Wanted by Her Lost Love

ut he wanted to forget and move on. Was she anidiot to want more than that? Was she stupid to wanthim to know how wrong he’d been?It was a dilemma that plagued her every singleday that she and Ryan were back together. Part ofher wanted to make him listen and to demand thathe accept that he’d been wrong if he expected her togive this whole thing another shot.Another part of her told her that her pride and heranger were barriers to her own happiness.Wasn’t a life with Ryan what she ultimatelywanted? Did it matter how she achieved that goal?She stared up at the ceiling as she lay in bed.Yeah, it did. It really did. She couldn’t go throughtheir life together knowing it was in the back ofRyan’s mind that she’d slept with someone elsewhen she’d promised to be faithful to him.She had to accept that what she really feared wasthat when she did confront Ryan, he’d reject her allover again, and if that happened, she knew shecouldn’t spend her life with someone who didn’t trusther.She was a coward, but it was the cold, hard truththat fear was what held her back. Not pride. Not