –The Path <strong>of</strong> Introspection. This series began <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> June 1975issue and concluded <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> September 1975 issue. Here <strong>the</strong>articles have been presented as <strong>the</strong>y were <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> orig<strong>in</strong>al seriesand no fur<strong>the</strong>r edit<strong>in</strong>g has been carried out.4


Where <strong>the</strong> role <strong>of</strong> women is rightly recognized and <strong>the</strong>y are held <strong>in</strong> properesteem, <strong>the</strong>ir words <strong>of</strong> criticism and advice sought and heeded whenevernecessary, <strong>the</strong>re alone do prosperity and dharma abide; <strong>the</strong>re alone willGods and Goddesses make <strong>the</strong>ir visit.Many women have stood firm unshakably when even men haveshaken and trembled. Their emotions and emotional <strong>in</strong>sight havesometimes shone as a beacon light to even enemies, not to speak <strong>of</strong>friends and well-wishers. Their sacrifices too, which <strong>the</strong>y make,may be tak<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong>ir stand on <strong>the</strong>ir own characteristic sentiments,have saved and immortalized several great causes. All <strong>the</strong>se takentoge<strong>the</strong>r can only tell us about <strong>the</strong> need for evaluat<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> woman'srole <strong>in</strong> our society more properly. Even today, if our country andits heritage is great and immortal, <strong>the</strong> real credit for it all goes toour women, <strong>the</strong> mo<strong>the</strong>rs and sisters <strong>of</strong> this land.The woman is as complex as Mo<strong>the</strong>r Nature Herself. Nature iscomplex simply because only <strong>in</strong> be<strong>in</strong>g so she can cause and perpetuateexistence. Nature has to embody both attraction and repulsionsimultaneously, force and friction alike; evolution and <strong>in</strong>volutionequally. Only when all <strong>the</strong>se opposites are concurrently atplay, <strong>the</strong> elusive creation and its progress will be feasible.Naturally <strong>the</strong>re is little wonder <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> woman, who too is <strong>the</strong>source <strong>of</strong> both creation and preservation, be<strong>in</strong>g a strange complexity<strong>of</strong> emotions, <strong>in</strong>sights and what not. Though complex and multifaced,she is graceful and exemplary. Though s<strong>of</strong>t and k<strong>in</strong>d, she canbe equally hard and firm. Though lov<strong>in</strong>g and accommodat<strong>in</strong>g, shecan easily afford to be <strong>in</strong>tolerant and unyield<strong>in</strong>g.In <strong>the</strong> Ashram dur<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> past few days, we have been discuss<strong>in</strong>gabout <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>tricacies <strong>of</strong> human behaviour, <strong>the</strong> notorieties which <strong>the</strong>3


human m<strong>in</strong>d can th<strong>in</strong>k <strong>of</strong> and work. How much can an emotiondrive a man to and to what all states and situations, how far on <strong>the</strong>o<strong>the</strong>r hand can reason and <strong>in</strong>telligence lead and save one, was aspecial subject <strong>of</strong> talk. In this connection we were read<strong>in</strong>g and reread<strong>in</strong>g<strong>the</strong> portions <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Mahabharata, particularly <strong>the</strong> scene <strong>in</strong>which Draupadi was humiliated and tortured and <strong>the</strong> supreme andprovidential way <strong>in</strong> which it all ended.I shall mention some salient po<strong>in</strong>ts <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> whole anecdote as it isdescribed by Sage Vyasa.Duryodhana was always jealous and <strong>in</strong>tolerant about <strong>the</strong> Pandavabro<strong>the</strong>rs and <strong>the</strong>ir prosperous and victorious life. He was bentupon destroy<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong>m by some means or o<strong>the</strong>r. With <strong>the</strong> consent <strong>of</strong>his fa<strong>the</strong>r Dhritarashtra, <strong>the</strong>refore, he called Yudhishthira for agame <strong>of</strong> dice. Shakuni, <strong>the</strong> maternal uncle <strong>of</strong> Duryodhana wasadept <strong>in</strong> foul play. He played on Duryodhana's side. Yudhishthiraand o<strong>the</strong>rs knew <strong>of</strong> this, yet be<strong>in</strong>g addicted to <strong>the</strong> game <strong>of</strong> dice, <strong>the</strong>eldest <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Pandavas accepted <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>vitation. In <strong>the</strong> game, as wasanticipated, Yudhishthira began to lose. He was <strong>in</strong>duced to stake <strong>in</strong><strong>the</strong> game everyth<strong>in</strong>g he possessed, k<strong>in</strong>gdom, wealth, his kith, k<strong>in</strong>etc. one after <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r. Yudhishthira accepted <strong>the</strong> challenge andstarted stak<strong>in</strong>g everyth<strong>in</strong>g, th<strong>in</strong>gs as well as people, one after ano<strong>the</strong>r.Every time Shakuni cleverly provoked him to part with hisbelong<strong>in</strong>gs. Shakuni used teas<strong>in</strong>g and wound<strong>in</strong>g remarks and got<strong>the</strong> k<strong>in</strong>g to part with his belong<strong>in</strong>gs.Yudhishthira staked his bro<strong>the</strong>rs – Sahadeva, Nakula, Arjuna andBheema. All <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>m he lost too. Shakuni <strong>the</strong>n had Yudhishthirastake himself and try his luck. Yudhishthira did so, but only to losehimself. Accept<strong>in</strong>g defeat <strong>the</strong> k<strong>in</strong>g said: ‘Yes, I am defeated. I standa slave and servant to Duryodhana. I am left with noth<strong>in</strong>g now, not4


even myself.’ At this Shakuni laughed and po<strong>in</strong>ted out that hiswife, Draupadi, was still left beh<strong>in</strong>d <strong>in</strong>dependent, and withoutstak<strong>in</strong>g her, it was wrong for him to have staked himself. Say<strong>in</strong>gthis he persuaded Yudhishthira to stake Draupadi also.Yudhishthira rose up to <strong>the</strong> occasion and describ<strong>in</strong>g Draupadi as<strong>the</strong> most ideal, beautiful, graceful, dutiful woman, he declared heras staked.When <strong>the</strong> k<strong>in</strong>g was declar<strong>in</strong>g thus, stak<strong>in</strong>g Draupadi, <strong>the</strong> wholeassembly consist<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> Kuru elders and well-wishers shuddered,but sat mute heav<strong>in</strong>g and sigh<strong>in</strong>g. Bheeshma, Drona, Kripa and <strong>the</strong>o<strong>the</strong>rs knew it was all wrong and unfair but see<strong>in</strong>g K<strong>in</strong>gYudhishthira himself consent<strong>in</strong>g to all <strong>the</strong> demands <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> enemies,<strong>the</strong>y could say noth<strong>in</strong>g.The dice was cast only to defeat Yudhishthira. Shakuni won andwith that <strong>the</strong> Pandavas and all <strong>the</strong>ir belong<strong>in</strong>gs became Duryodhana's,los<strong>in</strong>g all <strong>the</strong>ir freedom, power and authority outright.Duryodhana and his group who were all <strong>the</strong> time bubbl<strong>in</strong>g withjoy and exhilaration, now exploded <strong>in</strong>to a frenzy <strong>of</strong> laughter at <strong>the</strong>thought <strong>of</strong> revenge. Instigated by Karna and Shakuni, Duryodhanasent Pratikami to fetch Draupadi tell<strong>in</strong>g her that she had been wonover by himself and his bro<strong>the</strong>rs. From <strong>the</strong>n on <strong>the</strong>y, not <strong>the</strong> Pandavas,were her Lords.Pratikami went to Draupadi's apartment and break<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> news <strong>of</strong>her lot he asked her to proceed to Duryodhana's court as commandedby him. Draupadi shuddered at what her Lord,Yudhishthira, had done. She asked: 'Did <strong>the</strong> k<strong>in</strong>g stake his wife?Had he noth<strong>in</strong>g else to stake?' Pratikami said 'No madam, hestaked all and lost all, <strong>in</strong>cIud<strong>in</strong>g himself.' At this Draupadi asked5


<strong>the</strong> messenger: 'Did <strong>the</strong> k<strong>in</strong>g stake himself first or me? F<strong>in</strong>d out thisfirst from <strong>the</strong> k<strong>in</strong>g and <strong>the</strong>n come to take me'.Pratikami went to <strong>the</strong> assembly where Pandavas were seated andput <strong>the</strong> question for an answer. He spoke to Yudhishthira thus:Draupadi wants to know from you: 'Whose Lord were you whenyou staked me <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> play and got defeated? Were you enslavedfirst? Was it after that that you staked and made me too a slave?Your slavery or my slavery, which was <strong>the</strong> first to take place?'On hear<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong>se words <strong>of</strong> Draupadi, Yudhishthira, who was by<strong>the</strong>n a slave to Duryodhana, became m<strong>in</strong>d-less and almost dead.He was struck mute. No reply came from him to Pratikami.Duryodhana, hear<strong>in</strong>g what Pratikami said to Yudhishthira, <strong>the</strong>nsaid: Let Panchali (Draupadi) come to <strong>the</strong> assembly herself andmake this question. Let all those present here hear <strong>the</strong> talk betweenher and Yudhishthira.Pratikami went to Draupadi aga<strong>in</strong> and reported what Duryodhanatold him. He also added that <strong>the</strong>re was someth<strong>in</strong>g unwelcome anddoubtful <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> m<strong>in</strong>ds <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Kauravas and that is why <strong>the</strong>y calledher <strong>the</strong>re.Draupadi did not lose ei<strong>the</strong>r her heart or reason. Reconcil<strong>in</strong>g herselfto <strong>the</strong> plight she was driven to and tak<strong>in</strong>g it to be an order <strong>of</strong><strong>the</strong> Supreme Creator, who pronounces happ<strong>in</strong>ess and misery aliketo both <strong>the</strong> scholar as well as <strong>the</strong> unwise, she said: "Dharma orrighteousness ranks supreme, sh<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g beyond and above everyth<strong>in</strong>gelse. If dharma is upheld by its votary <strong>the</strong>n dharma too willuphold him. It is totally dangerous for <strong>the</strong> Kauravas to abusedharma. Go and tell those present <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> assembly my words on <strong>the</strong>6


question <strong>of</strong> dharma and propriety. I shall obey <strong>the</strong> verdict which<strong>the</strong>y, <strong>the</strong> knowers <strong>of</strong> justice and righteousness, pronounce <strong>in</strong> thismatter".Pratikami went back to <strong>the</strong> assembly and spoke out <strong>the</strong> words <strong>of</strong>Panchali to <strong>the</strong> hear<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> all <strong>the</strong> elders. Hear<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong>m, <strong>the</strong> eldersdid not speak anyth<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> reply, aware <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> obst<strong>in</strong>acy and wickeddesigns <strong>of</strong> Duryodhana.However, Yudhishthira saw <strong>in</strong> his own m<strong>in</strong>d <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>tention <strong>of</strong>Duryodhana and so he called a trusted messenger <strong>of</strong> his and senthim to Draupadi with <strong>the</strong>se words:"Lower<strong>in</strong>g your apparel below <strong>the</strong> navel, wear<strong>in</strong>g but one piece <strong>of</strong>cloth hav<strong>in</strong>g your periods as you are, come, O! Draupadi, to <strong>the</strong>assembly and stand before your bro<strong>the</strong>r-<strong>in</strong>-law. See<strong>in</strong>g you thusenter<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> presence <strong>of</strong> elders and k<strong>in</strong>gs, O! Pr<strong>in</strong>cess, <strong>the</strong> entireassembly will at heart rebuke and curse <strong>the</strong> son <strong>of</strong> Dhritarashtra.”Duryodhana, who was bent upon tak<strong>in</strong>g revenge on Draupadipuffed up with <strong>the</strong> idea that she was now clearly a property <strong>of</strong><strong>the</strong>irs. F<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>g Pratikami unwill<strong>in</strong>g and resistant to execute his order,he sent Duhshasana, his younger bro<strong>the</strong>r, to fetch <strong>the</strong> daughter<strong>of</strong> Drupada.Duhshasana, gloat<strong>in</strong>g and revel<strong>in</strong>g over <strong>the</strong> occasion, ran to <strong>the</strong>apartment <strong>of</strong> Draupadi. Call<strong>in</strong>g her with <strong>the</strong> words ‘’Come, Draupadi,come, you have been won by us <strong>in</strong> dice. Shedd<strong>in</strong>g all yourshame and pride, come to <strong>the</strong> assembly. Go and serve your newmaster Duryodhana. We have rightly won you and you are nowour slave. Go and serve Duryodhana. Eke your livelihood work<strong>in</strong>gas his dasi (servant.) You are now ours. So walk along with me to7


<strong>the</strong> assembly.”Cry<strong>in</strong>g aloud ‘Ha’ and cover<strong>in</strong>g her face with both her hands Draupadiran to <strong>the</strong> apartment <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> elderly Kuru women. Duhshasanachased her and yell<strong>in</strong>g ‘stop, you rascal, where are you runn<strong>in</strong>g’,he caught her by her hair and began to pull and drag her by force.Draupadi told him <strong>in</strong> anger and grief: ‘Do not drag me thus, who is<strong>in</strong> periods and has only one apparel on <strong>the</strong> body. It is improper fora woman to appear thus <strong>in</strong> front <strong>of</strong> an assembly, where sit severalelders and veterans.’Hear<strong>in</strong>g this, Duhshasana turned all <strong>the</strong> more violent. He thundered‘What to me if you are <strong>in</strong> your periods? What, if you haveonly one piece <strong>of</strong> dress on your body or have no dress at all. Youare our property, which we have gloriously won <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> game <strong>of</strong>dice. You are now our servant and slave. It is for us, <strong>the</strong>refore, todecide whe<strong>the</strong>r you must put on any dress or not." Shout<strong>in</strong>g thushe held her faster by <strong>the</strong> hair and dragged her brutally to <strong>the</strong> assemblyhall, to <strong>the</strong> sight <strong>of</strong> all present <strong>the</strong>re. Wail<strong>in</strong>g bitterly <strong>in</strong>grief and anger, Draupadi spoke loudly to <strong>the</strong> listen<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> allaround, her hand wrestl<strong>in</strong>g hard to hold her saree <strong>in</strong> position. Hereyes were fum<strong>in</strong>g and <strong>the</strong> body appeared almost ablaze."..Alas, alas, dharma has left hold <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Bhaaratas. The sense <strong>of</strong>Kshatriya's duty has also receded from <strong>the</strong>m. The moral and ethicaldecorum <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Kurus has gone <strong>in</strong>to oblivion, it is obvious. Whereis <strong>the</strong> manl<strong>in</strong>ess and courage <strong>of</strong> Drona, Bheeshma and <strong>the</strong> highsouledVidura? Where likewise has gone <strong>the</strong> elderl<strong>in</strong>ess <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> K<strong>in</strong>g(Dhritarashtra)? Dharma is too cruel, no doubt. The dharma particularly<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Kurus is all <strong>the</strong> more so. Does not anyone <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>Kuru elders here behold this fierce adharma (highly ignoble act)? Is<strong>the</strong>re not anyone here who can stop and prevent this wicked mon-8


ster, from pull<strong>in</strong>g me brutally like this, hold<strong>in</strong>g on to my hair?"When Draupadi was cry<strong>in</strong>g and sobb<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> distress like this andDuhshasana was <strong>in</strong>tensify<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> torture, both Shakuni andDuryodhana roared <strong>in</strong> laughter and complimented him openly say<strong>in</strong>g'well done! well done!' None else <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> assembly approved <strong>the</strong>least <strong>of</strong> Duhshasana's act. All were shedd<strong>in</strong>g tears. Putt<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong>irheads down <strong>the</strong>y sat mute.It was now that <strong>the</strong> most respected elder Bheeshma, <strong>the</strong> grandfa<strong>the</strong>r<strong>of</strong> Duryodhana, broke <strong>the</strong> tense silence with his well-thoughtoutwords. It had now become an important question <strong>of</strong> giv<strong>in</strong>g aclear verdict on <strong>the</strong> issue which Draupadi had raised. Bheeshmasaid:"O virtuous lady, <strong>the</strong> trend and course <strong>of</strong> dharma is extremely subtleand abstruse. Therefore I am unable to give a fully appropriatereply to your question. One who has lost his freedom and consequentlybecome a slave has no right and power to pledge ano<strong>the</strong>r.On this basis Yudhishthira's pledg<strong>in</strong>g you, after hav<strong>in</strong>g lost himself,is <strong>in</strong>correct and <strong>in</strong>valid. But <strong>the</strong>re is ano<strong>the</strong>r side too to <strong>the</strong>question. A woman is under <strong>the</strong> lordship <strong>of</strong> her husband. On thisground when Yudhishthira was won by <strong>the</strong> enemies, you too werewon as a consequence. You were enslaved. But it is by foul playand stealth that <strong>the</strong>se people, claim<strong>in</strong>g superiority and power, havedefeated Yudhishthira. If any clever person defeats ano<strong>the</strong>r not soclever through foul means, <strong>the</strong> latter's defeat will not be upheld by<strong>the</strong> knowers <strong>of</strong> Dharma. On this pr<strong>in</strong>ciple this game is not dharmic,But because Yudhishthira participated <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> game with full knowledge<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> consequences and will<strong>in</strong>gly too, <strong>the</strong> defeat has to bereckoned with as effective. Yudhishthira is one who will forsake for<strong>the</strong> sake <strong>of</strong> dharma <strong>the</strong> whole <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> bounteous earth, He himself9


hav<strong>in</strong>g consented that 'I have been defeated,' how can I hold <strong>the</strong>defeat as improper or <strong>in</strong>effective? Be<strong>in</strong>g so, I am really unable topronounce any judgement on this matter,"Bheeshma's impartial view was that <strong>the</strong> question cannot be easilyadjudged and a f<strong>in</strong>al verdict pronounced on it is extremely important.Even when Duryodhana and Shakuni were coax<strong>in</strong>g and teas<strong>in</strong>gYudhishthira to come to play, Bheeshma and <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r elderswere resentful, The whole matter was arranged <strong>in</strong> an impropermanner. But how could <strong>the</strong> elders speak aga<strong>in</strong>st it, forYudhishthira, know<strong>in</strong>gly and will<strong>in</strong>gly was accept<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> <strong>of</strong>fer. Inthat he used his freedom and sovereignty, which can never be asubject <strong>of</strong> attack for anyone. F<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>g an event to be wrong and disastrousand yet at <strong>the</strong> same time unable to prevent it for reasons <strong>of</strong>non-<strong>in</strong>terference and <strong>the</strong> like, this is <strong>the</strong> most crucial test for one'srestra<strong>in</strong>t and forbearance.To condemn someth<strong>in</strong>g and keep away from it is easy. It is purely<strong>in</strong>st<strong>in</strong>ctive, for which no deeper thought or <strong>the</strong> question <strong>of</strong> dharmais <strong>in</strong>volved.Here <strong>the</strong> grandfa<strong>the</strong>r clearly weighs <strong>the</strong> question tak<strong>in</strong>g both aspects<strong>of</strong> it fully. And because Draupadi is <strong>the</strong> pivot around which<strong>the</strong> whole issue revolves and she has a grave po<strong>in</strong>t <strong>of</strong> dharma as towhe<strong>the</strong>r she is <strong>in</strong>dependent or not, Bheeshma became silent. Thesilence was not due to a confusion or ignorance, but due to <strong>the</strong> superbwisdom <strong>of</strong> his.In so far as Bheeshma said <strong>in</strong> conclusion that he was unable to givea f<strong>in</strong>al verdict, Draupadi cont<strong>in</strong>ued to expla<strong>in</strong> her stand fur<strong>the</strong>r.She clearly had <strong>the</strong> right and need to do so, because <strong>the</strong> questionwas still alive and even <strong>the</strong> best <strong>of</strong> knowers and elders could not10


