Horses reconnecting humanitywith a human consciousnessby Vanessa Malvicini, Apaloosa Horse FarmIt was very hot that day in May, and I was sitting undersome mesquite trees in Tucson, Arizona. I was attendinga one week workshop in Equine Facilitated ExperientialLearning, by Linda Kohanov, author of Riding Between theWorlds and The Tao of Equus. A breeze was caressing my hair,and behind me there was a round pen, with a horse namedCali inside.At Epona Equine Services, this is the name of the school,they sometimes rescue a horse and allow this four legged beingto find his character and spirit again.But this horse was somehow struggling to decide what hewanted to do, and got into a transition phase where he sometimeswould not eat, and be depressed. As I was fully presentin my body, just listening and observing what was aroundme, I started to receive some messages. At first I did notunderstand whether my mind was busy creatingthem, or whether someoneelse was sending them tome, but no two legged was around . At first I heard: “ What areyou doing here? You have nothing to look for here, go backhome”. This was a very weird message to receive, consideringthat it was the very first time I was at that place, and that Ihad been travelling for more than 36 hours to get there fromCape Town, South Africa! And then I suddenly started to cry,and the tears were not of sadness or grief, it was a differentsensation. I did not understand it, so I decided to ask thehorse, what that could have meant. He very gently comfortedme and replied: ”I am attuning you to the universal song ofthe horses”.During the workshop, I got very interested in exploringthe potential of horse/human relationships, and started theEpona apprenticeship program lead by Linda Kohanov andKathleen Barry Ingram. Since that day my life has completelychanged, although not on the outside. What I mean is that Istarted to reclaim my own character and spirit whichhad been taken away from me when I was a child.My parents, from catholic Italian families,did not know better. As it oftenhappens in western cultures, verylittle importance is given to thespiritual side, and I am nottalking here aboutreligion. I had neverbeen taught to• Equine FacilitatedExperiential Learning• Stone Medicine Ceremony• Emotional, Energeticand Spiritual Healing• Intuitive Life Coachingwww.icavalli.co.zaAppaloosa Horse Farm, KatzenellenbogenNoordhoek, Cape TownT 021 789 1395 Cell 073 221 51 7248 <strong>Biophile</strong> Issue <strong>16</strong>
live in the present moment and that having altered states ofconsciousness was something good.Cali was right saying that he was attuning me, becausesince that day a lot of horses have been telling me parts oftheir life stories, and asked me for help as their humans (e.g.owners) were either unable or unwilling to understand them.I started studying shamanism which helped me to get connectedto different realms, with the majority of my teachersbeing spirits themselves.Sometimes I have visions during journeys, while in alteredstates of consciousness, which I would then find in theprophecies of Native American Indians. Synchronicity startedto be an important factor in my life. All this different informationand experiences have brought me to reflect on theconnection of all things about which already a lot of peoplehave been talking. Carl G. Jung talks about the “collectiveunconscious”, and has been working often in altered statesof consciousness where he would get a lot of information hewould then put on paper and publish to the world. Einstein,Stanislav Grov, and other well known scientists have beenworking with the spiritual world in the last centuries. The factis that all these people, as well as me, have not found anythingnew.Many tribes, all around the world, used to have avery strong connection with nature which helped themto survive for millennia, and in some cases upto the present time. If I looknow at the periodafter the Industrial Revolution, I notice that something isgoing in the wrong direction. We are destroying the world atsuch a speed that disaster is looking inevitable.The point is that I do belong to the people who cannot goon sitting in the comfort of their house and watch movies,while the nature outside my window is dying.Eckhard Tolle talks in his books The Power of Now and ANew Earth about the insanity where the people are not able tolearn from the mistakes done in the past, and where they goon repeating the same mistakes, in an attempt to gain morecontrol, more power and more money.A couple of nights ago I had a dream. I was busy defendingmy small holding boundaries from people breaking in, whensuddenly a grey horse with a little Khosa girl passed througha cut in the fence and went through our garden and into theNoordhoek wet land. They were both in peace with themselves,there were no constrictions, no halter, no ropes, nothing,just love, peace and harmony. They did not see me andmy husband, they were happy walking through a nice garden.Then I started to talk to my husband about closing up thefence, and not letting them enter into our garden any longer.As I turned around, instead of the green pastures and gardenthat are normally there, I could see a desert. There was abright light, and a breeze moving around the sand. I felt sadnessinside, I could not see any life left, and it looked likean atomic bomb had just exploded.I went into my house, I was speechless. My husband’sparents were there, and were not aware of what hadhappened outside. Their only concern was to preparetheir breakfast. Then I saw a small vase with a pinkgeranium plant inside, it reminded me of the oldgarden, where the plants used to stretch their roots freelyinto the earth.On the next day I woke up and I decided to take a showerand suddenly the dream came into my consciousness. Istarted to recap it and analyse it, and suddenly I felt mylife energy increasing into my body: it is now the time todo something, I thought! In the dream I could see the edgewhere humanity is now, and that we can still make a decisionin which direction we want to go.One direction is heading to peace, love, relationship,and the other side is heading to a complete destruction oflife on the planet. On the one side there was a horse at theside of a human being (right brained), on the other sidethere were people that are very mental and are not able toreally see and listen any longer (left brained).In the last two years, during my studies, I have beenobserving the commitment of the horses in being at the sideof the human being and helping them to recognise the rightdirection to go toward. Far too often I have been confrontedwith the fear of the people to make a jump into the unknownand walk toward sanity.Come out of the head and get into the present time,make a shift in consciousness and use more the rightside of our brain, instead of the left. These are all lessonsthat the horses can teach to the humans, if wewould only listen to them.Every human being has the power of choice, asCaroline Myss says, the point is which choice can themind make, is it based upon creativity and intuition?I have the feeling that the people in SouthAfrica can be a catalyst of the process of awakening.In the American Indian prophecy traditionthey talk about the rainbow people, that are goingto bring fertility onto the world.<strong>Biophile</strong> Issue <strong>16</strong>49