A treatise on comforting afflicted consciences - The Digital Puritan

A treatise on comforting afflicted consciences - The Digital Puritan A treatise on comforting afflicted consciences - The Digital Puritan

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:332 INSTRUCTIONS FOR COMFORTINGJ^avid, nor in Peter). But he was so earnest after iti'irst, because that little which was left, was scarcely ornot at all seiisible in his spiritual distress. Where theglory of the sun hath lately been, the succession of acandle's light is little worth. Secondly, and because nowhe vehemently thirsteth after a great deal mt.re than he atpresent had. Learned and rich men think themselves notWhen thelearned and rich in respect of what they desire.sun begins to peep up, we gaze no longer at stars. God'scomforting Spirit began a little to warm his heart again,whereupon he grew so eager and greedy of that heavenlyheat, that he thinks his heart key-cold, except it flame tothe height. That damp and darkness of spirit into whichhe was fallen by reason of his grievous fall, had so frozenhis affections witii disconsolate deadness and heaviness ofheart, that a little glimpse of spiritual life and lightsomenessis presently swallowed up as it were, and devoured ;and serves only to set an edge to his desire, to whet hisstomach, and stir up his appetite after a more full and furtherfruition of those comfortable graces and wonted communionwith his God, a retaste and return whereof is sosweet and dear unto his soul.Take heed then that you do not mistake. When I speakof a spiritual desertion, I mean it not either in respect ofa total or final dereliction and forsaking on God's part, ora total and final falling away on the saint's side ; to holdsuch an apostasy were a fearful apostasy ; but only in respectof the exercise and operation of grace, of presentsense and feeling, as I said before. Life lies still in theroot ; and upon the first breaking out of the heavenly andhealing beams upon the soul from the sun of righteousnessreturning in mercy, puts forth again and prospers. Davidbeing astonished with a mighty blow of temptation (asBernard resembles it), lay for a time, as it were, in aswoon ; but upon the voice of the prophet, sounding in hisear, he awakened and came to himself. As we see in heatedwater, the air's blowing upon it doth recover and reduce itto its former natural coldness, by the aid of that little remainderof refrigerating power which is originally rooted inthat element : so by tiie awaking of the north wind andcoming of the south, I mean the blessed Spirit's breathingafresh upon David's heart, scorched dangerously with thefire of lust, by stirring up and refreshing the retired andradical power of grace, that immortal seed of God, never tobe lost, did sweetly and graciously bring it again to itsformer spiritual, comfortable temper and constitution.2. Sometimes the Lord may for a time withdraw the

AFFLICTED CONSCIEISCES. 333light of his countenance and sense of his graces from hischild, that he may be driven thereby to take a new andmore exact review, a most serious thorough survey of hisyouthful sins, of that dark time which he wholly spentupon the devil ;and so put again, as it were, into thepangs of his new-birth, that Christ may be more perfectlyformed in him, that he may again behold with fear andtrembling the extreme loathsomeness and aggravated guiltof his old abominable lusts ; and so renewing his sorrowand repairing repentance, grow into a further detestation ofthem, a more absolute divorce irom his insinuating bosomsin, and be happily frighted afresh and for ever from thevery garment spotted of the flesh, and all appearance ofevil. 1 hat upon this occasion he may make a new inquisitionand deeper search into the whole state of his conscience,several passages of his conversation, and everycorner of his heart ; and so for the time to come more carefullycut oft' all occasion of sin, and with more resolutionand watchfulness oppose and stand at stave's end withevery lust, passion, distraction in holy duties, enticementsto relapse, spiritual laziness, lukewarmness, worldliness,&c. with greater severity to crucify our corruptions,^ andever presently and impartially execute the law of the Spiritagainst the rebellions of the flesh.This it may seem was one end of Job's spiritual afflictionin this kind. In chap, xiii, 23, he is earnest and importunatewith God to know what be those iniquities, transgressions,and sins, which had turned his face and favour fromhim in that fearful manner, as though he was a merestranger, or rather a professed enemy unto his majesty.And he presently apprehends the burthen and bitternessof the iniquities of his youth. " Thou writest," saith he," bitter things against me, and makest me possess the iniquitiesof my youth. At all such times, when God thushides his face from us, and leaves us to the darkness of ourown spirits, the sins of our youth are wont to lie mostheavy upon our hearts, and exact at our hands a more specialrenewing, increase, and perfecting of penitent sorrow ;for they are acted with the very strength of corruption, inthe heat of sensuality and heiglit of rebellion. Hence itwas that even David himself cries out, " Remember notthe sins of ray jouth " (Psalm xxv, 7); and so do manymore many times with much bitterness of spirit.It is so, then, that God may deal thus in mercy evenwith his dearest servants, especially if penitent grief andtrouble of conscience in their conversation were not insome good measure answerable to their former abominable