give a fitt<strong>in</strong>g and f<strong>in</strong>al answer. So she said:"It is not that K<strong>in</strong>g Yudhishthira, <strong>the</strong> Pandava elder, wanted to playdice <strong>of</strong> his own volition and will<strong>in</strong>gness. On <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r hand, with<strong>the</strong> def<strong>in</strong>ite <strong>in</strong>tention <strong>of</strong> mak<strong>in</strong>g him helpless and weak, he wassomehow teased and challenged to play. How can <strong>the</strong> defeat imposedupon him by a host <strong>of</strong> adversaries be just and valid?"“I want to know how, accord<strong>in</strong>g to what code <strong>of</strong> law or procedure,can <strong>the</strong> fur<strong>the</strong>r play <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> K<strong>in</strong>g, who was already defeated and hadbecome a slave, <strong>the</strong>reby los<strong>in</strong>g all <strong>in</strong>dependence and power, pledg<strong>in</strong>gano<strong>the</strong>r be proper and valid? What dharma is it which can upholdsuch an act? If with his defeat first, I, his property, too wasmade a slave, why was he, already defeated, made to stake meaga<strong>in</strong>? What was <strong>the</strong> need and mean<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> that step? What is <strong>the</strong>code <strong>of</strong> propriety <strong>in</strong> it? Say this.""If his defeat and loss imply my defeat and slavery as well, if <strong>the</strong>adversaries had concluded to this effect, would <strong>the</strong>y have made <strong>the</strong>K<strong>in</strong>g play once aga<strong>in</strong> with a view to enslave and ga<strong>in</strong> me separately?The fact that <strong>the</strong>y did make Yudhishthira play once more, <strong>in</strong>spite <strong>of</strong> his be<strong>in</strong>g already enslaved, one po<strong>in</strong>t is quite clear and conclusive,namely my husband's defeat was not considered as my defeatby <strong>the</strong> opponents!""Why should I part with <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>dependence and right: which <strong>the</strong>opponents <strong>the</strong>mselves have <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir own m<strong>in</strong>ds considered and upheldfor me? So, I say that one who has already lost himself andhence become a slave has sought to pledge me, who am <strong>in</strong>dependentstill. How can such a pledge be valid and effective? There are anumber <strong>of</strong> Kurus who have daughters and daughters-<strong>in</strong>-law. Theyhave listened to all that I have said. Also <strong>the</strong>y have seen with <strong>the</strong>ir11


own eyes <strong>the</strong> pa<strong>the</strong>tic plight to which I was forced <strong>in</strong>to. I now beseech<strong>the</strong>m to give me a fitt<strong>in</strong>g reply after weigh<strong>in</strong>g well <strong>the</strong> propriety<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> basic issue <strong>in</strong>volved <strong>in</strong> this whole affair."The story cont<strong>in</strong>ues to tell us that for quite some time more <strong>the</strong> terribleplight <strong>of</strong> Draupadi cont<strong>in</strong>ued. The wicked Duhshasana tak<strong>in</strong>gadvantage <strong>of</strong> her helplessness, pulled her hair all <strong>the</strong> more. And <strong>the</strong>daughter <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Panchala k<strong>in</strong>g wailed <strong>in</strong> agony and distress. For awhile Bheema became mad with anger at this sight and began toabuse his elder bro<strong>the</strong>r, Yudhishthira. Then Arjuna pacified himsay<strong>in</strong>g that under no provocation should his side lose <strong>the</strong>ir restra<strong>in</strong>t.Yudhishthira's authority was never to be questioned or disobeyed,he added.When <strong>the</strong> whole assembly thus sat mute steeped <strong>in</strong> <strong>in</strong>decision andlack <strong>of</strong> fitt<strong>in</strong>g leadership and guidance, Vikarna, a son <strong>of</strong> Dhritarashtra,bro<strong>the</strong>r <strong>of</strong> Duryodhana, rose up to speak <strong>in</strong> this stra<strong>in</strong>:'O k<strong>in</strong>gs and elders, did you not hear what Draupadi said. Why isnone <strong>of</strong> you ris<strong>in</strong>g up to give her a reply? Why are you all keep<strong>in</strong>gspeechless? Do Bheeshma and Dhritarashtra hear all this? Is not <strong>the</strong>high-souled Vidura here? Why are you sitt<strong>in</strong>g as if struck by thunderbolt?Leav<strong>in</strong>g aside kama and krodha (passion and hatred), th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>gwell <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> l<strong>in</strong>e <strong>of</strong> justice, tak<strong>in</strong>g note <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> gravity and importance<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> whole question, let every one <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> k<strong>in</strong>gs com<strong>in</strong>g fromvarious quarters and sitt<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> this assembly, speak out what occursto him as <strong>the</strong> right and proper reply."Vikarna's words went <strong>in</strong> va<strong>in</strong>. No one opened his mouth ei<strong>the</strong>r foror aga<strong>in</strong>st. F<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong>m all speechless, he aga<strong>in</strong> began to speakwhat he thought was proper. His view was that <strong>the</strong> pledg<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong>Draupadi by Yudhishthira was wrong and <strong>in</strong>valid. She was <strong>the</strong>12


property not merely <strong>of</strong> Yudhishthira but <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r four bro<strong>the</strong>rsas well. He should not consider himself alone as her Lord. Even if<strong>the</strong> act <strong>of</strong> pledg<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> four bro<strong>the</strong>rs could be held proper andvalid, that <strong>of</strong> pledg<strong>in</strong>g Draupadi could never Shakuni exploited his<strong>in</strong>nocence and coax<strong>in</strong>g and provok<strong>in</strong>g him dexterously, won himto stake her. When all <strong>the</strong>se factors are taken <strong>in</strong>to account, Draupadihad not become a slave. Duryodhana's side had not won her.This was his summary view.Karna <strong>the</strong>n took <strong>the</strong> floor to object to what Vikarna said. Abus<strong>in</strong>ghim and call<strong>in</strong>g him a child, Karna upheld <strong>the</strong> slavery <strong>of</strong> Draupadi,mak<strong>in</strong>g use <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> occasion to hold Draupadi as an unchastewoman, who had now become a servant and slave <strong>of</strong> Duryodhana.An immoral woman as she was (because she had five husbands),he said, it mattered little whe<strong>the</strong>r she put on only one piece <strong>of</strong> clothor none at all. Shakuni's victory was righteous, just and valid. ThePandava bro<strong>the</strong>rs as also Draupadi were clearly Duryodhana'sproperty now, to be used and treated by him as he wished. All <strong>of</strong><strong>the</strong>m had been won by him fully <strong>in</strong> accordance with <strong>the</strong> codes <strong>of</strong>dharma. He added: ‘We shall prove to this foolish and childish Vikarnathat all <strong>the</strong>se six persons are slaves to us now. Like morallydecent and chaste ones, <strong>the</strong>se people are not to stand before us well-dressed and erect. Let us get <strong>the</strong>m disrobed by <strong>the</strong>mselves andpass on <strong>the</strong>ir dress to us without delay, to prove <strong>the</strong>ir slavery andour masterhood.’As soon as Karna spoke thus, Yudhishthira and his four bro<strong>the</strong>rsremoved <strong>the</strong>ir uttareeyam (<strong>the</strong> upper garment) and placed it downand sat on <strong>the</strong> floor. F<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>g Panchali (Draupadi) not follow<strong>in</strong>gsuit, Duhshasana by force caught hold <strong>of</strong> her saree and began topull it to disrobe her!13


It was at this time that Draupadi, utterly helpless and forlorn calledout <strong>the</strong> name <strong>of</strong> Lord Krishna, her Saviour, for protection. Then amiracle happened! The more and more Duhshasana pulled herdress, <strong>the</strong> longer and longer it grew until at last <strong>the</strong>re were heaps <strong>of</strong>cloth pil<strong>in</strong>g up <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> assembly, and Duhshasana <strong>in</strong> utter shameand exhaustion withdrew himself from <strong>the</strong> cruel act. The wholeassembly shouted victory to Draupadi and cursed Duhshasana liberally.Meanwhile Bheema, unable to conta<strong>in</strong> himself, see<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>nocentdaughter <strong>of</strong> Drupada molested like this by Duhshasanathundered loudly to <strong>the</strong> hear<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> all: “Here now do I declare thisvow, unprecedented, to be unsucceeded too, namely that I will tear open <strong>in</strong>war <strong>the</strong> chest <strong>of</strong> this wicked villa<strong>in</strong> <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Bharata dynasty and dr<strong>in</strong>k deephis hot blood: hear ye 0, Kshatriyas, this great vow <strong>of</strong> m<strong>in</strong>e, which none <strong>in</strong>future will repeat." The whole assembly shuddered at this.Though Duhshasana bashfully withdrew, foiled and tired, <strong>the</strong>scene did not end. The vital issue had not been resolved. The people<strong>in</strong> general raised hue and cry call<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> name <strong>of</strong> Dhritarashtra.There was a big pandemonium everywhere. Everyone shouted: 'OKauravas, give a fitt<strong>in</strong>g reply to Draupadi's question!'Right <strong>the</strong>n, rais<strong>in</strong>g his hands al<strong>of</strong>t and plead<strong>in</strong>g with everyone toma<strong>in</strong>ta<strong>in</strong> silence and order, <strong>the</strong> all-know<strong>in</strong>g Vidura submitted asfollows:'Are you not hear<strong>in</strong>g what Draupadi is ask<strong>in</strong>g; her tears com<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong>torrents as if she is Lordless and deserted? O ye assembled here,you have not answered her! Not to give reply to a grave questionlike this is improper, When <strong>the</strong> assembly <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Wise is approachedby <strong>the</strong> afflicted, burn<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> distress, not to give relief is Immoraland s<strong>in</strong>ful. To give relief to those who seek it is <strong>the</strong> prime duty <strong>of</strong><strong>the</strong> Knowers <strong>of</strong> Truth and Dharma. Those who practise dharma14


must rid <strong>the</strong>ir m<strong>in</strong>ds <strong>of</strong> passion and hatred, preference and prejudice,and <strong>the</strong>n br<strong>in</strong>g forth what is just and proper’.Even after hear<strong>in</strong>g Vidura, <strong>the</strong> entire assembly just sat speechless,unable to open <strong>the</strong>ir mouth. Just at that time Karna spoke aloud toDuhshasana ‘Hey’, take this maid, our slave girl, to our place’.Duhshasana <strong>in</strong>stantly pulled that virtuous lady, who was sobb<strong>in</strong>gunder deadly torture, turn<strong>in</strong>g pa<strong>the</strong>tic looks on to her helpless husbands.He decried <strong>in</strong> scornful laughter ‘walk on, you wretchedslave!’Draupadi <strong>the</strong>n angrily accosted Duhshasana thus: ‘You ugly beast,<strong>the</strong> lowest <strong>of</strong> men, O wicked Duhshasana, stop a while! I must get areply to my question before I can decide what to do next. Wait till Iget my answer. ‘Turn<strong>in</strong>g to <strong>the</strong> assembly she said:“I pay my respects to all <strong>the</strong> Kurus sitt<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> this assembly. K<strong>in</strong>dlyforgive me because I forgot to respect you all right early as thiswretched monster dragged me like this <strong>in</strong> front <strong>of</strong> you all.” By <strong>the</strong>time Draupadi said this, Duhshasana pulled her so violently thatshe fell, her chest strik<strong>in</strong>g hard aga<strong>in</strong>st <strong>the</strong> floor. Ly<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> that pa<strong>in</strong>fulpose, she began to wail aloud expla<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g her condition.“Only on <strong>the</strong> occasion <strong>of</strong> my swayamvara, royal wedd<strong>in</strong>g, that dayalone, had I come out <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> open and a large body <strong>of</strong> men couldhave a glimpse <strong>of</strong> me. At no o<strong>the</strong>r place have any outsiders seenme any time. Such a well-grown and well-protected pr<strong>in</strong>cess andqueen that I have been so far, now am fated to lie prostrate helpless<strong>in</strong> this assembly <strong>of</strong> powerful and heroic k<strong>in</strong>gs and elders. The pityis that all <strong>the</strong> honourable and wise men here look on at my miserableplight.15


me <strong>in</strong> your front? I am suffer<strong>in</strong>g torture for long <strong>in</strong> his hand onlybecause you refuse to give a right reply to my moral question onbasic human conduct and behaviour.“O descendants <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Great Kuru, this unjust torture cannot be allowedto go on for long. Speak out your verdict without any fur<strong>the</strong>rdelay; say whe<strong>the</strong>r I am a slave or not; have I been won overor not. Come out with your decision. I shall respect and abide bywhat you say. K<strong>in</strong>dly come out, without reservation, with <strong>the</strong> truthyour keen wisdom reveals.”When Draupadi cried, screamed and lamented like this over herfate, <strong>the</strong> reason for which was <strong>the</strong> conspicuous silence <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Kuruelders <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> assembly, <strong>the</strong> great Bheeshma opened his mouth onceaga<strong>in</strong>. Bheeshma said:"O virtuous lady, I have already told you what I had to say <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>matter. Even <strong>the</strong> greatest <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Wise will be found dumbstruck regard<strong>in</strong>g<strong>the</strong> most subtle traits <strong>of</strong> Dharma (righteousness). Whatever<strong>the</strong> strong man does is held to be righteous, and whatever <strong>the</strong> weakdoes is unrighteous; this is what I see now here. It is impossible forme to agree with and approve <strong>of</strong> this state <strong>of</strong> affairs."Now com<strong>in</strong>g to your question, it is too deep and abstruse. I amsimply powerless to give a correct and true reply to your question.The issue <strong>in</strong>volved is not merely subtle but also hard and hidden. Itis too grave <strong>in</strong>deed. However, <strong>the</strong>re is someth<strong>in</strong>g which I can saywithout doubt and with all firmness. This whole clan <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Kuruswill die out and become mere ashes ere long."All <strong>the</strong>se Kauravas and <strong>the</strong>ir upholders are bl<strong>in</strong>ded too much bygreed and <strong>in</strong>fatuation. But your husbands, <strong>the</strong> Pandavas, who are17


virtuous and loyal, are not leav<strong>in</strong>g hold <strong>of</strong> Dharma, despite <strong>the</strong>irhumiliation and woeful plight. They never swerve from <strong>the</strong>avowed path <strong>of</strong> Dharma. O daughter <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Panchala k<strong>in</strong>g, thisstate is quite compatible with you, your nature and talents. Evenwhen totter<strong>in</strong>g under pa<strong>in</strong> and hardship, you do not slip from <strong>the</strong>well-laid path <strong>of</strong> Dharma,""The great veterans like Drona and <strong>the</strong> rest, who are unshakablysteeped <strong>in</strong> Dharma, are struck mute like corpses, as if devoid <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>life-current. The one and only person who must give a decisive replyto your question is Yudhishthira, <strong>the</strong> son <strong>of</strong> Dharma(Dharmaputra; Yudhishthira is also called Dharmaputra); this ismy def<strong>in</strong>ite view. Let Yudhishthira say whe<strong>the</strong>r you are a slave ornot; whe<strong>the</strong>r you have lost your <strong>in</strong>dependence or not. Yudhishthiraalone can give <strong>the</strong> f<strong>in</strong>al answer."Let Pandavas confessIn fear <strong>of</strong> Duryodhana no one but <strong>the</strong> elderly Bheeshma raised hisvoice to <strong>of</strong>fer reply to Draupadi, who, afflicted deeply, weakenedpitiably, was wail<strong>in</strong>g aloud <strong>in</strong> distress like <strong>the</strong> Kurara bird all <strong>the</strong>while press<strong>in</strong>g her question to <strong>the</strong> Kauravas. On see<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> k<strong>in</strong>gs,<strong>the</strong>ir children and grand-children steeped <strong>in</strong> utter silence, Duryodhanasaid:"O Panchali, let your husbands Bheema, Arjuna, Nakula and Sahadeva,let <strong>the</strong>se persons pronounce an answer to your question! If<strong>the</strong>y declare <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> midst <strong>of</strong> this assembly that Yudhishthira is not<strong>the</strong>ir Lord and <strong>the</strong>y are not bound by what <strong>the</strong>ir MasterYudhishthira says and does, <strong>the</strong>n I shall let you free. Let <strong>the</strong> righteousand Indra-like Yudhishthira be thus revealed to all presen<strong>the</strong>re as untruthful, weak and disloyal! The Kuru elders are not18


speak<strong>in</strong>g anyth<strong>in</strong>g th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> woeful plight <strong>of</strong> your four unfortunatehusbands. Though several high-souled Kuru elders are present<strong>in</strong> this assembly and <strong>the</strong>y do share your agony and humiliationa great deal, none <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>m can speak out be<strong>in</strong>g awake to <strong>the</strong>adverse fate <strong>of</strong> your accursed husbands. If Dharmaputra(Yudhishthira) speaks out himself, I shall decide <strong>the</strong> question <strong>of</strong>your slavery ei<strong>the</strong>r this way or that."A number <strong>of</strong> people <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> assembly praised Duryodhana for wha<strong>the</strong> said commend<strong>in</strong>g his prudence say<strong>in</strong>g "very good <strong>in</strong>deed, quiterighteous." There were o<strong>the</strong>rs as well who began to sob and bitterlysay "Ah, Ah." However, <strong>the</strong> reasonable words <strong>of</strong> Duryodhana didappeal to <strong>the</strong> assembly <strong>in</strong> general and he was praised as a supporter<strong>of</strong> Dharma.The entire attention <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> assembly turned towards <strong>the</strong> Pandavas.They were curious to know "what <strong>the</strong> Lord <strong>of</strong> Dharma will say,what <strong>the</strong> victorious Arjuna would say, what <strong>the</strong> mighty Bheemawill say, what <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>nocent Nakula and Sahadeva are go<strong>in</strong>g to say."There was a big uproar <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> assembly. When that subsided,Bheema, rais<strong>in</strong>g his hands to <strong>the</strong> sight <strong>of</strong> all <strong>the</strong>re, said <strong>the</strong>se words:The high-souled K<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> Dharma, Yudhishthira, is <strong>the</strong> Master <strong>of</strong>our family and even l<strong>in</strong>eage. If he were not our Lord and Master,<strong>the</strong>n we would not have tolerated all that took place <strong>in</strong> this assembly.He is <strong>the</strong> unquestioned Lord <strong>of</strong> us all. He is <strong>the</strong> Lord <strong>of</strong> all ourvirtues and austerity as well as <strong>of</strong> our Prana, <strong>the</strong> life force. If he isconsidered defeated, <strong>the</strong>n we too are undoubtedly to be held defeated.It is simply my obedience and subservience to him, ourelder and Master, that <strong>the</strong> one who pulled Draupadi by her hair isstill stand<strong>in</strong>g on <strong>the</strong> floor with his life <strong>in</strong>tact.19


