A treatise on comforting afflicted consciences - The Digital Puritan
A treatise on comforting afflicted consciences - The Digital Puritan A treatise on comforting afflicted consciences - The Digital Puritan
328 INSTRUCTIONS FOR COMFORTINGand naughty opinions, which many times fearfully infectour chiefest city ; and some proud companions and ignorantteachers there and elsewhere, are ever ready to lay holdupon ; whom you may ordinarily discern by their luciferianpride and lewd tongues, to the great hurt and hindrance ofthe power of godliness, holy obedience to the blessed lawof God, and humble walking with him ; if any will be somiserable and mad as to listen to such petty and paltrytrash, idle and cheating dreams, contrary to the doctrinewhich they have learned, or should have learned (for thesefellows were never well catechized); if professors will bechildren still, " tossed to and fro, and carried about withevery wind of doctrine by the sleight of men, and cunningcraftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive," which Godforbid. For if it be possible that any true heart be entangled,I hope he will quickly in cool blood disensnarehimself. As these tare-sowers themselves are ordinarilyvery superficial in ministerial abilities ; so, for the mostpart, their disciples are only the foolish virgins and unsoundprofessors of the places through which they pass. Sixthly,to danger of some future grievous desertion, extraordinarytemptations, or revisitation with far greater terrors thanthey tasted at their first turning into the ways of God, &c.CHAP. XI.The Fourth Malady.Two Causes of this Malady.In a fourth place, I come to spiritual desertion, which putsthe Christian for the present into a most dark and uncomfortablecondition ; 1 mean, when the most wise God, forsome holy ends, seeming good unto himself, retires for atime, and withholds from the heart of his child the light ofhis countenance, the beams of his favour, and sense of hislove. Whereupon, though the root of spiritual life, thehabit of faith and fundamental power of salvation and eternalsafety remain still and sure in his soul, never to beshaken or prevailed against, no, not by the very gates ofhell, or concurrent forces and fury of all the powers of darkness;yet for the time he finds and feels in himself a fearfuldeprivation and discontinuance of the feeling and fruitionof God's pleased face, exercise of faith, pardon of sin, inwardpeace, joy in the Holy Ghost, cheerfulness in welldoingand godly duties, confidence in prayer, assurance ot
AIFLICTED CONSCIENCES. 329being in a saving state, &c. ; so that he may judge himselfto have been formerly a hypocrite *; and for the presentcan very hardly, or not at all, distinguish his vvoful conditionfrom that of a cast-away. This secret and wonderfulwork of spiritual desertion doth God much exerciseand practise upon his children in many cases, for manycauses.1. Sometimes upon a re-ensnarement in some secretbosom lust, which was their darling and delight in the daysof their rebellion, relapSe into which Satan labours industriouslyto procure by all his devices ; for he gains greatlythereby. For so the new convert, considering in cool bloodwhat he hath done, may be cast upon such compldints asthese :—Alas "?! what have I done now This pestilent oldpollution, which so wofully wasted my conscience in timepast, hath fearfully reinfected my newly- washed soul. Ihave again, woe is me ! fallen into the abhorred pit of thisfoul sin, 1 have grieved that good Spirit which was latelycome to dwell in me. All the former horrors charge afreshupon my heart, from which I was happily freed even bysome glimpses of heavenly joy. 1 have wretchedly let gomy hold, lost my peace, broke my vows, and blessed communionwilh my God. Ah ! wretch that I am ; what shallI do ? And thereupon may fall upon a temptation of returningto his disavowed sensual delights, out of the conceit,that whatever he may do cannot make him worse thanhe is. Do what 1 can, 1 see I can never hold out, &c.Or he may plunge into the slavish perplexity—I dare notgo to God, 1 liave used him so villanously after such immeasurablekindness ; and provoked the " eyes of his glory"with such prodigious impurity, after I was purged. I darenot fall again to good-fellowship and former courses, lest Idraw some