:332 INSTRUCTIONS FOR COMFORTINGJ^avid, nor in Peter). But he was so earnest after iti'irst, because that little which was left, was scarcely ornot at all seiisible in his spiritual distress. Where theglory of the sun hath lately been, the successi<strong>on</strong> of acandle's light is little worth. Sec<strong>on</strong>dly, and because nowhe vehemently thirsteth after a great deal mt.re than he atpresent had. Learned and rich men think themselves notWhen thelearned and rich in respect of what they desire.sun begins to peep up, we gaze no l<strong>on</strong>ger at stars. God's<strong>comforting</strong> Spirit began a little to warm his heart again,whereup<strong>on</strong> he grew so eager and greedy of that heavenlyheat, that he thinks his heart key-cold, except it flame tothe height. That damp and darkness of spirit into whichhe was fallen by reas<strong>on</strong> of his grievous fall, had so frozenhis affecti<strong>on</strong>s witii disc<strong>on</strong>solate deadness and heaviness ofheart, that a little glimpse of spiritual life and lightsomenessis presently swallowed up as it were, and devoured ;and serves <strong>on</strong>ly to set an edge to his desire, to whet hisstomach, and stir up his appetite after a more full and furtherfruiti<strong>on</strong> of those comfortable graces and w<strong>on</strong>ted communi<strong>on</strong>with his God, a retaste and return whereof is sosweet and dear unto his soul.Take heed then that you do not mistake. When I speakof a spiritual deserti<strong>on</strong>, I mean it not either in respect ofa total or final derelicti<strong>on</strong> and forsaking <strong>on</strong> God's part, ora total and final falling away <strong>on</strong> the saint's side ; to holdsuch an apostasy were a fearful apostasy ; but <strong>on</strong>ly in respectof the exercise and operati<strong>on</strong> of grace, of presentsense and feeling, as I said before. Life lies still in theroot ; and up<strong>on</strong> the first breaking out of the heavenly andhealing beams up<strong>on</strong> the soul from the sun of righteousnessreturning in mercy, puts forth again and prospers. Davidbeing ast<strong>on</strong>ished with a mighty blow of temptati<strong>on</strong> (asBernard resembles it), lay for a time, as it were, in aswo<strong>on</strong> ; but up<strong>on</strong> the voice of the prophet, sounding in hisear, he awakened and came to himself. As we see in heatedwater, the air's blowing up<strong>on</strong> it doth recover and reduce itto its former natural coldness, by the aid of that little remainderof refrigerating power which is originally rooted inthat element : so by tiie awaking of the north wind andcoming of the south, I mean the blessed Spirit's breathingafresh up<strong>on</strong> David's heart, scorched dangerously with thefire of lust, by stirring up and refreshing the retired andradical power of grace, that immortal seed of God, never tobe lost, did sweetly and graciously bring it again to itsformer spiritual, comfortable temper and c<strong>on</strong>stituti<strong>on</strong>.2. Sometimes the Lord may for a time withdraw the

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