CAROL SElTZERAiming for the MouthTrying to look alluringI sit on the floor and readpoems, slowly sipping my vodkato stay calmer - since he'snot my type, this handsomerun-around moody man who'ddisappear in the morning withouta hug, forgetting my slinky pantsand the jazzy music and the specialsoy sauce for spinach noodles -but I still try to look alluringand smoke some herb, a quick hitto coat the nerves: I am a siren,sensors in my fingertips and lipsto get me laughing and talkingand offering my arms as I sitclose by, reeling, taking sipsof my drink. Aiming for my mouthI see it dribble down the frontof my sweater: embarrassed bymy clumsy desire, but too highto worry about it. He finallyleans over to kiss my mouth.30WESTERLY, No.2, JUNE, 1989
CAROL SElTZERPain, The Good KindI hear her moaningonce in awhile when windows,in my four-story building, open,making her steady hum, thenit gets higher and I can telltwo people are together, excited,one singing and the othersilent as I sit hereat two a.m., having exercisedand eaten, too full to move,my hair still wet. I cutmy nails and write checksfor monthly expenses, re-readletters to a friend in New York,wondering if he'll visit this week,and she get louder now,like pain, but the good kindI can vaguely remember, goingslowly on purpose, almostthere, working him upto a frenzy, stunned I canmake someone wince and closehis eyes, saying,over and over, Yes.She's only humming as I sithere, hoping to leave my windowsopen one day, maybe even heardby whole blocks of people.WESTERLY, No.2, JUNE, 1989 31
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- Page 8 and 9: JAN KEMPTo My Father, M.H.K.My fath
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- Page 20 and 21: VIRGINIA BERNARDA ValedictionWhen N
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- Page 26 and 27: well her students did, she was neve
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- Page 30 and 31: ANDREW TAYLORSpringSpring is a dive
- Page 34 and 35: GRAEME WILSONA Selection of Japanes
- Page 36 and 37: a highly ambivalent attitude to his
- Page 38 and 39: Esson attended some rehearsals of T
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KNUTE SKINNERAugust 15There's a lig
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M.E. PATTI WALKERThe Hook"Aren't yo
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lands or which have been taken over
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GEOFF GOODFELLOWToo MuchDianne is 1
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SHANE McCAULEYSouth Fremantle, Summ
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JEAN KENTWaiting Out the DroughtWai
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STEPHEN MAGEEJesus Falls, South Aus
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SIMON BROWNBlue Hole, Santothe colo
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CONAL FITZPATRICKA Brown Dog, Off A
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PAUL HETHERINGTONOne RoomIn teeming
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society, or, in the terms of the my
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emphasised (I think) in the referen
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Summer Leaves". This continues the
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Deficiency Bill in Western Australi
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invocation of pastoral near the beg
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particularly dreaded). The final re
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VINCENT O'SULLIVAN - is one of New
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