"Look at my long sturdy hands. Even Lord Indra, once caught between<strong>the</strong>se, will not be able to wriggle out. Only because <strong>the</strong> noose<strong>of</strong> Dharma has tied me down, <strong>the</strong> prestige <strong>of</strong> our l<strong>in</strong>eage has preventedme and Arjuna too has held me back, I am gulp<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> allthis humiliation, agony and <strong>in</strong>justice. If even at this moment Dharmaputra(Yudhishthira) would give me his sanction, I wouldsmash outright <strong>the</strong> whole lot <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> sons <strong>of</strong> Dhritarashtra".Hear<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong>se words, both Bheeshma and Drona simultaneouslytold Bheema "Be patient, O Bheema, hold yourself back. You arecerta<strong>in</strong>ly capable <strong>of</strong> do<strong>in</strong>g all that, we know your strength andpower, but wait".Karna, Arjuna's rival and a close associate <strong>of</strong> Duryodhana, becameimpatient. He spoke out <strong>the</strong> follow<strong>in</strong>g look<strong>in</strong>g at Draupadi;"There are but three persons <strong>in</strong> this assembly who are absolutelyfree. Bheeshma, Vidura and Drona. These persons call <strong>the</strong>ir ownMaster (Duryodhana) as <strong>the</strong> wickedest <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> wicked. They do notdetest committ<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> s<strong>in</strong> <strong>of</strong> disloyalty to <strong>the</strong> master, which is subversiveto <strong>the</strong>ir own fame and status."Three are those spoken <strong>of</strong> as hav<strong>in</strong>g no right to property - a servant,a son, a woman who has no <strong>in</strong>dependence. The woman weddedto a servant or a slave as well as his wealth and possessionsboth become Lordless and go to <strong>the</strong> custody <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> K<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> land."Panchali, as you have now become a slave, Duryodhana is yourMaster and Lord; not <strong>the</strong> sons <strong>of</strong> Kunti (namely <strong>the</strong> Pandavas). Yougo to <strong>the</strong> palace <strong>of</strong> Duryodhana and become one <strong>of</strong> his womenfolk.That is <strong>the</strong> right place for you. Marry now ano<strong>the</strong>r, a son <strong>of</strong> Dhritarashtra,whereby you will beget a status which cannot be removed by a20


game <strong>of</strong> dice. As you are a servant and slave now, such a course willnot be wrong or improper."You are one who conducts herself <strong>in</strong>dependently before your husbandsguided by your own vision and <strong>in</strong>sight. From now on, notfive, but one hundred husbands do you have. Live happily with<strong>the</strong>m all, enjoy<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> delights <strong>of</strong> passion from all <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>m <strong>in</strong> goodproportion. This l<strong>in</strong>e is quite compatible with <strong>the</strong> role <strong>of</strong> Dasis(slave women). Nakula, Sahadeva, Bheema, Arjuna andYudhishthira, all <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>m have been defeated and enslaved. Be<strong>in</strong>gso, you are def<strong>in</strong>itely a slave. You are enslaved by d<strong>in</strong>t <strong>of</strong> your be<strong>in</strong>gunder <strong>the</strong> Lordship <strong>of</strong> your husbands."At this hour, <strong>the</strong>re is no purpose <strong>in</strong> th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> greatness <strong>of</strong>your birth, <strong>the</strong> glory <strong>of</strong> your family and l<strong>in</strong>eage. Was it not afterthrow<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong>to w<strong>in</strong>ds all <strong>the</strong>se considerations that <strong>the</strong> son <strong>of</strong> Kuntistaked you <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> game <strong>of</strong> dice?”These provocatively slight<strong>in</strong>g words <strong>of</strong> Karna pierced <strong>the</strong> heart <strong>of</strong>Bheema who was noted for his suddenness <strong>of</strong> emotions and decision.Though his anger was <strong>in</strong>flamed beyond narration, bound by<strong>the</strong> code <strong>of</strong> dharma and justice, he looked at his elder bro<strong>the</strong>r wi<strong>the</strong>yes turned blood red with rage. He murmured to himself, unableto control himself:"Why should I be angry with <strong>the</strong> son <strong>of</strong> Suta (Karna)? O k<strong>in</strong>g(address<strong>in</strong>g Yudhishthira), I shall abide by <strong>the</strong> code orda<strong>in</strong>ed for aslave. If you had not pledged Draupadi, as you did, will <strong>the</strong>se villa<strong>in</strong>ousenemies ever feel courage to stare at me or speak to me likethis? By d<strong>in</strong>t <strong>of</strong> your thoughtless deed, I am now forced to hear allthis."21


To <strong>the</strong>se words <strong>of</strong> Bheema, Yudhishthira just stood speechless likea pillar. Duryodhana at that time sneer<strong>in</strong>gly spoke <strong>the</strong> follow<strong>in</strong>glook<strong>in</strong>g at Yudhishthira:"O Yudhishthira as all your bro<strong>the</strong>rs are under your lordship, <strong>the</strong>reis no need to listen to <strong>the</strong>ir views at all. Because all <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>m arebound to abide by your Master-hood, I need to listen only to yourop<strong>in</strong>ion. You now say whe<strong>the</strong>r <strong>the</strong> daughter <strong>of</strong> Drupada(Draupadi) has been won by us or not; is she not our slave?Say<strong>in</strong>g thus to <strong>the</strong> son <strong>of</strong> Dharma (Yudhishthira), Duryodhana,bl<strong>in</strong>ded as he was by prosperity, corrupted by power and <strong>in</strong>fatuatedby his position <strong>of</strong> superiority, as if to retort to what Bheemahad just remarked, turned to Panchali. Look<strong>in</strong>g at her jeer<strong>in</strong>glywith a smile and show<strong>in</strong>g his left thigh nakedly and patt<strong>in</strong>g on itscornfully as if ask<strong>in</strong>g her to sit on his lap, he took a glance atBheema and <strong>the</strong>n burst <strong>in</strong>to a slight<strong>in</strong>g laughter to <strong>in</strong>dicate hismastery and lordship over both.This sight <strong>in</strong>furiated <strong>the</strong> already enraged Bheema. Whirl<strong>in</strong>g his eye-balls, which were copper-red, Bheema proclaimed aloud, hiswords echo<strong>in</strong>g thunderously <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> assembly hall. "Aye Duryodhana,if I do not strike with my mace and rip open that very samethigh <strong>of</strong> yours <strong>in</strong> a direct combat, let <strong>the</strong> world <strong>of</strong> my forefa<strong>the</strong>rs belost to me." The whole assembly shuddered on hear<strong>in</strong>g this.Vidura now <strong>in</strong>tervened and tried to put some sense, at least <strong>in</strong> thislate hour, <strong>in</strong>to <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>fatuated Duryodhana and his group:"O k<strong>in</strong>gs, born <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Pratipa clan, seek ye now at least <strong>the</strong> way toescape from <strong>the</strong> hands <strong>of</strong> Bheema. Providence had already decidedupon all that is tak<strong>in</strong>g place now and will hence. As if to comply22


with Providence <strong>the</strong> descendants <strong>of</strong> Bharata are know<strong>in</strong>gly resign<strong>in</strong>g<strong>the</strong>mselves to this k<strong>in</strong>d <strong>of</strong> an evil venture. There is no doubtabout it. The sons <strong>of</strong> Dhritarashtra played, oust<strong>in</strong>g all justice andpropriety. Now <strong>the</strong>y are argu<strong>in</strong>g about a woman, sitt<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> a greatassembly like this, alas! Abus<strong>in</strong>g all codes <strong>of</strong> Dharma, <strong>the</strong>y havesta<strong>in</strong>ed and destroyed <strong>the</strong> merit and glory <strong>of</strong> an assembly like this.When Dharma is abused, <strong>the</strong> assembly <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> wise stands equallyta<strong>in</strong>ted."If Draupadi was pledged before Yudhishthira pledged himself<strong>the</strong>n it would have been valid. The property which one derivesfrom ano<strong>the</strong>r, who stands pledged already and <strong>the</strong>reby has no <strong>in</strong>dependencewhatever, is like <strong>the</strong> wealth one gets <strong>in</strong> a glamorousdream; it can never become a solid object <strong>of</strong> enjoyment. O Kurus,you should not swerve from <strong>the</strong> path <strong>of</strong> Dharma, listen<strong>in</strong>g to <strong>the</strong> illwords <strong>of</strong> Shakuni."Duryodhana at this aga<strong>in</strong> said: "Let Bheema, Arjuna, Nakula andSahadeva say with oneness that Yudhishthira is not <strong>the</strong>ir Lord andMaster. Then I shall absolve Panchali <strong>of</strong> her servitude."Arjuna <strong>the</strong>n said: "The high-souled Yudhishthira, before he beganto play dice, was <strong>the</strong> one Lord <strong>of</strong> all <strong>the</strong> Pandavas. But, after he wasdefeated <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> game, whe<strong>the</strong>r he is <strong>the</strong> Lord <strong>of</strong> anyone at all, thishas to be said by <strong>the</strong> Kauravas."Complexity <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Issue – An IndecisionTo summarize: All this meant a total and bewilder<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong>decisionabout <strong>the</strong> fact <strong>of</strong> Draupadi's slavery. It was Shakuni and Duryodhanawho specifically sought <strong>the</strong> pledg<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> Draupadi byYudhishthira. Towards this end <strong>the</strong>y even teased and coaxed <strong>the</strong>23


son <strong>of</strong> Dharma. In response to this demand <strong>of</strong> his opponents <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>game, Yudhishthira chose to pledge his wife. In <strong>the</strong> very course <strong>of</strong>events it so happened that this demand and its compliance, bothtook place after Yudhishthira was sought to be pledged and as aresult he lost himself.So <strong>the</strong> whole <strong>in</strong>stance revolves round three parties:Shakuni and Duryodhana on <strong>the</strong> one side, who sought and <strong>in</strong>sistedupon stak<strong>in</strong>g Draupadi and planned <strong>the</strong>ir move to this effect, are<strong>the</strong> first. The second is Yudhishthira, who <strong>in</strong> response to <strong>the</strong> demand<strong>of</strong> Duryodhana, went ahead to pledge his wife and <strong>the</strong>rebylost her to <strong>the</strong> opponents. The third is Draupadi herself, whose enslavementis <strong>the</strong> issue at question. But Draupadi, not satisfiedabout <strong>the</strong> propriety <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> whole move, is not prepared to accep<strong>the</strong>r fate as claimed by Duryodhana. If Duryodhana’s claim is on<strong>the</strong> basis <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> developments <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> game and <strong>the</strong> power he hasga<strong>in</strong>ed over her by virtue <strong>of</strong> his success, Draupadi contends that<strong>the</strong> entire claim is baseless. If <strong>in</strong>stead <strong>of</strong> contend<strong>in</strong>g thus she herselfwas prepared to accept her fate right from <strong>the</strong> time <strong>the</strong> news <strong>of</strong> herhav<strong>in</strong>g been won by Duryodhana was broken to her, <strong>the</strong>n <strong>the</strong>rewould have been no discussion on <strong>the</strong> whole problem at all nor <strong>the</strong>present <strong>in</strong>decision. Be<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> party most concerned <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> issue, shehad all <strong>the</strong> right to disprove what <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>rs claimed about her fate.If Duryodhana claims ownership <strong>of</strong> her on <strong>the</strong> basis <strong>of</strong> moral propriety,namely Yudhishthira's stak<strong>in</strong>g and los<strong>in</strong>g her, about whichYudhishthira himself had noth<strong>in</strong>g fur<strong>the</strong>r to say, Draupadi opposes<strong>the</strong> very basis <strong>of</strong> that code <strong>of</strong> propriety. She has strong reason tosubstantiate her stand.Duryodhana, on his part, has become responsive to <strong>the</strong> dispute to alarge measure. That is why <strong>the</strong> whole development has suffered a24


temporary set-back. To wriggle out he put forward a suggestion,namely that <strong>the</strong> four bro<strong>the</strong>rs <strong>of</strong> Yudhishthira must say openly thatYudhishthira is not <strong>the</strong>ir Lord. To this, <strong>the</strong> reply from Bheema andArjuna was that Yudhishthira was <strong>the</strong>ir Lord. Arjuna added that<strong>the</strong> Lordship <strong>of</strong> Yudhishthira was unquestionable until <strong>the</strong> latterlost himself <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> game. After he was thus lost, what was <strong>the</strong>status <strong>of</strong> Yudhishthira, whe<strong>the</strong>r he had any freedom left with himat all, was to be determ<strong>in</strong>ed by Duryodhana and his group.Yudhishthira himself was mute, and this was quite mean<strong>in</strong>gful. Aslong as he was considered to have lost his freedom, at least externally,how and why should he say anyth<strong>in</strong>g? His thoughts andviews will have no place and relevance so long as he was a slave <strong>of</strong>ano<strong>the</strong>r.So <strong>the</strong> question came back to Duryodhana himself. It was now forhim to say, after consider<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> whole series <strong>of</strong> events as <strong>the</strong>y tookplace <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir own order, whe<strong>the</strong>r Yudhishthira's pledg<strong>in</strong>g anyth<strong>in</strong>gor anyone, after he was himself pledged and won by Duryodhana,could have any mean<strong>in</strong>g and value. If Yudhishthira, from <strong>the</strong>time he lost himself to <strong>the</strong> opponents, had really become <strong>the</strong> slave <strong>of</strong>Duryodhana, Duryodhana was his Lord and he (Yudhishthira) had,on his part, noth<strong>in</strong>g left with him to claim as 'his', what mean<strong>in</strong>gand purpose was <strong>the</strong>re <strong>in</strong> ask<strong>in</strong>g him to pledge Draupadi at all?Bheeshma had admitted his <strong>in</strong>ability to arrive at any specific conclusion,describ<strong>in</strong>g Dharma to be extremely subtle, grave and deep,<strong>the</strong> Dharma <strong>in</strong>volved <strong>in</strong> this particular issue as all <strong>the</strong> more so. Healso made it clear that <strong>in</strong> judg<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> hidden notes <strong>of</strong> Dharma even<strong>the</strong> best <strong>of</strong> wise people are found to fail. While Bheeshma thuswithdrew, hold<strong>in</strong>g that Yudhishthira alone could make f<strong>in</strong>al pronouncement,Vidura rose up once aga<strong>in</strong> to say that <strong>the</strong> entire move<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Kauravas, right from <strong>the</strong> start, was based on violation <strong>of</strong> jus-25


tice and moral propriety. He strongly held that <strong>the</strong> very discussion<strong>in</strong> an open assembly like <strong>the</strong>irs, about a woman, mak<strong>in</strong>g her an object<strong>of</strong> molestation all <strong>the</strong> while, was itself fundamentally crim<strong>in</strong>al,<strong>in</strong>human and s<strong>in</strong>ful. It was a severe disgrace to <strong>the</strong> majesty <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>assembly itself. The fact <strong>of</strong> Yudhishthira los<strong>in</strong>g first and be<strong>in</strong>gasked <strong>the</strong>reafter to pledge his wife has itself <strong>in</strong>validated Draupadi'ssurrender. How can <strong>the</strong>n <strong>the</strong> question <strong>of</strong> her enslavement arise?Let me complete <strong>the</strong> last part <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> episode to give you a full picture<strong>of</strong> it, particularly to know how <strong>the</strong> whole impasse was resolved.When <strong>the</strong> whole issue was thus suffer<strong>in</strong>g from <strong>in</strong>decision and lack<strong>of</strong> clarity and at <strong>the</strong> same time a noble and virtuous woman, for n<strong>of</strong>ault <strong>of</strong> hers, was gripped under <strong>the</strong> sharp jaws <strong>of</strong> torture, suddenly<strong>in</strong> Dhritarashtra's palace a number <strong>of</strong> evil portends, ill omensburst forth, jackals entered <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>ner shr<strong>in</strong>es where <strong>the</strong> sacramentalfire was kept and began to howl; asses started bray<strong>in</strong>g pa<strong>the</strong>tically<strong>in</strong> chorus; vultures were up on <strong>the</strong> sky en masse and began tohover around <strong>the</strong> palace. All <strong>the</strong>se sounds terribly shook Viduraand Gandhari (<strong>the</strong> wife <strong>of</strong> Dhritarashtra). Bheeshma, Drona andKripa said <strong>in</strong> chorus loudly <strong>the</strong> auspicious word' ‘swasti,swasti' (mean<strong>in</strong>g let <strong>the</strong>re be well-be<strong>in</strong>g and peace). Vidura andGandhari got afflicted bitterly and <strong>in</strong>formed <strong>the</strong> bl<strong>in</strong>d k<strong>in</strong>g(Dhritarashtra) <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> news, say<strong>in</strong>g 'a number <strong>of</strong> ill omens and evilportends are tak<strong>in</strong>g place.' Hear<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> news, <strong>the</strong> bl<strong>in</strong>d k<strong>in</strong>g becameterrified. He <strong>in</strong>stantly called his son Duryodhana to his sideand rebuked him thus:'Duryodhana, you have been ru<strong>in</strong>ed by your evil designs. Youhaughty fool, is it <strong>in</strong> an open assembly where <strong>the</strong> noble Kuru eldersand <strong>the</strong> Wise preside that you debate upon <strong>the</strong> fate <strong>of</strong> a woman,26


that too about <strong>the</strong> l<strong>of</strong>ty and graceful Draupadi?' Reprimand<strong>in</strong>g himthus, <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>telligent Dhritarashtra, overcom<strong>in</strong>g his thoughtlessnesswhich had clouded him all this while, called Panchali to his side.Consol<strong>in</strong>g her with lov<strong>in</strong>g words and approbation while aspir<strong>in</strong>ghis own good and <strong>the</strong> prosperity <strong>of</strong> his family, he told her <strong>the</strong>sewords pregnant with superb wisdom:"O Panchali, you are <strong>the</strong> foremost and <strong>the</strong> noblest <strong>of</strong> all my daughters-<strong>in</strong>-law,given fully to <strong>the</strong> path <strong>of</strong> righteousness and chastity, Iam pleased with you, seek <strong>of</strong> me any boon <strong>of</strong> your choice!”Draupadi <strong>the</strong>n replied: "If you choose to give me a boon, <strong>the</strong>n Ishall seek it from you, no doubt. I desire that Yudhishthira, who isrighteous to <strong>the</strong> core and spotlessly noble be delivered free and restoredto his masterhood. My wish is that dull-witted childrenshould never say 'this is <strong>the</strong> son <strong>of</strong> a slave' look<strong>in</strong>g at my son Prativ<strong>in</strong>dhya.He is so well nourished and protected with such royalsplendour and affection, unequalled so far, that any demeanour <strong>of</strong>this k<strong>in</strong>d (to be called <strong>the</strong> son <strong>of</strong> a slave) will become too much forhim."Dhritarashtra said: 'O graceful lady, I have granted you <strong>the</strong> boon asyou have chosen it. I shall give you ano<strong>the</strong>r boon, <strong>the</strong> second one.O auspicious one, seek that too from me. I am not content with <strong>the</strong>boon <strong>of</strong>fered to you now."Draupadi <strong>the</strong>n submitted: "I desire <strong>the</strong> liberation from servitude <strong>of</strong>Bheema, Arjuna, Nakula and Sahadeva with all <strong>the</strong>ir chariots andweapons <strong>in</strong>tact."Dhritarashtra <strong>the</strong>n said: "May that be so, O s<strong>in</strong>less woman. Deardaughter, let your wish be fulfilled. Now seek <strong>of</strong> me a third boon.27


