God, I remember, has been called Love and Lover, Health, Healing and Healer.Reflecting on this process <strong>of</strong> healing or changing, I get some comprehension <strong>of</strong>another common notion about God. By very many, though not by all, the powerwhich is God has been considered throughout the ages a unique power. Accordingto some He has at one time made, while according to others He is continuallymaking, everything there is. I may on many grounds come to believe either <strong>of</strong> theseassertions to be true. But as far as the physical and biological world is concernedit is not a fact which as yet I can say I have experienced. I can, however, say thatI have experienced God’s making <strong>of</strong> myself. For I have experienced this healing orchanging, and it is a process which I have every reason to describe not only as aremaking, but as the making, <strong>of</strong> me. It is “making” in the sense in which the word isused when we say “this will make a man <strong>of</strong> him” or “it will be the making <strong>of</strong> him.”<strong>The</strong> sense is a very deep one, for that phrase, like so many colloquial expressions,contains the germ <strong>of</strong> a whole philosophy and <strong>of</strong> a very sound one. God, we may sayin that sense, is the making <strong>of</strong> us.GOD AND THE CROSSGod, then, is power, which is patience, which is wisdom and love, which arethe healing and making <strong>of</strong> personality. <strong>The</strong> nature and degree <strong>of</strong> the power whichis God are most fully symbolised in the Crucifixion. <strong>The</strong> Crucifixion, it is true, is<strong>of</strong>ten interpreted very negatively. By some it is regarded, though never <strong>of</strong>ficially orquite clearly, as something which was meant to make life easy for us: whatever weare and whatever we do, it is implied, we have been saved once and for all by it,provided that by a ritual act and by an assent <strong>of</strong> the intellect we acknowledge it andthe Crucified. By others, on the contrary, it is held up to us in order to urge us tothe acceptance <strong>of</strong> suffering, frustration and unpleasantness, while the sole reasonfor our accepting these appears to be, at any rate ever since harps and angels havegone out <strong>of</strong> fashion, that if we do so, we shall be able to consider ourselves goodboys or noble men. Because <strong>of</strong> the negativity or sheer meaninglessness into whichthe symbolism has in many minds degenerated, and also because through the power<strong>of</strong> custom, even the Cross, however interpreted, has come to spell comfort, so thatits mention, like that <strong>of</strong> any familiar thing, serves only to keep the inactive believerasleep, one is tempted to omit all reference to it, hoping to give the substancewithout the word. But to denote the message <strong>of</strong> these pages in any other way thanby calling it the doctrine <strong>of</strong> the Cross would be to tell a lie. For that message theCross is a fact as undeniable that is to say, as inescapable as God and myself. Besides,dangerous as are the degenerative and soporific effects <strong>of</strong> any custom, there is alsoan advantage in linking up with what is sound in custom, and this we can do only byusing customary language. It is for us to guard against the danger and to pr<strong>of</strong>it fromthe soundness by making clear the meaning which we attach to the language, andthis is what I shall now endeavour to do in bringing the Cross into my definition <strong>of</strong>40
God. <strong>The</strong> reader who is asked to consider at this point definition only is at liberty toregard the whole account <strong>of</strong> the life, the divinity and crucifixion <strong>of</strong> Jesus as a fairytale invented and used by many people through many ages in order to illustratewhat they meant by God’s power in relation to the world as it is.<strong>The</strong> Crucifixion is an illustration <strong>of</strong> the Omnipotence <strong>of</strong> God which is thesame as love. God, it teaches us, is that power which changes degradation into glory,death into life, defeat into triumph, inertia into inexhaustible activity. (Jesus as Godtook on the degradation, imperfection and sin <strong>of</strong> humanity, was degraded on theCross, died and descended into hell and then rose into life again and ascended inglory into Heaven, from where lie is helping and will always help us to do what hedid.) <strong>The</strong> omnipotence <strong>of</strong> God is also asserted when we call Him the First Causeand Creator <strong>of</strong> all things. But that assertion is, as I have already said, one to be gotfrom reasoning or inference only, and its discussion would involve the consideration<strong>of</strong> many logical difficulties as well as <strong>of</strong> those still very obscure phenomena whichconstitute the physical and biological world. Here what philosophy <strong>of</strong> God we are<strong>of</strong>fering is a philosophy <strong>of</strong> experience. Such a philosophy is the philosophy <strong>of</strong> theCross. If, sticking to experience and avoiding mere inference, I wish to illustratewhat I mean by God’s omnipotence, I must refer to the Crucifixion. For whateveris illustrated by it, with the exception <strong>of</strong> the triumph over physical death, I canvouch for from my own experience. In the growing-changing-making process towhich I have been referring all the time, I experience the transmutation <strong>of</strong> thedeath (degradation or inertia) <strong>of</strong> my imagination, intellect, will and affection into alife endowed with that intensity, poetry and capacity for constant renewal which aredenoted by the term “Heaven.”From the side <strong>of</strong> God the Cross stands for the exercise <strong>of</strong> omnipotence in relationto a world <strong>of</strong> imperfection and evil. What is it for me and why should I lift it up andcarry it? For, once more, reflecting on God involves reflecting on myself. <strong>The</strong> Crossfor me is any constructive possibility which runs counter to my inclination or nature,that is to say, to my inertia (for inclination or natural proclivity follows the path <strong>of</strong>greatest ease which is the path <strong>of</strong> inertia). I am part <strong>of</strong> the universe <strong>of</strong> inertia which,at every point in space and every moment in time, both resists and aches for God’shealing and energising love, while God in turn waits for admission with a patiencecommensurate with His omnipotence. At the point and moment occupied by me, I,and only I, am the door through which He can enter. If, following my inclination,I act as resistance or inertia, then I prolong the reign <strong>of</strong> feebleness and death. If,on the other hand, I go against my inclination, deny myself as inertia or resistance,take up the Cross, then I become the point at which omnipotence manifests itself.My reason for taking up the Cross is that by so doing I participate in, or become theinstrument <strong>of</strong>, the omnipotence which is God.<strong>The</strong> teaching <strong>of</strong> the following pages is simply an expansion <strong>of</strong> this statement.41
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