END NOTES1. Philip Leon, <strong>The</strong> <strong>Philosophy</strong> <strong>of</strong> <strong>Courage</strong> or the Oxford Group Way (New York: OxfordUniversity Press, 1939).2. <strong>The</strong> great American theologian Reinhold Niebuhr quoted that work in his ownmasterwork, <strong>The</strong> Nature and Destiny <strong>of</strong> Man (1941), in Ch. 7, “Man as Sinner,” p. 204,note 2: “Philip Leon, in an invaluable study <strong>of</strong> human egotism, analyses self-deceptionas follows: ‘<strong>The</strong> self-deceiver does not believe ... what he says or he would notbe a deceiver. He does believe what he says or he would not be deceived. He bothbelieves and does not believe ... or he would not be self-deceived.’ <strong>The</strong> Ethics <strong>of</strong> Power,p. 258.” This passage shows Leon already coming out with important philosophicalideas which the French existentialist philosopher Jean-Paul Sartre was going to makefamous in works like his L’Être et le Néant (“Being and Nothingness” 1943).3. Lady Margaret Hall (founded in 1878) was the first women’s college establishedas part <strong>of</strong> Oxford University. It is located only a couple <strong>of</strong> blocks south from where Ilived at Park Town when I was a student at Oxford. I arrived at Oxford to begin mystudies in 1965, exactly thirty years after Leon went to that house party—a generationlater, although there were still many similarities to, and reminiscences <strong>of</strong>, Oxford inthe 1930’s.4. Thomas Aquinas, Summa contra Gentiles 1.13.3. Eng. trans. as St. Thomas Aquinas,On the Truth <strong>of</strong> the Catholic Faith: Summa Contra Gentiles, Book One: God, trans. AntonC. Pegis (Garden City NY: Image Books/Doubleday & Co., 1955). <strong>The</strong> same argumentwas given in briefer fashion in Thomas Aquinas, Summa <strong>The</strong>ologica I, q. 2, art.3.5. Big Book = <strong>Alcoholics</strong> <strong>Anonymous</strong>, 4th ed. (New York: <strong>Alcoholics</strong> <strong>Anonymous</strong>World Services, 2001; orig. pub. 1939) 67-68. But Bill W. later explained in more detailin the Twelve Steps and Twelve Traditions (New York: <strong>Alcoholics</strong> <strong>Anonymous</strong> WorldServices, 1952, 1953), in the chapter on the fourth step, what he had meant in the BigBook (on page 65) by the natural instincts (“our self-esteem, our security, our ambitions,our personal, or sex relations”) which were producing this fear, and how theyhad to be handled. Contrary to what Philip Leon argued, Bill W. insisted that freedomfrom the great Terror came, NOT from totally eradicating the self and replacing itsnatural instincts with absolute (that is, perfect) virtues, but from producing more balanceamong the natural instincts. So for example, working hard at one’s job in thehopes <strong>of</strong> perhaps achieving a promotion and a raise was not evil in and <strong>of</strong> itself, unlessand until it started driving us into unbearable resentments and fears. Some alcoholics,who had not held a real job in years, needed to be pushed into developing a muchgreater drive for finding some kind <strong>of</strong> honest employment, so they could have a ro<strong>of</strong><strong>of</strong> their own over their heads, and food on their families’ tables—developing a littlebit <strong>of</strong> fear <strong>of</strong> starving to death in the gutter was not an unhealthy growth in thesepersons.6. Zoltán Kövecses, American English: An Introduction (Peterborough, Ontario: Broad-28
view Press, 2000) 28. “Sick originally meant ‘ill’ in the seventeenth century ... <strong>The</strong>meaning <strong>of</strong> the word was not limited to ‘nausea’ alone, which is the predominantmeaning in Britain today. When used predicatively (i.e., with verbs like to be or to feel)the new British sense <strong>of</strong> the term is ‘ready to vomit, to feel nauseated.’ AmericanEnglish still retains the earlier, more general sense <strong>of</strong> the word, and it is used <strong>of</strong> illnessin general.”7. Jessie Penn-Lewis was a very interesting figure. An Englishwoman, her fatherwas a Calvinist Methodist minister. She herself was deeply involved in the great WelshRevival in 1904-1905. She wrote a book entitled <strong>The</strong> Centrality <strong>of</strong> the Cross, from whichwe could get some suggestion <strong>of</strong> what she was preaching about at Keswick whenFrank Buchman heard her, but was more famous (or notorious) for a book which sheand Evan Roberts authored, called War On <strong>The</strong> Saints (1912), about the dangers <strong>of</strong>Christians becoming possessed by demons and evil spirits if they were not continuallyalert. She blamed the ultimate collapse <strong>of</strong> the Welsh Revival on the work on Satan.8. Such as the Free Methodists, Wesleyan Methodists, Church <strong>of</strong> the Nazarene,the holiness churches, the people who run Asbury College and Seminary near Lexington,Kentucky, and so on.9. Richmond Walker (1892-1965), Twenty-Four Hours a Day, “compiled by a Member<strong>of</strong> the Group at Daytona Beach, Fla.,” rev. ed. (Center City, Minnesota: Hazelden,1975; orig. pub. 1948). Rich first got sober as a member <strong>of</strong> the Oxford Groupfor two and a half years (from 1939-1941) before he went back to drinking for a yearand a half. He got permanently sober in May 1942, after he joined the newly foundedA.A. group in Boston.10. <strong>The</strong> experience <strong>of</strong> the white light was described by Bill W. in <strong>Alcoholics</strong> <strong>Anonymous</strong>Comes <strong>of</strong> Age: A Brief History <strong>of</strong> A.A. (New York: <strong>Alcoholics</strong> <strong>Anonymous</strong> WorldServices, 1957) p. 63. This happened on December 13 or 14 probably. See Pass It On:<strong>The</strong> Story <strong>of</strong> Bill Wilson and How the A.A. Message Reached the World (New York: <strong>Alcoholics</strong><strong>Anonymous</strong> World Services, 1984) p. 104 for a picture <strong>of</strong> his discharge slip, whichshows that he was admitted to Towns Hospital on December 11, 1934 and dischargedon December 18, 1934.11. Glenn F. Chesnut, Images <strong>of</strong> Christ: An Introduction to Christology (San Francisco:Harper & Row/Seabury, 1984) pages 57-62.12. Rudolf Otto, <strong>The</strong> Idea <strong>of</strong> the Holy: An Inquiry into the Non-Rational Factor in the Idea<strong>of</strong> the Divine and Its Relation to the Rational, 2nd ed., trans. John W. Harvey (Oxford: OxfordUniversity Press, 1950; 1st English trans. 1923; orig. pub. 1917). <strong>The</strong> earlier bookwas Rudolf Otto, <strong>The</strong> <strong>Philosophy</strong> <strong>of</strong> Religion Based on Kant and Fries, trans. E. B. Dicker(London: Williams & Norgate, 1931).13. <strong>The</strong> group continued to go by this name all the way down to 2001, when theychanged their name yet again, to “Initiatives <strong>of</strong> Change.”29
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