Even with <strong>the</strong> two I have given, my heart is not content. Of all mydaughters-<strong>in</strong>-law, you are <strong>the</strong> l<strong>of</strong>tiest one given to Dharma and supremevirtues."Draupadi <strong>the</strong>n replied, 'Greed will only destroy Dharma and itspursuit, Therefore I do not propose to fall a victim to it. I am unableto seek ano<strong>the</strong>r boon, <strong>the</strong> third one. "The Vaishya seeks one boon: <strong>the</strong>kshatriya women choose two; three are orda<strong>in</strong>ed for <strong>the</strong> k<strong>in</strong>gs, while for <strong>the</strong>Brahm<strong>in</strong>s a hundred can be sought; this <strong>in</strong>deed is <strong>the</strong> behest <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Scriptures.O respectable k<strong>in</strong>g, I do not <strong>in</strong>tend to flout or violate this law.My husbands, driven by fate to <strong>the</strong> midst <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>se ordea1s, wil1 beable to elevate <strong>the</strong>mselves by virtue <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir own noble deeds andatta<strong>in</strong> Shreyas (f<strong>in</strong>al Good) by <strong>the</strong>mselves."Thus concluded <strong>the</strong> tragic, perplex<strong>in</strong>g, grave and deep riddle. It isfor <strong>the</strong> common th<strong>in</strong>ker to understand <strong>the</strong> whole series <strong>of</strong> developments<strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir own respective depths and places and take lessonsfor his own life and those <strong>of</strong> his family and relatives. To an elevatedth<strong>in</strong>ker, <strong>the</strong> task will be a little more. He has to f<strong>in</strong>d rhythm andbeauty which Providence's mysterious hands have woven <strong>in</strong>sideand outside <strong>the</strong> whole episode and <strong>the</strong>n revel <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>m for himselfand also reveal <strong>the</strong>ir charm and magnitude for <strong>the</strong> benefit <strong>of</strong> thoseo<strong>the</strong>rs who seek to know and improve <strong>the</strong>ir wisdom, <strong>the</strong>reby enrich<strong>in</strong>g<strong>the</strong>ir lives, deriv<strong>in</strong>g greater and deeper <strong>in</strong>sight and <strong>in</strong>spiration.Before mak<strong>in</strong>g some observations myself on sacred and sublimetruths <strong>the</strong> whole illustration conta<strong>in</strong>s, let me also reproduce <strong>the</strong> lastpage <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> episode where Karna comes out with his own characteristicremarks on Draupadi and <strong>the</strong> role she played at this uniquepredicament.28


Karna burst forth: I have not heard till this hour <strong>of</strong> any adorableand illustrious woman hav<strong>in</strong>g done a great deed as was now seento be accomplished. When <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>spiration <strong>of</strong> anger and hatred overpowered<strong>the</strong> Pandavas and <strong>the</strong> sons <strong>of</strong> Dhritarashtra, it is thisKrishnaa, <strong>the</strong> beloved daughter <strong>of</strong> K<strong>in</strong>g Drupada (<strong>the</strong> reference isto Draupadi) who brought peace and relief to <strong>the</strong> afflicted Pandavas.The Pandavas were on <strong>the</strong> verge <strong>of</strong> s<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g deep <strong>in</strong>to <strong>the</strong> unfathomableocean <strong>of</strong> slavery and grief, with no straw <strong>of</strong> hope, thisdaughter <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Panchala K<strong>in</strong>g suddenly emerged as an efficientboat to rescue <strong>the</strong>m to <strong>the</strong> shore."Mystery <strong>of</strong> Providential ProtectionI have narrated <strong>the</strong> whole episode, referr<strong>in</strong>g to its description asfound <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> orig<strong>in</strong>al text <strong>of</strong> Mahabharata, that is <strong>the</strong> way <strong>in</strong> whichSage Vyasa has penned it himself. It is true that Sri Vyasadeva wasa Sage <strong>of</strong> excellence <strong>in</strong> every way. And it is also true he was a greatand even an unrivalled poet. Com<strong>in</strong>g to a step lower and a timelater, we also have <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>stance <strong>of</strong> Kalidasa, <strong>the</strong> famous poet notedfor his unerr<strong>in</strong>g tongue, besides his matchless poetry. Traditionholds that whatever Kalidasa would say would become true. If itwas not true when it was uttered by him, it should come true <strong>the</strong>moment it emerges from his faultless mouth.There is a mysterious note <strong>of</strong> attunement which <strong>the</strong> human m<strong>in</strong>d,heart and <strong>in</strong>telligence can reach, though <strong>the</strong> exact science <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>process may not be clearly deciphered. By <strong>the</strong> superb merit <strong>of</strong> this,<strong>the</strong> hidden truths and ways <strong>of</strong> Nature and all she comprehendswith<strong>in</strong> Her, <strong>in</strong>clud<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> most complex humanhood, can be easilyrevealed. The secret primarily rests <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> determ<strong>in</strong>ation with<strong>in</strong>oneself that Truth alone should be struck by <strong>the</strong> m<strong>in</strong>d and thatwhatever is struck at this way is revealed only for <strong>the</strong> sake <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>29


knowledge and its benefit, noth<strong>in</strong>g else. There should be no fear,greed or hatred, why, not even <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r contam<strong>in</strong>at<strong>in</strong>g traits <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>normal complex man, <strong>in</strong> prob<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong>to <strong>the</strong> truths <strong>of</strong> life and <strong>the</strong>world. The <strong>in</strong>nate drive and <strong>in</strong>spiration towards discover<strong>in</strong>g andunearth<strong>in</strong>g knowledge should be <strong>the</strong> only cause and motive. It is<strong>the</strong>n that <strong>the</strong> m<strong>in</strong>d and heart s<strong>in</strong>k deep and rise high up and touch<strong>the</strong> borders and prec<strong>in</strong>cts <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> sublime and hidden truths.Draupadi's challengeFrom childhood I have heard <strong>of</strong> Draupadi's affliction and torture <strong>in</strong><strong>the</strong> open assembly. It generally goes by <strong>the</strong> name 'disrob<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong>Draupadi'. The way <strong>in</strong> which and <strong>the</strong> purpose for which it is narratedis such that it should illustrate how an earnest devotee <strong>of</strong>God, when afflicted deeply and left with no source <strong>of</strong> external protection,gets redemption <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> mysterious hands <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> SupremeProvidence. As much as she was attempted to be disrobed, somuch more grew <strong>the</strong> length <strong>of</strong> her dress, so much so that <strong>the</strong> villa<strong>in</strong>ousDuhshasana got tired and had to bashfully withdraw fromhis attempt. The story ends <strong>the</strong>re and <strong>the</strong> illustration rema<strong>in</strong>s complete.Somehow I was not prepared to accept this stand and trend. Howcan <strong>the</strong> whole event be ended thus? It was after all a deliberate attempt,based upon stable considerations, which could not be disprovedand set aside so easily. Simply because <strong>the</strong> dress grew <strong>in</strong>length, if at all it so happened, how could <strong>the</strong> effort, which was <strong>the</strong>natural fruition <strong>of</strong> a long-stand<strong>in</strong>g hatred and <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>stigation born<strong>the</strong>refrom, come to a full end? As we f<strong>in</strong>d <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> story itself, fromwhich it is that we know <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> very disrob<strong>in</strong>g and its defeat, <strong>the</strong>torture <strong>of</strong> Draupadi cont<strong>in</strong>ued, though Duhshasana temporarilystopped his hands from pull<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> saree. Draupadi at <strong>the</strong> same30


time rebuk<strong>in</strong>gly protested that he should not touch her say<strong>in</strong>g,'Wait, O villa<strong>in</strong>, my question is not yet answered. Let me first <strong>of</strong> allknow whe<strong>the</strong>r your bro<strong>the</strong>r (Duryodhana) and you have any righton me, as it is on <strong>the</strong> basis <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> proprietorship you claim by virtue<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> rule <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> game that you began to molest me; or else youhave no right. But I question this very right <strong>of</strong> yours. My questionis still alive and <strong>the</strong> whole assembly stands spell-bound refus<strong>in</strong>g togive a f<strong>in</strong>al answer. An issue <strong>of</strong> propriety cannot be settled sentimentally.So stop your assault, do not touch me. I want <strong>the</strong> Kuruelders to pronounce a f<strong>in</strong>al verdict on my fate."The mean<strong>in</strong>g and relevance <strong>of</strong> Draupadi's demand had to be paidheed to by everyone, <strong>in</strong>clud<strong>in</strong>g Duhshasana and his elder bro<strong>the</strong>rDuryodhana. That is why he stopped his assault and <strong>the</strong> entire attention<strong>the</strong>n went over to Duryodhana, Bheeshma, Yudhishthiraetc.Why God?What should one understand from this? It is all right up to a degreethat we dispose <strong>of</strong> questions <strong>of</strong> God, His mystery and ways, <strong>in</strong> apurely emotional manner, say<strong>in</strong>g ‘it is all <strong>in</strong>describable’. While <strong>in</strong>describabilityis true, perhaps <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> ultimate view, we cannot forsakedescription. Because we are liv<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> a visible world, withseen objects, with relationships and <strong>in</strong>stitutions–moral, religious,economic, social and <strong>the</strong> like, which have a basis and purpose, allto our clear understand<strong>in</strong>g, we have to give a similar descriptionto <strong>the</strong> so-called God as well if our approach to this concept or realityhas to be <strong>of</strong> a level compatible with our day to day liv<strong>in</strong>g andneeds. I cannot avoid such a statement. There is already a lot <strong>of</strong>confusion about <strong>the</strong> very religion, <strong>the</strong> way and what for it, <strong>the</strong> way<strong>in</strong> which it should be practised. Whoever is <strong>the</strong> so-called religionist,31


will immediately say that his ‘religion’ is a matter <strong>of</strong> pure faith. But<strong>the</strong> pity is that only <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> field <strong>of</strong> ‘religion’ he calls faith <strong>in</strong>to aidand ends with it. The very same person may be a lawyer or a doctor,and <strong>in</strong> that field he never calls or relies upon faith so much. Hisvery birth is not a myth, his relationship with <strong>the</strong> world and <strong>the</strong>people is also not so. So we f<strong>in</strong>d two dist<strong>in</strong>ct compartments <strong>in</strong> oneman, one tak<strong>in</strong>g refuge under <strong>the</strong> so-called faith, <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r resort<strong>in</strong>gto hard and unnegatable facts and <strong>the</strong> f<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>gs based upon it.I ask: is this not an <strong>in</strong>coherence? Can <strong>the</strong>re not be a harmony, agreater aff<strong>in</strong>ity between <strong>the</strong> two?Religion might have rema<strong>in</strong>ed with<strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> so-called temples, dealtwith and pursued as an emotional extension <strong>of</strong> one’s be<strong>in</strong>g. But isman merely a product and outcome <strong>of</strong> sentiments alone? In thatcase, <strong>the</strong>re should be no discussion <strong>of</strong> knowledge or <strong>the</strong> effort topromote it <strong>in</strong> several fields.Religion and ReasonThe flat earth <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> ancient religionist cannot any more be acceptableto our children or even to <strong>the</strong> present elders. That earth whichwas flat <strong>the</strong>n has now turned to be round. It has fur<strong>the</strong>r grown as abubble <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> bottom-less and borderless womb <strong>of</strong> space, its veryweight and density to be even questioned and doubted at a certa<strong>in</strong>level. Yet man cont<strong>in</strong>ues to live here. Naturally <strong>the</strong> question arises:What is this religion accord<strong>in</strong>g to <strong>the</strong> developed understand<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong>man and <strong>in</strong> conformity with his elevated pursuits. If religion cannotbe described <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> language <strong>of</strong> understand<strong>in</strong>g, <strong>the</strong>n it cannotsuit <strong>the</strong> man <strong>of</strong> understand<strong>in</strong>g.I was born <strong>in</strong> a pious family. I was brought up also as that. Besides32


<strong>the</strong> question <strong>of</strong> ‘be<strong>in</strong>g brought up’, I liked to grow as pious and religious.Even today I more than ever before like to be pious and unshakablyso. But this was not for noth<strong>in</strong>g, or with noth<strong>in</strong>g to precedeand follow it. In <strong>the</strong> years <strong>of</strong> my life earlier, and quest later,<strong>the</strong> so-called religion and <strong>the</strong> pivot <strong>of</strong> it, namely God, had to shedits mask and mystery. And <strong>the</strong>re came a time, when I could knowas clearly as I do <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r seen and heard th<strong>in</strong>gs <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> world,what this wonderful God-concept and pursuit are, or at least mustbe.God is not an evident fact or reality. What is evident is <strong>the</strong> objectand material world, its varied constituents and contents. By Godwe have always meant <strong>the</strong> 'subject' presence and power with<strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>object. That is why God, <strong>the</strong> supreme Reality and Power, calls foracceptance as well as rejection <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> hands <strong>of</strong> people. Those whoaccept God do not have any general pro<strong>of</strong> or evidence. Those whoreject <strong>the</strong> Truth also do not have an absolute stand for do<strong>in</strong>g so.Thus <strong>the</strong> supreme Reality and God come to be accepted by some, at<strong>the</strong> same time rejected by o<strong>the</strong>rs. Primarily <strong>the</strong>refore it is a question<strong>of</strong> one's prima facie attitude or <strong>in</strong>cl<strong>in</strong>ation. Ei<strong>the</strong>r sentimentally oremotionally or <strong>in</strong>st<strong>in</strong>ctively some feel disposed towards <strong>the</strong> acceptance<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> God-idea. Equally so, some o<strong>the</strong>rs feel <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> oppositedirection.Beyond this stand <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> two sections <strong>of</strong> people if we have to sayanyth<strong>in</strong>g about God and Supreme Reality, it should be <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>sphere <strong>of</strong> reason and argument. Ei<strong>the</strong>r on <strong>the</strong> basis <strong>of</strong> an experience<strong>of</strong> one, or <strong>the</strong> very display <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> world phenomena, <strong>the</strong>irrhythm and order, one has to th<strong>in</strong>k cogently and arrive at conclusionsei<strong>the</strong>r prov<strong>in</strong>g or disprov<strong>in</strong>g what he wants to posit, whe<strong>the</strong>rGod is or not.33


