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122 MY LIFEfriendly in his manner. I had taken with me a smallcoloured map I had made at Neath to serve as aspecimen, and also one or two pencil sketches. Theseseemed to satisfy him, and as I was only wanted totake the junior classes in English reading, writing,and arithmetic, teach a very few boys surveying, andbeginners in drawing, he agreed to engage me. Iwas to live in the house, preside over the eveningpreparation of the boarders (about twenty in number),and to have, I think, thirty or forty pounds a year,with which I was quite satisfied. My employer wasthe Rev. Abraham Hill, Headmaster of the CollegiateSchool at Leicester.I commenced work in about a fortnight. After afew weeks, finding I knew a little Latin, Mr. Hillasked me to take the lowest class, and even thatrequired some preparation in the evening. Mr. Hillwas a good mathematician, and finding I was desirousof learning a little more algebra, offered to assist me.He lent me Hind's Algebra, which I worked allthrough successfully, and this was followed by thesame author's Trigonometry, which I also went through,with occasional struggles. Then I attacked theDifferential Calculus, and worked through that ; butI could never fully grasp the essential principle of it.Finally, I began the Integral Calculus, and here Ifound myself at the end of my tether. I learnt someof the simpler processes, but very soon got baffled,and felt that I wanted some faculty necessary forseeing my way through what seemed to me an almosttrackless labyrinth. Whether, under Mr. Hill's instruction,I should ultimately have been able to overcomethese difficulties I cannot positively say, but Ihave good reason to believe that I never should havedone so. Briefly stated, just as no amount of teaching

LIFE AT LEICESTER AND NEATH 123or practice would ever have made me a good musician,so, however much time and study I gave to the subject,I could never have become a good mathematician.Whether all this work did me any good or not, I amrather doubtful. My after-life being directed toaltogether different studies, I never had occasion touse my newly acquired knowledge, and soon forgotmost of the processes. But it gave me an interest inmathematics which I have never lost ; and I rarelycome across a mathematical investigation withoutlooking through it and trying to follow the reasoning,though I soon get lost in the formulae. Still,the ever-growing complexity of the higher mathematicshas a kind of fascination for me as exhibitingpowers of the human mind so very far above myown.There was in Leicester a very good town library,to which I had access on paying a small subscription,and as I had time for several hours' reading daily, Itook full advantage of it. Among the works I readhere, which influenced my future, were Humboldt's" Personal Narrative of Travels in South America,"which was, I think, the first book that gave me a desireto visit the tropics. I also read here Prescott's" History of the Conquests of Mexico and Peru,"Robertson's " History of Charles V." and his " Historyof America," and a number of other standard works.But perhaps the most important book I read wasMalthus's " Principles of Population," which I greatlyadmired for its masterly summary of facts and logicalinduction to conclusions. It was the first work I hadyet read treating of any of the problems of philosophicalbiology, and its main principles remainedwith me as a permanent possession, and twenty years

LIFE AT LEICESTER AND NEATH 123or practice would ever have made me a good musician,so, however much time <strong>and</strong> study I gave to the subject,I could never have become a good mathematician.Whether all this work did me any good or not, I amrather doubtful. <strong>My</strong> after-<strong>life</strong> being directed toaltogether different studies, I never had occasion touse my newly acquired knowledge, <strong>and</strong> soon f<strong>org</strong>otmost <strong>of</strong> the processes. But it gave me an interest inmathematics which I have never lost ; <strong>and</strong> I rarelycome across a mathematical investigation withoutlooking through it <strong>and</strong> trying to follow the reasoning,though I soon get lost in the formulae. Still,the ever-growing complexity <strong>of</strong> the higher mathematicshas a kind <strong>of</strong> fascination for me as exhibitingpowers <strong>of</strong> the human mind so very far above myown.There was in Leicester a very good town library,to which I had access on paying a small subscription,<strong>and</strong> as I had time for several hours' reading daily, Itook full advantage <strong>of</strong> it. Among the works I readhere, which influenced my future, were Humboldt's" Personal Narrative <strong>of</strong> Travels in South America,"which was, I think, the first book that gave me a desireto visit the tropics. I also read here Prescott's" History <strong>of</strong> the Conquests <strong>of</strong> Mexico <strong>and</strong> Peru,"Robertson's " History <strong>of</strong> Charles V." <strong>and</strong> his " History<strong>of</strong> America," <strong>and</strong> a number <strong>of</strong> other st<strong>and</strong>ard works.But perhaps the most important book I read wasMalthus's " Principles <strong>of</strong> Population," which I greatlyadmired for its masterly summary <strong>of</strong> facts <strong>and</strong> logicalinduction to conclusions. It was the first work I hadyet read treating <strong>of</strong> any <strong>of</strong> the problems <strong>of</strong> philosophicalbiology, <strong>and</strong> its main principles remainedwith me as a permanent possession, <strong>and</strong> twenty years

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