remarkable vengeance upon me now, and becertainly damned at last. So that he can neither lake pleasureupon the right hand or the left : or, which is most formy purpose, and that which the devil specially desires, Godtherefore may hide his face from him, and leave him to thedarkness of his own spirit, so that he may for a long time* But how is it possible tliat lie sliould entertain any such thought,since he knows in his own heart that he liath formerly made conscienceof avoiding all sin, and laboured to please God in all things, whicli areinfallible notes of a new man ? In height and heat of temptation, hemay think that all the good he did was in pride and hypocrisy. Sodid one whom I might name, think that he forbore sin orily for slavishfear. So did another, and yet the darkness of his horror and errorheing dispersed, he comes again to himself, and sees clearly, that, thoiitrhwith much weakness, yet he did both the one and tlie other io sincerity;as did botli these blessed sahits of God aftervvard,2F 3
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AIFLICTED CONSCIENCES. 329being in a saving state, &c. ; so that he may judge himselfto have been formerly a hypocrite *; and for the presentcan very hardly, or not at all, distinguish his vvoful c<strong>on</strong>diti<strong>on</strong>from that of a cast-away. This secret and w<strong>on</strong>derfulwork of spiritual deserti<strong>on</strong> doth God much exerciseand practise up<strong>on</strong> his children in many cases, for manycauses.1. Sometimes up<strong>on</strong> a re-ensnarement in some secretbosom lust, which was their darling and delight in the daysof their rebelli<strong>on</strong>, relapSe into which Satan labours industriouslyto procure by all his devices ; for he gains greatlythereby. For so the new c<strong>on</strong>vert, c<strong>on</strong>sidering in cool bloodwhat he hath d<strong>on</strong>e, may be cast up<strong>on</strong> such compldints asthese :—Alas "?! what have I d<strong>on</strong>e now This pestilent oldpolluti<strong>on</strong>, which so wofully wasted my c<strong>on</strong>science in timepast, hath fearfully reinfected my newly- washed soul. Ihave again, woe is me ! fallen into the abhorred pit of thisfoul sin, 1 have grieved that good Spirit which was latelycome to dwell in me. All the former horrors charge afreshup<strong>on</strong> my heart, from which I was happily freed even bysome glimpses of heavenly joy. 1 have wretchedly let gomy hold, lost my peace, broke my vows, and blessed communi<strong>on</strong>wilh my God. Ah ! wretch that I am ; what shallI do ? And thereup<strong>on</strong> may fall up<strong>on</strong> a temptati<strong>on</strong> of returningto his disavowed sensual delights, out of the c<strong>on</strong>ceit,that whatever he may do cannot make him worse thanhe is. Do what 1 can, 1 see I can never hold out, &c.Or he may plunge into the slavish perplexity—I dare notgo to God, 1 liave used him so villanously after such immeasurablekindness ; and provoked the " eyes of his glory"with such prodigious impurity, after I was purged. I darenot fall again to good-fellowship and former courses, lest Idraw some remarkable vengeance up<strong>on</strong> me now, and becertainly damned at last. So that he can neither lake pleasureup<strong>on</strong> the right hand or the left : or, which is most formy purpose, and that which the devil specially desires, Godtherefore may hide his face from him, and leave him to thedarkness of his own spirit, so that he may for a l<strong>on</strong>g time* But how is it possible tliat lie sliould entertain any such thought,since he knows in his own heart that he liath formerly made c<strong>on</strong>scienceof avoiding all sin, and laboured to please God in all things, whicli areinfallible notes of a new man ? In height and heat of temptati<strong>on</strong>, hemay think that all the good he did was in pride and hypocrisy. Sodid <strong>on</strong>e whom I might name, think that he forbore sin orily for slavishfear. So did another, and yet the darkness of his horror and errorheing dispersed, he comes again to himself, and sees clearly, that, thoiitrhwith much weakness, yet he did both the <strong>on</strong>e and tlie other io sincerity;as did botli these blessed sahits of God aftervvard,2F 3