In India, right from <strong>the</strong> ancient days we f<strong>in</strong>d both spiritual philosophyas well as material philosophy equally <strong>in</strong> vogue. Both had <strong>the</strong>irrespective votaries. One argued <strong>in</strong> favour <strong>of</strong> God and <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>raga<strong>in</strong>st. The faith and <strong>in</strong>tention <strong>of</strong> our honoured th<strong>in</strong>kers was thatonly those who felt <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>adequacy <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> material philosophy needseek and pursue spiritual philosophy, its teach<strong>in</strong>gs and practice.Thus everyth<strong>in</strong>g was properly set to regiment and fulfilled <strong>the</strong>th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> men and women.I always say on my part that I am equally at home with those whobelieve <strong>in</strong> God and those who do not. In both cases it is <strong>the</strong> belief <strong>of</strong>man. What is his God? It is someth<strong>in</strong>g which his m<strong>in</strong>d believes <strong>in</strong>.And for <strong>the</strong> disbelievers, it is a th<strong>in</strong>g which <strong>the</strong>ir m<strong>in</strong>d does not believe<strong>in</strong> and fails to accept. Both take <strong>the</strong>ir position <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir ownm<strong>in</strong>ds and what <strong>the</strong> m<strong>in</strong>d dictates. Whe<strong>the</strong>r belief or non-belief,both are equally reflections <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> m<strong>in</strong>d, <strong>the</strong> conclusions and decisionsarrived at by man. Is God anyth<strong>in</strong>g more than such faith, suchconclusion, for any one, any time? Even <strong>the</strong> world is what man seesbefore him, and not what world sees before itself !The m<strong>in</strong>d, <strong>in</strong> both cases, is first <strong>the</strong>re. It is accepted by both <strong>the</strong>groups <strong>of</strong> people. The real substance, <strong>the</strong> Supreme Reality, too isthis m<strong>in</strong>d, <strong>in</strong> one sense. It is <strong>the</strong> subject presence <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> objects, <strong>the</strong><strong>in</strong>ward be<strong>in</strong>g and power <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> outward objects and th<strong>in</strong>gs.What do I want to say by all this? My <strong>in</strong>tention is to br<strong>in</strong>g about aclear understand<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> matter <strong>of</strong> religion and God. I do notdeny <strong>the</strong> presence <strong>of</strong> Providence. The ultimate Truth is that everyth<strong>in</strong>gis Providence, Providence’s display and only that. Thoughthis is so, we should not confuse ourselves <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> actual pursuit <strong>of</strong>our life. Life for humans is extremely complex. Complexity is all<strong>the</strong> more because <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> social connections and <strong>in</strong>volvements <strong>of</strong> our34


life. Unlike animals and birds, which too are alike us <strong>in</strong> manyways, human life is much more organized, and hence too complicated.Draupadi, right from <strong>the</strong> start, stood firm on her ground: ‘Did <strong>the</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g pledge and lose himself first, or pledge and lose me first’? Thiswas her vital question. This question <strong>of</strong> hers is evidently a creation<strong>of</strong> her <strong>in</strong>telligence. I can agree that <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>telligence is a gift <strong>of</strong> Godand nature, as is everyth<strong>in</strong>g else <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> world and <strong>in</strong> us. ‘If <strong>the</strong> k<strong>in</strong>ghad lost himself first, what moral right did he have to pledge me<strong>the</strong>n?’ This is a very legitimate po<strong>in</strong>t. She aga<strong>in</strong> argued that if <strong>the</strong>defeat <strong>of</strong> Dharmaputra meant her defeat as well, <strong>the</strong>n why was heasked to pledge her specially? Are not both questions quite fundamentaland reasonable? It was this question that led to <strong>the</strong> entirefate <strong>of</strong> hers <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> assembly.If she had accepted her servitude right from <strong>the</strong> time she was told <strong>of</strong> it byDuryodhana’s messenger, noth<strong>in</strong>g tragic as <strong>the</strong> disrob<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> hers wouldhave taken place. She refused to accompany Duhshasana, as was <strong>the</strong>order <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> new master Duryodhana. This refusal was clearly herdecision, an act <strong>of</strong> her choice. It was this refusal that enragedDuhshasana who <strong>the</strong>n pulled her by hair to <strong>the</strong> assembly.When her question was yet be<strong>in</strong>g debated and even Bheeshma confessedhe could not give a verdict, which meant she persisted <strong>in</strong> herstand, even <strong>the</strong> disrob<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> her body was attempted. Where doesProvidence come here? Was not all this a development with<strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>region <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> human <strong>in</strong>telligence, its decisions and <strong>the</strong> will exercisedby <strong>the</strong> persons concerned?When <strong>the</strong> question was still await<strong>in</strong>g an answer and none seemedto emerge so soon, Duhshasana began his assault. This assault <strong>of</strong>35


his was improper on all grounds. Human considerations like sympathy,a sense <strong>of</strong> accommodation, regard for a woman and <strong>the</strong> like,all were thrown <strong>in</strong>to <strong>the</strong> air by <strong>the</strong> wicked Duhshasana. His act,even accord<strong>in</strong>g to <strong>the</strong> custom and codes <strong>of</strong> propriety prevail<strong>in</strong>g<strong>the</strong>n, also <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> view <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> elders present at <strong>the</strong> time, was not atall just. While he went ahead with his assault and Draupadi's ownhusbands could not do anyth<strong>in</strong>g, also <strong>the</strong> elders found it improperto <strong>in</strong>terfere, Draupadi cried out <strong>in</strong> distress. When all externalsources <strong>of</strong> help and redress failed her, it was natural that some<strong>in</strong>ternal source came to her rescue <strong>in</strong> a totally unimag<strong>in</strong>able manner.The unimag<strong>in</strong>ability does not make it doubtful or unau<strong>the</strong>ntic.The very orig<strong>in</strong> <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> world is an event unimag<strong>in</strong>able. Our imag<strong>in</strong>ationand reason <strong>the</strong>mselves beg<strong>in</strong> to work only when events andphenomena come to pass <strong>of</strong>f first.Then how can any <strong>in</strong>telligent man hold that <strong>the</strong> external and materialth<strong>in</strong>gs alone are real and carry au<strong>the</strong>nticity with <strong>the</strong>m? Thevery idea <strong>of</strong> ‘external' and 'material' first <strong>of</strong> all implies its oppositeand contrast, namely '<strong>in</strong>ternal' and 'non-material' or 'spiritual '. Fur<strong>the</strong>r,<strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> very beg<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g, was <strong>the</strong>re any external-<strong>in</strong>ternal, divisionat all? If reason and observation and vice-versa are any guid<strong>in</strong>gforce <strong>in</strong> our understand<strong>in</strong>g, was not all ‘this’ (mean<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> existenceas we perceive around us), before its very orig<strong>in</strong>, a mere mass <strong>of</strong>noth<strong>in</strong>g which <strong>in</strong> truth can nei<strong>the</strong>r be described as anyth<strong>in</strong>g nor noth<strong>in</strong>g!Anyth<strong>in</strong>g and someth<strong>in</strong>g as contrary to noth<strong>in</strong>g, existence as contraryto non-existence, <strong>in</strong>ternal as contrary to external, all <strong>the</strong>se becameth<strong>in</strong>kable and began to occupy our imag<strong>in</strong>ation only after all this(that we perceive now) came <strong>in</strong>to be<strong>in</strong>g. Before it came <strong>in</strong>to be<strong>in</strong>g,<strong>the</strong>re was no difference or contrast at all.So our very thought that externality or materiality alone can be factualand can be accepted by us with authority is baseless. Higher36


eason or pure reason clearly tells us this truth.What value and place does an external process or developmenthave <strong>in</strong> our understand<strong>in</strong>g, <strong>the</strong> same place <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>ternal ones alsohave, at least to a consistent th<strong>in</strong>ker. Here, <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> case <strong>of</strong> Draupadi,two are <strong>the</strong> po<strong>in</strong>ts <strong>in</strong>volved. Was her plight bearable to her? Was itbearable to <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>rs as well? Impropriety is just ano<strong>the</strong>r expression<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> same implication. When it was not bearable by all standardsand no one from outside could do anyth<strong>in</strong>g to rescue her,naturally opened up an <strong>in</strong>ner door. It is just like a man who tripson a stone is helped suddenly by ano<strong>the</strong>r nearby, or gets hold <strong>of</strong>some support nearby. When <strong>the</strong> help is external, <strong>the</strong> poverty <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>human m<strong>in</strong>d and understand<strong>in</strong>g look low upon it and regard it asquite normal, noth<strong>in</strong>g impressive or providential. When it is someth<strong>in</strong>gstrange or <strong>in</strong>visible, his m<strong>in</strong>d, out <strong>of</strong> its own rut <strong>of</strong> normalcy,is tempted to take it as magnificent and Godly. This is a mistakewhich comes out <strong>of</strong> sheer ignorance. Deluded by <strong>the</strong> spirit <strong>of</strong> dist<strong>in</strong>ction,man it not able to th<strong>in</strong>k <strong>of</strong> Providence <strong>in</strong> a uniform manner.World and life's normal happen<strong>in</strong>gs are taken for granted.Providence, <strong>of</strong> course, is someth<strong>in</strong>g extra, different, superior andonly occasional. Alas! see <strong>the</strong> poverty <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> human m<strong>in</strong>d!Everyth<strong>in</strong>g, right from <strong>the</strong> solid matter up to <strong>the</strong> boundless space,and even beyond, is Providence, no doubt. But Providence is notexhausted just by <strong>the</strong>se. It extends far beyond. The phenomena Itproduces with<strong>in</strong> this material range have some order, rhythm, etc.Rarely <strong>the</strong>se are overruled by Providence and a strange phenomenonhere and <strong>the</strong>re is caused. This does not mean that: <strong>the</strong> 'out <strong>of</strong><strong>the</strong> normal' alone is Providence, not o<strong>the</strong>rwise. To look for Providenceonly <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> extraord<strong>in</strong>ary and <strong>the</strong> out <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> normal is <strong>the</strong>sheer bankruptcy <strong>of</strong> our understand<strong>in</strong>g.37


In <strong>the</strong> case <strong>of</strong> Draupadi, I will not segregate <strong>the</strong> protection she gotwhen Duhshasana was disrob<strong>in</strong>g her and <strong>the</strong>n say that that alonerepresents <strong>the</strong> Div<strong>in</strong>e help. In fact, even after Duhshasana withdrewfrom this venture, <strong>the</strong> humiliation <strong>of</strong> this great woman cont<strong>in</strong>ued.Duhshasana and o<strong>the</strong>rs were aga<strong>in</strong> after her. The only forcethat kept all under check was her demand for a clear answer to <strong>the</strong>question about her slavery. Everyone, <strong>in</strong>clud<strong>in</strong>g Duryodhana, hadto concede to this po<strong>in</strong>t. That is why Duryodhana changed hisstand and said 'If <strong>the</strong> Pandava bro<strong>the</strong>rs admit that Yudhishthira isnot <strong>the</strong>ir Master, I shall let Draupadi free'. This was quite aga<strong>in</strong>sthis earlier statement, namely Draupadi was his property and she'should' accept his lordship.True, that <strong>the</strong> mysterious leng<strong>the</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> saree plugged onesource <strong>of</strong> Draupadi’s distress. But <strong>the</strong>re were o<strong>the</strong>r holes too, <strong>in</strong> factlarger and deeper. If her slavery was a fact and she had to accept itwithout question, <strong>the</strong>n not merely herself but <strong>the</strong> entire Pandavabro<strong>the</strong>rs, her husbands, would have rema<strong>in</strong>ed <strong>in</strong> total servitudeand <strong>the</strong>re would be left no way <strong>of</strong> rescu<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong>m. The earlier dangersand misfortunes could be avoided by some physical means oro<strong>the</strong>r – for <strong>in</strong>stance <strong>the</strong> attempt to burn <strong>the</strong>m <strong>of</strong>f <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> wax palace– but here was a situation which none o<strong>the</strong>r than <strong>the</strong> great Draupadicould take up and resolve. The solution lay <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> right study,analysis and understand<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> what transpired and how best itcould be implicated.An event which calls for <strong>the</strong> use and application <strong>of</strong> <strong>in</strong>telligence and<strong>the</strong>n for evolv<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> right formula or solution has no substitute.Where <strong>in</strong>telligence and its timely effort are needed, we should lookfor and exert <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>telligence itself, none o<strong>the</strong>r.For right and au<strong>the</strong>ntic causes, <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>telligence will def<strong>in</strong>itely get38


<strong>the</strong> proper attunement and <strong>in</strong>spiration from <strong>the</strong> Indweller, who is<strong>the</strong> best representative <strong>of</strong> Providence. Of all <strong>the</strong> visible expressions<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Supreme, <strong>the</strong> human m<strong>in</strong>d and <strong>in</strong>telligence are <strong>the</strong> mostamaz<strong>in</strong>g and potential. Of all <strong>the</strong> weapons man can th<strong>in</strong>k <strong>of</strong> andwield, his <strong>in</strong>telligence is <strong>the</strong> most powerful and queer.Th<strong>in</strong>k for a moment fur<strong>the</strong>r how Draupadi’s plight which hung on<strong>the</strong> fruition <strong>of</strong> her enquiry progressed fur<strong>the</strong>r. Bheeshma repeatedwhat he already said, add<strong>in</strong>g that ‘I cannot give you an answer toyour question. Yudhishthira alone can give a right answer to this.But I do know and can say that very soon this Kuru family, givento immorality <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> worst magnitude will meet <strong>the</strong>ir destruction.'The implication, <strong>of</strong> this to me, is too grave.The best <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Knowers <strong>of</strong> Dharma (Bheeshma) clearly sees thatDuryodhana's stand is wrong, his cause ignoble, and as a pro<strong>of</strong> <strong>of</strong> i<strong>the</strong> also envisages <strong>the</strong> destruction <strong>of</strong> that family as a whole. Thusthough <strong>the</strong> fact that Draupadi's assaulters were '<strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> wrong' wasevident before Bheeshma (that is why he said <strong>the</strong>y would meet destructionbefore long), yet he found himself unable to arrive at aclear answer to <strong>the</strong> distressed Draupadi's question, despite <strong>the</strong> factthat an answer to it would alone resolve her distress. My imag<strong>in</strong>ationsoars mystically at this po<strong>in</strong>t. Realize how deep and grave is<strong>the</strong> problem and its magnitude.Vidura too followed Bheeshma to say that Draupadi was not <strong>in</strong> servitude,and it was immoral for Duryodhana to discuss about awoman <strong>in</strong> an open assembly like <strong>the</strong>irs. Even <strong>the</strong>n <strong>the</strong> pa<strong>the</strong>ticplight and <strong>in</strong>decision cont<strong>in</strong>ued, with greater vigour and emotionalcyclone.Providence had really worked its magic, laid <strong>the</strong> foundation for its39


own chosen purpose right from <strong>the</strong> start when conspir<strong>in</strong>g Shakuniand Duryodhana began to prevail upon <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>nocent Yudhishthirato pledge his belong<strong>in</strong>gs one after ano<strong>the</strong>r and started pick<strong>in</strong>g hisbro<strong>the</strong>rs <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> series. From bro<strong>the</strong>rs Shakuni switched on toYudhishthira himself.Even after Yudhishthira's pledge and loss was ensured, Shakuniand his group were not content. Their crooked <strong>in</strong>telligence told<strong>the</strong>m that it was not an adequate humiliation <strong>of</strong> Yudhishthira andhis bro<strong>the</strong>rs. Perhaps <strong>the</strong>y also had <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir m<strong>in</strong>ds <strong>the</strong> thought <strong>of</strong>Draupadi, who had earlier laughed aloud sarcastically whenDuryodhana on a visit to <strong>the</strong>ir palace walked around lift<strong>in</strong>g hisdress th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g that <strong>the</strong>re was water on <strong>the</strong> polished floor. In fact<strong>the</strong>re was no water. Such was <strong>the</strong> glaz<strong>in</strong>g polish <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> floor that itcreated an illusion <strong>of</strong> water. At o<strong>the</strong>r places he was tricked to walkthrough pools <strong>of</strong> water though <strong>the</strong> floor showed no sign <strong>of</strong> water atall and <strong>the</strong>reby he got wet. This <strong>in</strong>cident really went deep <strong>in</strong>to hism<strong>in</strong>d, humiliation <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> hands <strong>of</strong> a woman for a folly <strong>of</strong> this k<strong>in</strong>dand from that time onwards he wanted to take revenge.However, <strong>the</strong> effort <strong>of</strong> Duryodhana and <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>rs to ensure <strong>the</strong>irown mastery and <strong>the</strong> slavery <strong>of</strong> Yudhishthira and <strong>the</strong> rest, was <strong>the</strong>one which landed <strong>the</strong>m <strong>in</strong> exactly <strong>the</strong> opposite shore. This is howProvidence works its mystic ways and fulfils its chosen ends. Butfor this greedy step <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>irs, <strong>the</strong> outcome <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> whole episodewould have been different.If you ask me why should <strong>the</strong> devoted and pious, Yudhishthira,Draupadi and <strong>the</strong> rest be subjected to this k<strong>in</strong>d <strong>of</strong> abject suffer<strong>in</strong>g,does it fit <strong>in</strong> with <strong>the</strong> reward <strong>of</strong> goodness, <strong>the</strong>re is an answer. Inspite <strong>of</strong> his extreme goodness and nobility Yudhishthira did have aweakness for play<strong>in</strong>g dice. When challenged and provoked, his40


m<strong>in</strong>d got drawn <strong>in</strong>to ways and measures which his own sound reasonwould have, <strong>in</strong> calm moments, resented and refused. Whatdoes this <strong>in</strong>dicate? He clearly had a sense <strong>of</strong> competition and challengeso far as his royal position and powers were concerned. Ingiv<strong>in</strong>g vent to this sense, he stood by his <strong>in</strong>dependence, neverthought <strong>of</strong> tak<strong>in</strong>g consultation from his bro<strong>the</strong>rs. I am not say<strong>in</strong>g itwas wrong on his part to do so. But I only state that every trait andfeature must have its course <strong>of</strong> resultant outcome. Goodness is rewarded<strong>in</strong> its own way, badness too equally well. Rarely doesgoodness reign without <strong>the</strong> least shade <strong>of</strong> its opposite, <strong>in</strong> any one.As Bhagavadgeeta says, any undertak<strong>in</strong>g is associated with somedefect or o<strong>the</strong>r.Com<strong>in</strong>g back to Draupadi, why was her saree pulled? Was it nottoo much for her to have been subjected to this k<strong>in</strong>d <strong>of</strong> torture andagony?Well, <strong>the</strong> answer which comes to my heart is that Draupadi's standdid naturally warrant such a development. Yudhishthira had alreadysent word to her that she should come to <strong>the</strong> assembly with as<strong>in</strong>gle dress on her body, dur<strong>in</strong>g her ‘period'. That very sightwould make <strong>the</strong> elders <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> assembly th<strong>in</strong>k gravely <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> evil<strong>in</strong>tentions <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Duryodhana group. By pull<strong>in</strong>g her dress forcibly,Duhshasana only <strong>in</strong>flamed <strong>the</strong>ir hearts all <strong>the</strong> more.Aga<strong>in</strong>, it was not just a rash step. Draupadi's arguments and <strong>the</strong>refusal to accept her own slavery were <strong>the</strong> pivot <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> whole development.Perhaps this was someth<strong>in</strong>g which even Yudhishthiraand <strong>the</strong> rest did not envisage. He must have been quite straightforwardand <strong>in</strong>nocent <strong>in</strong> his m<strong>in</strong>d when he staked all his th<strong>in</strong>gs, himselfand Draupadi <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> game. He stood by his <strong>in</strong>nocence and <strong>the</strong>spirit <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> game and its fate. But to everybody's surprise and an-41


noyance all that was his was won by his opponents leav<strong>in</strong>g nochance <strong>of</strong> any rescue at all.To this summary position, it was Draupadi who brea<strong>the</strong>d a surpris<strong>in</strong>gand vital note <strong>of</strong> change and challenge. After listen<strong>in</strong>g to herviews, and f<strong>in</strong>d<strong>in</strong>g that Bheeshma found equal weight on bothsides <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> dispute, Karna said that <strong>the</strong> superiority <strong>of</strong> Duryodhanaand his lordship over Yudhishthira should be demonstrated byask<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> Pandava bro<strong>the</strong>rs to give <strong>of</strong>f <strong>the</strong>ir dress to <strong>the</strong>ir Lord. Atthis, Yudhishthira and his bro<strong>the</strong>rs, without any doubt or delay,took <strong>of</strong>f <strong>the</strong>ir upper garment and kept it on <strong>the</strong> floor. What doesthis tell us? Here <strong>the</strong> issue was between Yudhishthira and his peopleon <strong>the</strong> one hand, <strong>the</strong>ir slavery, and Duryodhana and his lordshipon <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r. Duryodhana demanded his lordship andYudhishthira was ready to concede to it. So where is <strong>the</strong> dispute atall <strong>the</strong>n? Bheeshma, on his part, did not and could not say that ei<strong>the</strong>r<strong>the</strong> lordship or <strong>the</strong> slavery was out <strong>of</strong> place. He found argumentsand propriety on both sides only so far as Draupadi's plightand stand were concerned. One should remember that this was stillan undecided question.Once <strong>the</strong> husbands accepted <strong>the</strong>ir slavery and took <strong>of</strong>f <strong>the</strong>ir dress,Draupadi, as <strong>the</strong>ir wife, was expected to follow suit. And that waswhat normally one would have expected. But Draupadi had herown <strong>in</strong>spiration and course <strong>of</strong> action provoked by her great humiliation.Bold as she was she would not accept defeat even <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>hands <strong>of</strong> a devil. See<strong>in</strong>g her husbands <strong>in</strong> total servitude, with noteven a ray <strong>of</strong> escape, this lady, <strong>the</strong> symbol <strong>of</strong> complex womanhood,got high1y <strong>in</strong>spired and totally moved. Even with <strong>the</strong> worst <strong>of</strong> sacrificesand suffer<strong>in</strong>gs, she was determ<strong>in</strong>ed to redeem her lords.This is highly commendable. More than a pious wish or attitude, itwas really a great decision, a strong-willed move, which could42


