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86 BLACK SHEEP.will never swerve or falter — the passion yvhichwill blot out from your knowledge or your fearseverythingbeyonditself."Weak, imaginative, without principle, easilyruled by strength, though a despot to yveakness,the yvomanhe addressed listened to him like onein a dream. Not until afterwards did a sense ofbeing tricked and trapped come to her. Had herdemeanour towards Routh really implied all this?Had she yielded to the rapacity for admiration,to the thirst for conquest,which had ahvays dominatedin her nature, once too often, and far toocompletely? This was precisely what she haddone, and she hacl fallen into the hands of astronger being than herself. In a blind vague,groping kind of way she felt this, and felt thatshe could not help or deliver herself, and felt ityvith somethinglike fear, evenyvhile her imaginationand her vanity yvere intoxicated by the minglingof defiance and pleading in his words, in histones, and inhis looks."You and I," he went on, "would say toothers, would say to each other in some of ourmoods, or would have said when first wemet, that
THE SEVERING OF THE HAIR. 87no such thing as this all-sufficing love exists,buteach of us knows yvell that it does, and may and■shallbe ours! This is what / mean.AgainIaskyou, what is your meaningin all this ?"" Idon't know," she replied, releasing herhands, and rising. He allowed her to pass him,and to walk to the fireplace. She stood there,her radiant figure glittering in the lustre of thefire and the wax-lights. She stood there,her headbent, her hands before her, the fingers interlaced.After a minute, Routh folloyved her, and stood" Then you will not ansyver me — you will notbefore her.tell me what your meaning yvas in sending forme to-night?"oThere yvas tenderness in his tonenoyv, and the slight inflection of a sense of injurywhich rarely fails yvith a woman." Yes," she said, looking up full athim, " Iwilltell you.Iwanted to let you knoyv thatIthinkof going away."" Going away!" cried Routh, in unboundedamazement — " Goingaway! Whatdo youmean?'"Just whatIsay," she replied, recoveringherself,and resuming her usual tone ancl manner
- Page 44 and 45: 36 BLACK SHEEP." Iwill," she said,
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- Page 54 and 55: 46 BLACK SHEEP.ask me anything now.
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THE SEVERING OF THE HAIR. 87no such thing as this all-sufficing love exists,buteach of us knows yvell that it does, and may and■shallbe ours! This is what / mean.AgainIaskyou, what is your meaningin all this ?"" Idon't know," she replied, releasing herhands, and rising. He allowed her to pass him,and to walk to the fireplace. She stood there,her radiant figure glittering in the lustre of thefire and the wax-lights. She stood there,her headbent, her hands before her, the fingers interlaced.After a minute, Routh folloyved her, and stood" <strong>The</strong>n you will not ansyver me — you will notbefore her.tell me what your meaning yvas in sending forme to-night?"o<strong>The</strong>re yvas tenderness in his tonenoyv, and the slight inflection of a sense of injurywhich rarely fails yvith a woman." Yes," she said, looking up full athim, " Iwilltell you.Iwanted to let you knoyv thatIthinkof going away."" Going away!" cried Routh, in unboundedamazement — " Goingaway! Whatdo youmean?'"Just whatIsay," she replied, recoveringherself,and resuming her usual tone ancl manner