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Ramanujacharya – Biography - ebooks - ISKCON desire tree

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long periods he would remain alone, studying the scriptures,and he found true happiness only in the company ofKancipurna.CHAPTER THREESANNYASAAbout six months before the disappearance ofYamunacarya, Ramanuja's mother, Kantimati, had left thisworld. Now, Raksakambal, the wife of Ramanuja, was themistress of the house. She was as beautiful as an apsara,devoted to her husband and very strict in her cleanlinessand observance of ritual. Unfortunately, she had been unableto imbibe her husband's pure love of God and was moreattached to the external features of religious ritual. Shewas unhappy to see her husband becoming more and moreabsorbed in devotional sentiments after his return from SriRangam, though she tried to conceal her inner feelings.Ramanuja now passed a lot of his time in the companyof Kancipurna. Ramanuja was generally in a serious mood andstill unhappy at heart due to feelings of separation fromYamunacarya. Understanding his mind, Kancipurna told him oneday, "You should not be troubled at heart. Just remain fixedin your devotion to Lord Varadaraja and continue to servehim in every possible way. Alabandara has now returned tothe abode of Lord Narayana, and it is your duty to fulfillthe promises you made before Him"When he heard these words of instruction, Ramanujabowed before Kancipurna and said, "Please allow me to beyour disciple. Please allow me take shelter of your lotusfeet"Immediately, Kancipurna raised Ramanuja, saying, "Youare a brahmana and I am sudra. How can I initiate andreceive obeisances from one who is my master? Just havefaith in the Lord, and sooner or later He will surely sendsomeone who is fit to be your guru."Having said this, Kancipurna left to worship LordVaradaraja. Ramanuja thought to himself, "He is refusing toaccept me because he knows how my heart is devoid of alldevotional sentiments. How can birth or caste affect aperson who is the intimate associate of Lord Varadaraja?Merely by his merciful glance, Kancipurna can elevate a dogeaterto the level of a brahmana. Therefore, if I am able totaste the remnants of his food only once, then I will gainimmeasurable benefit."38

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