shake even <strong>the</strong> heaven and hell toge<strong>the</strong>r. Before such a heroic andloyal m<strong>in</strong>d and heart, noth<strong>in</strong>g could stand up and fight. EvenProvidence can only stand <strong>in</strong> wonder and appreciation, th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g "Ismy creation, at least one speck here and <strong>the</strong>re, capable <strong>of</strong> ris<strong>in</strong>g sohigh <strong>in</strong> its thought and <strong>in</strong>spiration? Is it so wise and bold as toswear itself on my strength and v<strong>in</strong>dicate <strong>the</strong> supreme law <strong>of</strong> Satya(Truth)? But for persons like this, how can my glory be made evidentto <strong>the</strong> ignorant as well as <strong>the</strong> wise <strong>of</strong> this mortal and proudworld."At <strong>the</strong> same time, such a decision was pregnant with its own chosenends. The decision to stand by her own <strong>in</strong>dependence and<strong>the</strong>reby reject her slavery unlike her husbands, was clearly Draupadi's.At <strong>the</strong> same time, <strong>the</strong> f<strong>in</strong>ality <strong>of</strong> her <strong>in</strong>dependence had notbeen decided by <strong>the</strong> assembly, not to speak <strong>of</strong> Duryodhana and hisgroup. In so far as it was as yet an undecided po<strong>in</strong>t, Duhshasanaand Karna must have had at least <strong>the</strong> basic sense not to touchDraupadi, because she was still to be given a def<strong>in</strong>ite answer to herquestion. After all, it was only <strong>the</strong> success <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> game that made<strong>the</strong>m assume lordship over Draupadi. This right over her was tocome to <strong>the</strong>m only by virtue <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> propriety <strong>of</strong> Yudhishthira'spledge. Inasmuch as <strong>the</strong> very question <strong>of</strong> pledge was not decidedupon to <strong>the</strong> satisfaction <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> assembly and Draupadi <strong>in</strong> particular,Duhshasana was clearly wrong <strong>in</strong> his approach. Equally Karna wasimmature and cruel <strong>in</strong> hav<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong>stigated Duhshasana to take awayher dress by force.However, <strong>in</strong> this queer world Nature has given ample chance, nayshe has made ample provision even for such unjust, (shall I call itso) cruel, wild developments and <strong>in</strong>stigations.Nature's idea is that noth<strong>in</strong>g what-so-ever should lie outside <strong>the</strong>43


orbit <strong>of</strong> Her Creation. In Her warm embrace must come everyth<strong>in</strong>gright from extreme goodness to <strong>the</strong> worst <strong>of</strong> badness. Only <strong>the</strong>nwill Nature be exquisite and amaz<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> every way. In order to <strong>in</strong>corporatealike <strong>in</strong> Her be<strong>in</strong>g, both beauty and ugl<strong>in</strong>ess, both goodnessand badness, with equal vigour and glare, Nature has firstmade Herself nei<strong>the</strong>r beautiful nor ugly, nei<strong>the</strong>r good nor bad, but<strong>the</strong> magnificent 'neuter' <strong>of</strong> all <strong>the</strong> opposites. No doubt Her be<strong>in</strong>g istranscendental at all levels and spheres. In be<strong>in</strong>g so does she constantlyfrightens as well as allures <strong>the</strong> human, stimulat<strong>in</strong>g his deepestthought and enquiry. For <strong>the</strong> real seeker and <strong>in</strong>vestigator, <strong>the</strong>best <strong>of</strong> delight, nay <strong>the</strong> fulfilment <strong>of</strong> his life, consists <strong>in</strong> prob<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong>toHer mystery and wonder.In assault<strong>in</strong>g Draupadi, Duhshasana had clearly thrown aside <strong>the</strong>basic rule and code which even <strong>the</strong> crude dacoits on <strong>the</strong> roadwould honour and obey. Draupadi's steadfastness, her spirit <strong>of</strong> loyaltyand sacrifice, was thus pitted aga<strong>in</strong>st <strong>the</strong> most ruthless adversary.This was <strong>the</strong> biggest, yet most pregnant fun which Providencecould <strong>in</strong>strument and <strong>in</strong>dulge <strong>in</strong>.Human will is <strong>in</strong>herited from Providence <strong>of</strong> course. Its potency ismarvellous, no doubt. But how far can it rise up <strong>in</strong> strength? Can itrise <strong>in</strong> revolt and beg<strong>in</strong> to question <strong>the</strong> Power and Design <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>Supreme, from whom <strong>in</strong>deed it has derived its own birth? Can <strong>the</strong>Creator be at any time <strong>the</strong> slave <strong>of</strong> man, <strong>the</strong> topmost <strong>of</strong> His Creation?Can <strong>the</strong> Human will ever rise above <strong>the</strong> Creator's? Duryodhanaand his bro<strong>the</strong>rs had, it is true, been successful <strong>in</strong> enslav<strong>in</strong>g<strong>the</strong> righteous Yudhishthira. But can <strong>the</strong>y rise above <strong>the</strong> Supremeand its Power?On his side, Duhshasana had his manly power and strength to assault<strong>the</strong> helpless woman <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Pandavas. But <strong>the</strong> challenge im-44


plied someth<strong>in</strong>g far graver and greater. The victim <strong>of</strong> his assaultwas not just <strong>the</strong> woman alone <strong>in</strong> Draupadi, whom he and his peoplehated, but also <strong>the</strong> Lord who dwelt <strong>in</strong> her heart, whom no onecould hate, from whom none could ever get away or escape. To thisLord, devotion and piety were dearer than everyth<strong>in</strong>g else.Duhshasana had thought that his manly strength was unchallengedbefore Draupadi and she could have noth<strong>in</strong>g to defend herself.He forgot <strong>the</strong> basic truth that every man is born <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> woman,and thus <strong>the</strong> woman is his mo<strong>the</strong>r and fosterer. The blood and bone <strong>of</strong>man may be stronger, but stronger still and unyield<strong>in</strong>g are <strong>the</strong> heart andm<strong>in</strong>d <strong>of</strong> a loyal and dedicated woman. Even <strong>the</strong> superior reason <strong>of</strong> mangot stupefied before Draupadi's <strong>in</strong>terrogation!All this had to be demonstrated before <strong>the</strong> hetero-genous assembly,where <strong>the</strong> choice <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> wicked counted, not <strong>the</strong> voice <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> wise and <strong>the</strong>elderly. For <strong>the</strong> Providence, every event is a fun or sport. For manalone, it proves to be a lesson.When those men, her husbands, who were to give protection <strong>the</strong>mselveswere made to stand back mute and helpless, nay when <strong>the</strong>ywere <strong>the</strong> ones to cause this plight to her, Draupadi found noth<strong>in</strong>gleft <strong>in</strong> this seen world to look to <strong>in</strong> her distress. What is an <strong>in</strong>nocentmortal to do at such a time, <strong>in</strong> such an event? The only choice wasto look to herself, her own with<strong>in</strong>. That is what she did. The with<strong>in</strong><strong>of</strong> everyone is visible and available to himself alone, to none else.Every human is born <strong>in</strong>to this world with an <strong>in</strong>tr<strong>in</strong>sic right. No onecan dissuade or dislodge him from it. By this he is enabled to lookto <strong>the</strong> Creator's hand <strong>of</strong> protection as <strong>the</strong> last resort, when <strong>the</strong> Creation’shand refuses and betrays him. The secret <strong>of</strong> devotion or piety lies<strong>in</strong> realiz<strong>in</strong>g this right and resort<strong>in</strong>g to it with exclusiveness <strong>in</strong> time withreliance, humility and hope.45


Many get steeped <strong>in</strong> delusion, or <strong>the</strong>y are swept by pride and egoism.As a result <strong>the</strong>y over-value <strong>the</strong>mselves or misbelieve altoge<strong>the</strong>r.Thereby <strong>the</strong>y miss <strong>the</strong> Supreme, <strong>the</strong> benefit <strong>of</strong> His <strong>in</strong>f<strong>in</strong>itelove and power. Alas!Here we have an exemplary fusion <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> two, <strong>the</strong> faithful and <strong>the</strong>faithless, <strong>the</strong> humble and <strong>the</strong> proud, <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>nocent and <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>fatuated,and <strong>the</strong>ir correspond<strong>in</strong>g fates. A great battle for w<strong>in</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g supremacy,no doubt. As well-known for all time ever s<strong>in</strong>ce <strong>the</strong> dawn<strong>of</strong> human history, <strong>the</strong> faithful, <strong>the</strong> humble and <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>nocent had <strong>the</strong>victory; to <strong>the</strong> discomfiture <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r and to <strong>the</strong> discernment <strong>of</strong>one and all. Without combats and duels, <strong>the</strong> deeper lessons <strong>of</strong>Truth and piety cannot be let known to men and women <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>world.The with<strong>in</strong> is truly <strong>the</strong> cause <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> entire without. In <strong>the</strong> with<strong>in</strong> lies<strong>the</strong> golden solution for all <strong>the</strong> problems caused by <strong>the</strong> without. In<strong>the</strong> with<strong>in</strong> alone orig<strong>in</strong>ate as well as dissolve all polarities, all contradictions,all opposites.The Invisible Lord is enshr<strong>in</strong>ed truly <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> with<strong>in</strong> <strong>of</strong> each mortal.One’s own with<strong>in</strong> is <strong>the</strong> potent and <strong>in</strong>f<strong>in</strong>ite zero upon which subsist<strong>the</strong> whole range <strong>of</strong> numerals and <strong>the</strong>ir multiples. The cause andsource are but one. And that one reigns secretly <strong>in</strong> one’s own with<strong>in</strong>.It needs great eyes to see this truth, l<strong>of</strong>ty wisdom to discern it, nobleand pious heart to cl<strong>in</strong>g to it and ga<strong>in</strong> succour. Draupadi wasone rare soul with <strong>the</strong> choicest bless<strong>in</strong>gs <strong>in</strong> this regard. With her<strong>in</strong>v<strong>in</strong>cible husbands tied down <strong>in</strong> total slavery with <strong>the</strong> wise eldersstruck dumb <strong>in</strong> doubt and <strong>in</strong>decision, with <strong>the</strong> next kith and k<strong>in</strong>(Duryodhanas) frown<strong>in</strong>g with vengeance and cruelty, she lookeddesperately to <strong>the</strong> Power with<strong>in</strong>, call<strong>in</strong>g it by her own belovedname. The name means but little. The call alone matters and <strong>the</strong>46


depth and reliance with which it is made. Before such heroic hearts,even <strong>the</strong> hardest rock has to melt, <strong>the</strong> ferocious river has to go dry,<strong>the</strong> tallest mounta<strong>in</strong> crumble and turn to mere dust. And this iswhat happened <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> case <strong>of</strong> Draupadi. In an <strong>in</strong>stant <strong>the</strong> villa<strong>in</strong>turned to a mere weakl<strong>in</strong>g, bashful and exhausted pitiably, to <strong>the</strong>ridicule <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> noble and to <strong>the</strong> surprise <strong>of</strong> even <strong>the</strong> wicked.In fact this impos<strong>in</strong>g Universe and <strong>the</strong> entire visible th<strong>in</strong>gs havesprung from <strong>the</strong> Invisible. Everyth<strong>in</strong>g rests <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> latter and uponit. Noth<strong>in</strong>g has an abode outside <strong>the</strong> Invisible. Everyth<strong>in</strong>g is <strong>in</strong>truth and that alone. Is not our body, <strong>of</strong> many parts and limbs, belong<strong>in</strong>gto <strong>the</strong> one ‘I’ with<strong>in</strong> it, <strong>the</strong> Spirit? So too is this s<strong>in</strong>gle body<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> universe with all its constituents and contents belong<strong>in</strong>g to<strong>the</strong> one mighty ‘I’ with<strong>in</strong>, <strong>the</strong> Almighty Spirit, <strong>the</strong> Supreme Lord.Our left hand scratches an itch on <strong>the</strong> body, aggravat<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> suffer<strong>in</strong>g,but only to make <strong>the</strong> right hand apply medic<strong>in</strong>e to heal it. Thesame ‘I’ causes <strong>the</strong> one hand to scratch and ano<strong>the</strong>r to resist. Both<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>m <strong>in</strong>here <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> same body, possessed and propelled by <strong>the</strong>same spirit, <strong>the</strong> soul with<strong>in</strong>. For both, <strong>the</strong> Master is <strong>the</strong> same, <strong>the</strong>only one. In this universe too, <strong>in</strong> spite <strong>of</strong> its endlessness and ramification,<strong>the</strong> process worked is <strong>the</strong> same, though it is hazy and elusiveto <strong>the</strong> unwary eye. The one Lord is <strong>the</strong> owner, possessor, motivatorenjoyer, sufferer, <strong>in</strong> short everyth<strong>in</strong>g and all. He is <strong>the</strong> giverand <strong>the</strong> taker alike. He gives through one hand, but only to takethrough ano<strong>the</strong>r.Through a villa<strong>in</strong> He chooses to be cruel. Through a graceful ano<strong>the</strong>r,He chooses to be k<strong>in</strong>d. He it is that tortures. He alone is <strong>the</strong>tortured alike. The problem is not His, but ours, to know this naked mystery.The challenge is perpetually <strong>the</strong>re before every man andwoman. Once man succeeds <strong>in</strong> know<strong>in</strong>g this truth, saved is he for47


ever. His life will get fulfilled once and for all.Both Grace and Cruelty, Grandeur and Filth stand <strong>in</strong> a mystic embrace<strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> Invisible Lord. The world is so designed that this mysticblend<strong>in</strong>g may be revealed constantly, <strong>in</strong> every corner at everytime.Try with all your might, <strong>the</strong> world cannot be o<strong>the</strong>rwise. For thosewho yearn for Grace, <strong>the</strong>re is enough <strong>of</strong> it to descend. For thosewho wish to revel <strong>in</strong> cruelty, <strong>the</strong>re is equal chance and scope. It ismerely a question which <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> two one wants, <strong>in</strong> which way one’sm<strong>in</strong>d turns and works.Draupadi’s own m<strong>in</strong>d and feel<strong>in</strong>g really worked <strong>the</strong> miracle beforeher. If she had not sought <strong>the</strong> help, sought it so frantically, thatwhich happened would not have been. It is <strong>the</strong> will <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> human thatproduced <strong>the</strong> display <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Div<strong>in</strong>e. Like <strong>the</strong> star <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> firmament, <strong>the</strong>Div<strong>in</strong>e and its potency are always <strong>the</strong>re. There is no dearth <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>many time. Yet It chooses to manifest only when some earthly creationfirst <strong>in</strong>vokes it and yearns for it. Duhshasana, stand<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>same assembly, right <strong>in</strong> front <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> one he assaulted, believed <strong>in</strong>his own might and displayed it openly. Draupadi, on <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>rhand, believed not <strong>in</strong> her might but that <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Invisible, and so shemade it manifest copious1y. The Lord and His might were <strong>in</strong> both,<strong>in</strong>side as well as outside, but to <strong>the</strong> one it was noth<strong>in</strong>g and nowhere,while to <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r it was everyth<strong>in</strong>g and everywhere; Thedifference is wrought by <strong>the</strong> human. Even now believers believe <strong>in</strong><strong>the</strong>ir belief. Disbelievers believe <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir disbelief. Both are strong <strong>in</strong><strong>the</strong>ir stand and reason. Both are motivated by <strong>the</strong>ir m<strong>in</strong>ds andhearts.48


Truth and God impartialThe Indweller is impartial always. He is made partial and is seen tobe so by virtue <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> different men and women. He helps you <strong>the</strong>way you want and seek. For, ultimately, He has noth<strong>in</strong>g to lose orga<strong>in</strong>. The ga<strong>in</strong> and loss, if at all, are to us, <strong>the</strong> mortals. One butchersout <strong>of</strong> one's own <strong>in</strong>stigation and motive. In a sense <strong>the</strong> Indweller ismade to give him <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>stigation he needs. But <strong>the</strong> desire, <strong>the</strong> demand,comes from <strong>the</strong> butcher. Equally so one is moved to protect.Here too <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>spiration and motive come from <strong>the</strong> mortal man.The Lord merely plays <strong>the</strong> role He is made to, wanted to. Thehouse is made <strong>the</strong> way <strong>the</strong> owner wants it. The architect is <strong>the</strong>reonly to plan it <strong>the</strong> way <strong>the</strong> owner wants.It is this superb neutrality that makes <strong>the</strong> Indwell<strong>in</strong>g Lord what He is,preserves His glory untarnished forever. The moment He were to shiftfrom this position, He would descend to be a mortal as so manyo<strong>the</strong>rs are.The whole game <strong>of</strong> life is crowned with its dest<strong>in</strong>ed glory and fulfilmentonce <strong>the</strong> seeker recognizes this supreme truth and rema<strong>in</strong>sseated <strong>in</strong> it as much as he can. The fall, if at all, will be to this recognitionand <strong>the</strong> abidance <strong>in</strong> it. Our scriptures and scriptural storiesare designed to lead man to <strong>the</strong> enquiry <strong>of</strong> this nature. Even Draupadi'splight and role guide <strong>the</strong> true seeker only to <strong>the</strong> sublime enquiryfor truth.The seeker's enquiry is deep and persist<strong>in</strong>g. Far from superficialityit has to s<strong>in</strong>k deep and rise high, be deeper than <strong>the</strong> oceans andhigher than <strong>the</strong> sky. The young boy Nachiketas is made to enquirefrom <strong>the</strong> God <strong>of</strong> Death (<strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> Kathopanishad) as to what lies beyond<strong>the</strong> ken <strong>of</strong> both morality and immorality. Morality is man-49


made. It has its specific relevance to immorality, aga<strong>in</strong> ano<strong>the</strong>r concept<strong>of</strong> man. May be <strong>the</strong> latter is <strong>in</strong>ferior to <strong>the</strong> former. But what <strong>of</strong>that to <strong>the</strong> Supreme Reality? The immoral <strong>in</strong>spirations come fromone's own with<strong>in</strong>, <strong>the</strong> m<strong>in</strong>d and <strong>in</strong>telligence. The moral ones tooemerge from <strong>the</strong> same tw<strong>in</strong>s, m<strong>in</strong>d and <strong>in</strong>telligence. If <strong>the</strong> Indwelleris said to be with<strong>in</strong> everyone, it becomes a paradox. God isat <strong>the</strong> back <strong>of</strong> both. He would be <strong>the</strong> cause <strong>of</strong> both. If both moralityand immorality are thus motivated by Him, why prefer one andabhor <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r? What exactly is <strong>the</strong> difference between <strong>the</strong> two? Is<strong>the</strong>re any difference at all? Are both to be identified with God andhence accepted or both eschewed regard<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong>m as <strong>of</strong> humans?The true Yearn<strong>in</strong>gSo Nachiketas presents his yearn<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> an exemplary way.He says: 'Only if you see anyth<strong>in</strong>g supreme ris<strong>in</strong>g above bothdharma and adharma, tell me what it is, not o<strong>the</strong>rwise.'In <strong>the</strong> last chapter <strong>of</strong> Bhagavadgeeta too we f<strong>in</strong>d <strong>the</strong> conclud<strong>in</strong>gverse <strong>of</strong> Sri Krishna, <strong>the</strong> great succour for one and all:"Abandon all considerations <strong>of</strong> dharma, cast <strong>the</strong>m aside and <strong>the</strong>nseek me out, <strong>the</strong> one and only one." Evidently, <strong>the</strong> supreme truth isone, its only description is 'oneness'. And that one is different fromeveryth<strong>in</strong>g else, all twos and threes. Dharma and adharma, both toge<strong>the</strong>r,constitute a pair <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> world <strong>of</strong> man, <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>telligent mortal.They are a typical set <strong>of</strong> two, like <strong>the</strong> so many o<strong>the</strong>r comrades <strong>of</strong><strong>the</strong>irs. All <strong>the</strong> twos are born <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> three, sattva, rajas and tamas.But <strong>the</strong> Truth <strong>of</strong> God or Self is above and beyond <strong>the</strong>se three, as <strong>the</strong>so many twos created and preserved by <strong>the</strong>m. That is how <strong>the</strong> Selfbecomes Gunateeta (beyond <strong>the</strong> gunas)50


Can <strong>the</strong> seeker feel <strong>in</strong>spired to seek It? Can he elevate himself tothat level? Then alone will he deliver himself from mortality. Theenquiry for <strong>the</strong> Truth <strong>in</strong> f<strong>in</strong>er stages is not for <strong>the</strong> weakl<strong>in</strong>g and <strong>the</strong>unsteady. It is for <strong>the</strong> most heroic hearts and m<strong>in</strong>ds, <strong>the</strong> most penetrat<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>tellects. As Mundakopanishad puts it:xÉɪɨÉÉi¨ÉÉ ¤É±É½þÒxÉäxÉ ±É¦ªÉ: *xÉ SÉ |ɨÉÉnùÉiÉ iÉ{ɺÉÉä ´ÉÉ{ªÉ˱ÉMÉÉiÉ **Naayamaatmaa balaheenena labhyahNa cha pramaadat tapaso vapyal<strong>in</strong>gatThis Self, though it dwells with<strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> body <strong>of</strong> every seeker, is notavailable to <strong>the</strong> fragile m<strong>in</strong>ds, brittle m<strong>in</strong>ds. Nor can it be obta<strong>in</strong>edby means <strong>of</strong> improper austerities. It is not enough if you do austerity.Rang<strong>in</strong>g from early ris<strong>in</strong>g and bath, starv<strong>in</strong>g, fast<strong>in</strong>g, half-fast<strong>in</strong>gand <strong>the</strong> like to <strong>the</strong> various meditations <strong>in</strong>itiated <strong>in</strong>to by a variety <strong>of</strong>preceptors, austerities are multiple and colourful. But all <strong>the</strong>se neednot be <strong>the</strong> proper ones for know<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> Self. F<strong>in</strong>d out <strong>the</strong> properone and pursue it if you can.At one stage I feel like say<strong>in</strong>g God is created <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> image <strong>of</strong> man. Yes,man imag<strong>in</strong>es God and makes Him <strong>the</strong> way he wishes. He can make anymistake <strong>in</strong> so do<strong>in</strong>g. And all such mistakes will br<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir troublesand dangers. In <strong>the</strong> whole field <strong>of</strong> God, <strong>the</strong>re is little whichman does not make himself. And this is how a lot <strong>of</strong> confusion andfight prevails.Where did Duhshasana lose, and where did Draupadi ga<strong>in</strong>, if <strong>the</strong>yreally did so? This is a conflict which should be understood and<strong>the</strong>n resolved. Our Scriptures present a number <strong>of</strong> conflicts andcontradictions. That is <strong>the</strong>ir way. The <strong>in</strong>tention is to make <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>telligentman and seeker th<strong>in</strong>k for himself, enquire deeply and f<strong>in</strong>d51


out what he wishes to. Then he has to stabilize his understand<strong>in</strong>gand faith <strong>in</strong> what he has found out firsthand. To make his searchsafe and fruitful, <strong>the</strong>re is every help and guidance given.The triplets <strong>of</strong> DharmaS<strong>in</strong>cerity <strong>of</strong> purpose is <strong>the</strong> one quality that counts everywhere <strong>in</strong> allour actions and pursuits. To be s<strong>in</strong>cere all have an equal chanceand power. Even <strong>the</strong> weak and <strong>the</strong> un<strong>in</strong>telligent can raise s<strong>in</strong>cerity<strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>mselves as much as <strong>the</strong>ir more blessed counterparts. It needsno greatness <strong>of</strong> position, power or superiority. You f<strong>in</strong>d <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>stancewe discuss, both Duhshasana and Draupadi equally s<strong>in</strong>cere.The womanly weakness and <strong>in</strong>feriority did not stand <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> way <strong>of</strong>Draupadi arous<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> best notes <strong>of</strong> s<strong>in</strong>cerity from with<strong>in</strong> her. Thechild can be as much s<strong>in</strong>cere as <strong>the</strong> grown up. So, none can compla<strong>in</strong><strong>of</strong> unequalness or lack <strong>of</strong> opportunity <strong>in</strong> this sublime virtue.S<strong>in</strong>cerity arises from sentiments and emotions, or say feel<strong>in</strong>gs. It isa k<strong>in</strong>d <strong>of</strong> total identification with <strong>the</strong> object or purpose <strong>in</strong> hand.There is no need for reason or anyth<strong>in</strong>g subtler like that to evokes<strong>in</strong>cerity at any time. In India <strong>the</strong>re have always been a number <strong>of</strong>spiritual seekers and sa<strong>in</strong>ts, whose pursuit was dom<strong>in</strong>ated by s<strong>in</strong>cerity<strong>of</strong> purpose and total identification more than anyth<strong>in</strong>g else.Steeped <strong>in</strong> s<strong>in</strong>cerity many have gone to several extremes, whichwould have normally been considered wrong and disastrous. But<strong>the</strong>y were extraord<strong>in</strong>arily saved from <strong>the</strong> disastrous consequences.Why? Only because, <strong>the</strong>y had <strong>the</strong>ir stand <strong>in</strong> s<strong>in</strong>cerity. The mered<strong>in</strong>t <strong>of</strong> s<strong>in</strong>cerity, however much wrongly placed it was <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> eye <strong>of</strong>reason, is <strong>the</strong> only force and power which saved <strong>the</strong>m. This is but anatural law, a fundamental one, govern<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> human heart andlife.52


But mere s<strong>in</strong>cerity will not be adequate, as perhaps <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>stance <strong>of</strong>Duhshasana suggests. What is fur<strong>the</strong>r needed is an important enquiry.The motive and ideal must be good. Goodness is <strong>the</strong> ultimatewatchword. Well, <strong>the</strong> question arises as to what goodness consists<strong>of</strong>. Goodness can have several facets and expressions. But briefly itlies <strong>in</strong> giv<strong>in</strong>g freedom to <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>rs as much as one wants it for oneself.One should let o<strong>the</strong>rs live just like one seeks to live oneself. In<strong>the</strong> pursuit <strong>of</strong> our life, we should not take away or <strong>in</strong>terfere with<strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>rs' lives. The needs, urges and ideals <strong>of</strong> life are <strong>the</strong>re for oneand all. And each should consider <strong>the</strong>m as relevant and necessary.A consideration <strong>of</strong> this nature <strong>in</strong>stantly br<strong>in</strong>gs <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> need for restra<strong>in</strong>ts<strong>in</strong> oneself. A number <strong>of</strong> restra<strong>in</strong>ts apply<strong>in</strong>g to <strong>the</strong> body andsenses on <strong>the</strong> one hand and to <strong>the</strong> m<strong>in</strong>d, <strong>in</strong>telligence and heart on<strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r thus call for adoption and pursuit. Restra<strong>in</strong>t is thus <strong>the</strong>third virtue, quite imperative as <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>rs. Every misbehaviour,<strong>in</strong>terference and assault arises only when restra<strong>in</strong>ts are lack<strong>in</strong>g.Duhshasana failed to apply <strong>the</strong> restra<strong>in</strong>t needed and that is why heassaulted Draupadi. Yudhishthira, stand<strong>in</strong>g on <strong>the</strong> opposite side,displayed it copiously. Bound by his own promises, he removedhis garment just when Kama demanded it and lay<strong>in</strong>g it on <strong>the</strong>ground he stood mute as a loyal servant <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> enemies. Bheemanow and <strong>the</strong>n erupted, no doubt, lack<strong>in</strong>g restra<strong>in</strong>t, but when admonishedhe checked himself.One takes to thiev<strong>in</strong>g only because he lacks restra<strong>in</strong>t. One takes tostealth due to <strong>the</strong> same <strong>in</strong>stigation and cause. In any walk <strong>of</strong> life, itis greed and misplaced feel<strong>in</strong>gs and thoughts that pull a man to <strong>the</strong>wrong course <strong>of</strong> life.In <strong>the</strong> Bhagavadgeeta, though many th<strong>in</strong>gs are discussed and laiddown as <strong>the</strong> foundation and pursuit <strong>of</strong> dharma, <strong>the</strong>re is one po<strong>in</strong>t53


which alone ranks supreme. It is placed as <strong>the</strong> first and last limb <strong>of</strong>Dharma and Wisdom. Indriya-nigraha or <strong>in</strong>driya-niyamana is thisf<strong>in</strong>e virtue – restra<strong>in</strong>t <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> senses. In describ<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> stitha-prajna,<strong>the</strong> guna-ateeta, <strong>the</strong> bhakta as well as <strong>the</strong> knower, Sri Krishna repeatedlystresses upon <strong>the</strong> one limb, namely restra<strong>in</strong>t <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> senses.When one’s senses are restra<strong>in</strong>ed, he becomes a lover <strong>of</strong> everyone,even <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> enemy. He is also loved by one and all. All quarrels,fights, competitions and conflicts, all have <strong>the</strong>ir orig<strong>in</strong> <strong>in</strong> lack <strong>of</strong>restra<strong>in</strong>t. In pursu<strong>in</strong>g and practis<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> right type <strong>of</strong> restra<strong>in</strong>t <strong>in</strong><strong>the</strong> right and feasible manner, lies <strong>the</strong> golden solution for all humanproblems, both <strong>in</strong>dividual and social.In <strong>the</strong> case <strong>of</strong> Draupadi’s humiliation, Duhshasana respected onlyhis own feel<strong>in</strong>gs and views. He threw aside those <strong>of</strong> Draupadi aswell as <strong>the</strong> several o<strong>the</strong>rs <strong>in</strong>clud<strong>in</strong>g some <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> best elders likeVidura, Bheeshma, etc. Where a check and restra<strong>in</strong>t had to be appliedhe deliberately did not. For that mistake, he alone was responsible.Naturally it brought its own consequences. The <strong>in</strong>dweller<strong>in</strong> him did not <strong>in</strong>terfere with his trend <strong>of</strong> th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g or values.Those whose feel<strong>in</strong>gs were <strong>in</strong>terfered with and <strong>the</strong>reby gotwounded and pa<strong>in</strong>ed were Draupadi herself and <strong>the</strong>n her husbands,besides <strong>the</strong> elders like Bheeshma and Vidura. Each <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>mcame out with his own counter thoughts and measures.Draupadi found Duhshasana impossible to bear. But she could notdo anyth<strong>in</strong>g to resist him bodily or externally. Her husbands, whowere <strong>the</strong> ones to give her defence were stand<strong>in</strong>g helplessly mute.Naturally her s<strong>in</strong>cerity and need both turned to <strong>the</strong> Indweller. She usedher wits and powers <strong>in</strong> desperation to br<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> Indwell<strong>in</strong>g Powerto an extraord<strong>in</strong>ary measure <strong>of</strong> protection. Why not? That was herwont, decision and challenge. She was moved more by <strong>the</strong> direneed <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> hour and <strong>the</strong> spontaneous feel<strong>in</strong>gs <strong>of</strong> her heart. It was54


not so much reason. Reason arises only when <strong>the</strong> background <strong>of</strong>calm and composure is first <strong>the</strong>re. Draupadi's m<strong>in</strong>d gave forth reason,but that was earlier when <strong>the</strong> news <strong>of</strong> Duryodhana ga<strong>in</strong><strong>in</strong>g her<strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> game was broken to her by Pratikami. She sternly responded:"Whom did <strong>the</strong> k<strong>in</strong>g stake first, himself or me?"But now <strong>the</strong> situation was far more unnerv<strong>in</strong>g and sudden. It wasan <strong>in</strong>stance <strong>of</strong> molest, that too right <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> midst <strong>of</strong> an open assemblyby an act <strong>of</strong> pull<strong>in</strong>g her dress. Probably that was <strong>the</strong> first timewhen a woman <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> land was ever submitted to a plight such asthis.Naturally a flood <strong>of</strong> emotions and feel<strong>in</strong>gs surged up <strong>in</strong> her heart.It gave vent <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> form <strong>of</strong> a hectic call for protection. The with<strong>in</strong> -<strong>the</strong> presence dwell<strong>in</strong>g with<strong>in</strong> whatever we see outside, be<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong>cause <strong>of</strong> everyth<strong>in</strong>g be it <strong>the</strong> vast space or <strong>the</strong> numberless galaxies,here too <strong>the</strong> with<strong>in</strong> could produce <strong>the</strong> necessary extraord<strong>in</strong>ary phenomenon.God's identity absoluteGod and His Power are not anyth<strong>in</strong>g remote or separate, as manyare prone to th<strong>in</strong>k. He may be transcendent, but surely He is immanent.Everyth<strong>in</strong>g is He himself, not <strong>the</strong> least different. Like a p<strong>in</strong>ch<strong>of</strong> sugar dissolved <strong>in</strong> a cup <strong>of</strong> water, His nature and Power arefused <strong>in</strong> everyth<strong>in</strong>g created, animate as well as <strong>in</strong>animate, and arefound to exist <strong>in</strong> one form or o<strong>the</strong>r. Every form <strong>of</strong> existence has itsown specific place and importance. Noth<strong>in</strong>g is <strong>in</strong>ferior or superior.The crow flies because <strong>of</strong> its power, which is truly <strong>the</strong> power <strong>of</strong>God Himself. The mosquito too bites <strong>in</strong> exactly <strong>the</strong> same manner,deriv<strong>in</strong>g its motivation from <strong>the</strong> same s<strong>in</strong>gle source.55


The humans too are fused <strong>in</strong>to <strong>the</strong> be<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> God. God’s power isfused <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>m as sugar <strong>in</strong> water. It is this power that makes <strong>the</strong>body brea<strong>the</strong> and function. The m<strong>in</strong>d th<strong>in</strong>ks because <strong>of</strong> it. The <strong>in</strong>telligencereasons due to <strong>the</strong> same Power and source. In <strong>the</strong> work<strong>in</strong>g<strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> body and likewise <strong>in</strong> that <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> m<strong>in</strong>d and <strong>in</strong>telligence,noth<strong>in</strong>g except God’s power becomes manifest. It is but a question<strong>of</strong> know<strong>in</strong>g this supreme Truth.To look for God’s Grace as if it were someth<strong>in</strong>g away and separatefrom what already is <strong>in</strong> us and everywhere else, is <strong>the</strong> sheer poverty<strong>of</strong> true wisdom. To view only <strong>the</strong> extraord<strong>in</strong>ary phenomena,sudden strokes <strong>of</strong> miracles like what happened <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> case <strong>of</strong> Draupadi,as an act <strong>of</strong> God's Grace is also a poor wit <strong>of</strong> man. As God isequally present everywhere, <strong>the</strong> real seeker should try to th<strong>in</strong>k <strong>of</strong>him alike <strong>in</strong> all events and causes. That is <strong>the</strong> road lead<strong>in</strong>g toenlightenment and redemption.The prompt<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong> Draupadi's <strong>in</strong>telligence when she was first told<strong>of</strong> her servitude to Duryodhana, by which she torpedoed <strong>the</strong> wholeattempt <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Kaurava camp headed by Shakuni, was equally anact <strong>of</strong> God’s Grace and protection. The cont<strong>in</strong>uous leng<strong>the</strong>n<strong>in</strong>g <strong>of</strong>her dress when Duhshasana forcefully pulled it asunder was none<strong>the</strong> more. One was <strong>in</strong>ternal, <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r external. If at all, <strong>the</strong> seekershould try to f<strong>in</strong>d his <strong>in</strong>spiration <strong>in</strong> both. To stress one and <strong>the</strong>rebylower <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r will cut across his own ultimate object and ideal.Differentiation is sometimes dangerous. It may lead him far tooastray.Intelligence, <strong>the</strong> Supreme CreationOf all <strong>the</strong> th<strong>in</strong>gs created by <strong>the</strong> Supreme, <strong>the</strong> human with<strong>in</strong>, <strong>the</strong>m<strong>in</strong>d and <strong>in</strong>telligence <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> human, are <strong>the</strong> most superb. They are56


<strong>the</strong> most potent. From <strong>the</strong> m<strong>in</strong>d can arise <strong>the</strong> most august feel<strong>in</strong>gsand urges like love, k<strong>in</strong>dness and sacrifice. Equally so, from it canemerge <strong>the</strong> most corrupt feel<strong>in</strong>gs and urges like hatred, cruelty andselfishness. Because <strong>the</strong> m<strong>in</strong>d is <strong>the</strong> seat and source <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>se opposites,<strong>the</strong> scope and tussle <strong>of</strong> man is perpetually <strong>the</strong>re to bridle <strong>the</strong>m<strong>in</strong>d <strong>the</strong> way he wants and <strong>the</strong> way that is <strong>the</strong> best. But for thismystic sw<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>gness, our life would become stale and even <strong>in</strong>ert.Likewise <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>tellect <strong>of</strong> man too can drift <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> two directions, <strong>the</strong>creative and <strong>the</strong> destructive, <strong>the</strong> useful and <strong>the</strong> useless. Because <strong>the</strong>drift<strong>in</strong>g is sure to be <strong>the</strong>re, it becomes an uphill task to have it produce<strong>the</strong> best and <strong>the</strong> most fruitful.That is how right from <strong>the</strong> ancient times when our Seers began toprobe <strong>in</strong>to <strong>the</strong> hidden truths <strong>of</strong> Nature and <strong>the</strong> secret <strong>of</strong> supremeGoodness, <strong>the</strong>y hit upon <strong>the</strong> Gayatri as <strong>the</strong> most needed and fruitfulprayer and desire. More than <strong>the</strong> usual prayer, it is a creativethought where <strong>the</strong> th<strong>in</strong>ker determ<strong>in</strong>es for himself <strong>the</strong> path hewants to tread. The Gayatri mantra is very simple and lucid, preciseand firm <strong>in</strong> its content and import. May our <strong>in</strong>telligence be'properly' propelled by <strong>the</strong> Indwell<strong>in</strong>g Lord, who is worshippable, andwhose brilliance we meditate upon.The suggestion is very clear and should make everyone th<strong>in</strong>k whatit means to him or her.Com<strong>in</strong>g back to Draupadi's plight and <strong>the</strong> way it was resolved,even <strong>the</strong> withdrawal <strong>of</strong> Duhshasana did not term<strong>in</strong>ate <strong>the</strong> wholeissue and liberate her and her lords. The debate and <strong>in</strong>decision cont<strong>in</strong>ued.When no decision could be arrived at, suddenly Dhritarashtra'spalace was rebound<strong>in</strong>g with evil portends caused by birds,animals, etc. The news was reported to <strong>the</strong> old K<strong>in</strong>g. He got terri-57


fied. In his m<strong>in</strong>d he was already sure that <strong>the</strong> designs <strong>of</strong> Duryodhanaand Shakuni were bad and disastrous. But <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>sistence <strong>of</strong>his son and his own parental ties <strong>of</strong> attachment prevented himfrom sternly prevent<strong>in</strong>g Duryodhana from what he was propos<strong>in</strong>gto do. Now that <strong>the</strong> evil portends were also <strong>the</strong>re, Dhritarashtra feltall <strong>the</strong> more sure that his family would soon be on <strong>the</strong> verge <strong>of</strong> annihilation.So he hurried to get Draupadi to his presence and speak<strong>in</strong>gto her <strong>in</strong> gentle terms <strong>of</strong> approbation, he granted her threeboons; As a loyal wife and as a wise moralist, she chose only two <strong>of</strong><strong>the</strong>m by which she ga<strong>in</strong>ed <strong>the</strong> freedom <strong>of</strong> Yudhishthira and <strong>the</strong>four bro<strong>the</strong>rs. She refused to avail <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> third boon, regard<strong>in</strong>g it assuperfluous to her purpose and stressed <strong>the</strong> need for avoid<strong>in</strong>ggreed. She also declared, 'With my husbands set free, I want noth<strong>in</strong>gmore. Whatever is needed by me, <strong>the</strong>y will accomplish.' Whatgreater prudence and moderation can one th<strong>in</strong>k <strong>of</strong>?Here <strong>the</strong> sudden emergence <strong>of</strong> evil portends is also an act <strong>of</strong> Providence.First was <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>telligent enquiry <strong>of</strong> Draupadi as to who gotstaked first. Second was <strong>the</strong> visible protection given to her whenmolested by Duhshasana. Third is <strong>the</strong> emergence <strong>of</strong> evil portends.All <strong>the</strong>se are steps <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> same ladder, lead<strong>in</strong>g to <strong>the</strong> same height <strong>of</strong>purpose. One should not overstress one step or underrate ano<strong>the</strong>r.Each is <strong>in</strong> place and has <strong>the</strong> same importance as that <strong>of</strong> ano<strong>the</strong>r.The Value <strong>of</strong> DharmaLet me end <strong>the</strong> narrative on this important episode <strong>of</strong> moral andethical complexity. Let us see what this story tells us, <strong>the</strong> men andwomen <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> present day <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> context <strong>of</strong> our lives and problems.Whe<strong>the</strong>r it is devotion to God, <strong>the</strong> Almighty, or morality and ethics<strong>in</strong> one form or ano<strong>the</strong>r, <strong>in</strong> truth this is but a pursuit <strong>of</strong> man, which58


he takes up for <strong>the</strong> merit and protection which it is capable <strong>of</strong> giv<strong>in</strong>ghim. Righteousness has its value, place and usefulness for man.It is this usefulness that makes righteousness desirable, nay imperative.To consider that righteousness is a law born from <strong>the</strong> unseenheavens is not so much proper. The same is <strong>the</strong> case with devotionto God. Belief <strong>in</strong> God and <strong>the</strong> pursuit <strong>of</strong> devotion are meritoriousfor <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>tr<strong>in</strong>sic value and usefulness which <strong>the</strong>y hold forman. These aga<strong>in</strong> are man's wont, decision and pursuit.Know<strong>in</strong>g that this is so, it is for <strong>the</strong> devotee and moralist to makehis devotional and moral pursuits as true and proper as possible.Under <strong>the</strong> garb <strong>of</strong> devotion or morality, none can expect a licensefor committ<strong>in</strong>g wrongs and excesses. Like a false step, know<strong>in</strong>glyor unknow<strong>in</strong>gly done by any o<strong>the</strong>r person, <strong>the</strong> error made by <strong>the</strong>devotee and moralist is also sure to br<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> its wake its specificconsequences.Ins<strong>of</strong>ar as Yudhishthira, much aga<strong>in</strong>st his wishes or those <strong>of</strong> o<strong>the</strong>rs,<strong>in</strong>clud<strong>in</strong>g Sri Krishna, chose to play dice with Shakuni and as <strong>the</strong>first step began to <strong>of</strong>fer valuable and great stakes, describ<strong>in</strong>g hisriches and power <strong>in</strong> eulogical terms, it was natural that he was ledto <strong>the</strong> consequences <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> venture. In a game one loses or ga<strong>in</strong>s.And <strong>in</strong> this case Yudhishthira lost. It is true that he was a greatDharmishtha (moralist). But <strong>the</strong> fact is that even <strong>the</strong>n he played <strong>the</strong>game, agreed to play with Shakuni, know<strong>in</strong>g fully well that <strong>the</strong> latterwas an adept <strong>in</strong> foul play. When <strong>the</strong> game progressed, at everystage Yudhishthira tried to w<strong>in</strong>, but could not and did not. Naturally<strong>the</strong> fate <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> loser had to be accepted and faced. Was not thisthat happened?So even <strong>the</strong> best <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> righteous has to face <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>evitable consequence<strong>of</strong> what he does, know<strong>in</strong>gly and even unknow<strong>in</strong>gly. There59


is noth<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> righteousness which can <strong>in</strong>sulate him from <strong>the</strong> consequences<strong>of</strong> what he does. Now one may ask. What is <strong>the</strong>n <strong>the</strong> specialprotective power <strong>of</strong> righteousness or dharma?In spite <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> worst consequences and <strong>the</strong> righteous hav<strong>in</strong>g to face<strong>the</strong>m, he will f<strong>in</strong>d an ultimate course <strong>of</strong> redemption. It is true that<strong>the</strong> redemption will not always be easy or fast. As hard and pa<strong>in</strong>fulas <strong>the</strong> consequences are, so hard and slow will <strong>the</strong> redemption alsobe. But redemption is sure to come. That is where dharma derivesits unique merit. It becomes worthy <strong>of</strong> man's option and pursuit.Dharma protects when protected and preserved, is <strong>the</strong> one <strong>in</strong>fallibleassurance.You f<strong>in</strong>d this clearly demonstrated <strong>in</strong> this episode. Hold<strong>in</strong>g on todharma Yudhishthira hazarded to play <strong>the</strong> game, though he knewwell <strong>the</strong> stealth and its aftermath <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> process. But <strong>the</strong> refusal toplay would tantamount to cowardice and withdrawal <strong>in</strong> fear.Duryodhana should not have caused <strong>the</strong> play <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> manner hedid. Once he chose to challenge Yudhishthira, it was not right forhim to back away from <strong>the</strong> game. A true Dharmishtha must preservehis dharma at any cost. Whatever consequences may be aheadfor him, he should not fl<strong>in</strong>ch from its pursuit. Fear<strong>in</strong>g deceit and onthat account withdraw<strong>in</strong>g from a venture that faces <strong>the</strong>Dharmishtha <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> natural course <strong>of</strong> his life is not heroic or exemplary.In <strong>the</strong> pursuit <strong>of</strong> dharma, dharma's own damage alone need beconsidered and avoided.Once he chose to play, Yudhishthira did his part as was customary<strong>in</strong> a heroic manner. One after <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r, he began to lose his stakes.Fur<strong>the</strong>r, each time a new stake was <strong>of</strong>fered, particularly that whichhis opponent. Shakuni, wanted and <strong>in</strong>sisted upon. It was <strong>in</strong> thatstra<strong>in</strong>. Yudhishthira <strong>of</strong>fered himself first and <strong>the</strong>n at <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>sistence60


<strong>of</strong> his adversary staked Draupadi too.If while cl<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>g to Dharma and its pursuit a Dharmishtha is exploitedby his adversary by fair means or foul and is made to takedisastrous steps designed to destroy him, well, what is <strong>the</strong> solution?Where lies <strong>the</strong> protection for <strong>the</strong> votary <strong>of</strong> Dharma? To this,<strong>the</strong> answer lies <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> very sequence <strong>of</strong> th<strong>in</strong>gs that took place <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>game. Shakuni and Duryodhana had <strong>the</strong>ir evil <strong>in</strong>tentions. In mak<strong>in</strong>g<strong>the</strong>m pursue <strong>the</strong>se, <strong>the</strong> Supreme Power had seen to it that <strong>the</strong>irobject <strong>of</strong> attack, namely Yudhishtira, was dest<strong>in</strong>ed to be saved. Justlike <strong>the</strong> passage for escape had been built <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> wax palace, whichwas later on set fire to, here too Providence had made <strong>the</strong> hole forescape. In <strong>the</strong> former, <strong>the</strong> escape hole lay outside <strong>the</strong> palace. Thelatter was built right with<strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> body by mak<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> <strong>in</strong>telligenceshortsighted. What precisely did Shakuni and Duryodhana plan toensure, namely <strong>the</strong> slavery <strong>of</strong> Draupadi, that <strong>in</strong>deed became <strong>the</strong>lever for escape and means <strong>of</strong> redemption for <strong>the</strong> opponents.Draupadi, <strong>the</strong> complex womanNow let us th<strong>in</strong>k <strong>of</strong> Draupadi. Draupadi was bold and shrewd. Sheas a typical woman could take stock <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> situations with a practicaltouch. But along with heroism, exclusive loyalty and faithfulness,she had enough <strong>of</strong> competition and <strong>in</strong>tolerance towards <strong>the</strong>Duryodhana bro<strong>the</strong>rs. She had spoken teas<strong>in</strong>gly about Duryodhana,Karna and o<strong>the</strong>rs, and that is what provoked <strong>the</strong> latter'swrath and cruelty. Her morality and steadfastness were good andreward<strong>in</strong>g, but her o<strong>the</strong>r traits and <strong>in</strong>dulgence too were equallydamag<strong>in</strong>g <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir own way. One does not mean an escape from <strong>the</strong>o<strong>the</strong>r. Each has its own law <strong>of</strong> compensation.But none<strong>the</strong>less she was exclusive <strong>in</strong> her personal loyalties and ide-61


als. Her nature was such that <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> pursuit <strong>of</strong> her loyalties shewould brook no resistance or opposition. Although Arjuna was <strong>the</strong>one who won her hand after hitt<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> target with <strong>the</strong> bow <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>marriage assembly, Kunti, <strong>the</strong> mo<strong>the</strong>r <strong>of</strong> Arjuna, accidentally pronouncedher as <strong>the</strong> prize to be equally possessed and shared by all<strong>the</strong> five sons <strong>of</strong> hers. Without <strong>the</strong> least doubt or resentment, shehonoured and accepted this verdict <strong>of</strong> her mo<strong>the</strong>r-<strong>in</strong>-law andabided by it throughout her life. Arjuna and his o<strong>the</strong>r three bro<strong>the</strong>rshad accepted <strong>the</strong> elderl<strong>in</strong>ess and leadership <strong>of</strong> Yudhishthira <strong>in</strong>all matters. That <strong>in</strong>deed became <strong>the</strong> law for Draupadi too. All thisclearly reveals <strong>the</strong> greatness and exclusiveness <strong>of</strong> her th<strong>in</strong>k<strong>in</strong>g anddecisions.As a true woman, complex and strong <strong>in</strong> her emotions and sentiments,Draupadi did embody a sentimental side also with<strong>in</strong> her. Awoman would cease to be a woman if she is weak <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> display <strong>of</strong>timely sentiments. Giv<strong>in</strong>g vent to her sentiments liberally on <strong>the</strong>one hand and pursu<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> best and hardest ideals on <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r,this <strong>in</strong>deed is a curious moral mixture. It cannot but br<strong>in</strong>g a mixture<strong>of</strong> reciprocal developments and outcomes. And that is whattook place.Who, particularly which woman, will <strong>in</strong>deed have <strong>the</strong> courage andtimely prompt<strong>in</strong>g to resist heroically, without succumb<strong>in</strong>g, <strong>the</strong> assault<strong>of</strong> a tyrant like Duhshasana, who had not merely <strong>the</strong> might <strong>of</strong>position but also <strong>the</strong> strength <strong>of</strong> righteousness (at least until Draupadiquestioned it) to do what he did? Indeed it was no small heroism,no ord<strong>in</strong>ary decision. By mak<strong>in</strong>g such a decision and show<strong>in</strong>gsuch heroism, Draupadi had proved herself exceptionally strongand adorable <strong>in</strong> her mental and moral mettle and ideals. Naturallyon two accounts her step was pregnant with untold consequences.One was that like a strong whirlpool attract<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> substances float-62


<strong>in</strong>g on <strong>the</strong> surface near about <strong>in</strong>to itself, her thoughts and feel<strong>in</strong>gswould <strong>in</strong>evitably warrant <strong>the</strong>ir own reciprocal outcome. Secondlyonly a heroic m<strong>in</strong>d will be tested <strong>in</strong> an extraord<strong>in</strong>ary manner. Bymeans <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> first <strong>the</strong> natural laws <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> m<strong>in</strong>d are fulfilled, and by<strong>the</strong> latter a great elevation and reward are accomplished. Both arequite <strong>in</strong> place and promot<strong>in</strong>g too <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir effects.To be a strong and exclusive moralist or devotee does not mean tobe s<strong>of</strong>t and be gentle always or to pass through an easy and challengelesslife <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> world. As high and deep, as strong and exclusive,are one's ideals and pursuits, so hard and tough will be <strong>the</strong>trends and ordeals <strong>the</strong>y will call for. No hardship or test can be anexcess for such a person <strong>of</strong> pure ideals and pursuits. By stepp<strong>in</strong>g<strong>in</strong>to such hardships and trials, <strong>the</strong> devotee and <strong>the</strong> moraliststreng<strong>the</strong>ns and glorifies his decision and pursuits on <strong>the</strong> one hand.On <strong>the</strong> o<strong>the</strong>r, he allows Nature or Almighty to reveal to <strong>the</strong> rest <strong>of</strong><strong>the</strong> world how reward<strong>in</strong>g and redeem<strong>in</strong>g an exclusive pursuit canbe though attended with a number <strong>of</strong> risks and battles.Even today it is not <strong>the</strong> lakhs and crores <strong>of</strong> mortals who eat <strong>the</strong>irdaily bread, grow outwardly and <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> end brea<strong>the</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir last, perhapsleav<strong>in</strong>g to <strong>the</strong>ir posterity some bounty <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> form <strong>of</strong> housesand o<strong>the</strong>r riches that constitute <strong>the</strong> backbone <strong>of</strong> mental and moralcivilization <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> mank<strong>in</strong>d and <strong>the</strong>ir deep-rooted culture. Instead itis those rare few, mostly countable <strong>in</strong> f<strong>in</strong>gers, who, right from <strong>the</strong>start or soon later <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong>ir life set before <strong>the</strong>mselves sublime valuesand sound standards <strong>in</strong> <strong>the</strong> pursuit <strong>of</strong> which <strong>the</strong>y make, withpleasure and will<strong>in</strong>gness, any extent <strong>of</strong> sacrifices and risks. Of allsuch people, <strong>the</strong> assiduous moralists (righteous and dharmic personslike Yudhishthira) and <strong>the</strong> exclusive devotees (like Meera ando<strong>the</strong>rs) rank supreme. It is because <strong>of</strong> <strong>in</strong>stances such as <strong>the</strong>se and<strong>the</strong> historic <strong>in</strong>fluences which <strong>the</strong>y have perpetuated <strong>in</strong> our society63


ight from <strong>the</strong> ancient days, that even today at least one man hereand ano<strong>the</strong>r woman <strong>the</strong>re are born whose hearts and m<strong>in</strong>ds get<strong>in</strong>spired to make <strong>the</strong> highest <strong>of</strong> seek<strong>in</strong>g and <strong>the</strong> deepest <strong>of</strong> yearn<strong>in</strong>g.* * *64


Books by <strong>Swami</strong> <strong>Bhoomananda</strong> <strong>Tirtha</strong>1. Brahma Vidya Abhyasa2. Quietitude <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> M<strong>in</strong>d3. Essential Concepts <strong>of</strong> Bhagavadgeeta (Volumes 1 to 6)4. My Beloved Baba5. Prabhaata-rashmih (Volume 1 & 2)6. Div<strong>in</strong>iz<strong>in</strong>g Every Moment7. Vedantic Way <strong>of</strong> Liv<strong>in</strong>g8. Krishna as 24 Teachers9. Secret <strong>of</strong> Self- Realization10. Words that illum<strong>in</strong>e (Book 1 & 2)11. Sannyaasa – An Inner Pilgrimage12. Aatmaanubhooti (Self-Experience)13. Genesis & Relevance <strong>of</strong> Temple Worship14. Drops <strong>of</strong> Nectar from Sreemad Bhaagavatam15. To <strong>the</strong> Householder16. Garland <strong>of</strong> Three Jewels17. Worshipp<strong>in</strong>g <strong>the</strong> Lord with<strong>in</strong>For more details regard<strong>in</strong>g publications, contact:Narayanashrama TapovanamVeng<strong>in</strong>issery, P.O. Ammadam, Trichur,Kerala - 680563, IndiaEmail: ashram1@gmail.com;Website: http://www.swamibhoomanandatirtha.org

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