Volume 7 - Prabhupada

230 Sri Caitanya-caritamrta [Madhya-lila, Ch. 18SYNONYMSaneka-many; dekhinu-have studied; muiii-1; mleccha-sastra-Mohammedanscripture; haite -from; sadhya-the ultimate goal of life; sadhana-howto approach it; vastu-matter; nari nirdharite-1 cannot decide conclusively.TRANSLATION"I have studied the Mohammedan scripture very extensively, but from it Icannot conclusively decide what the ultimate goal of life is or how I can approachit.TEXT 203Q!"Prj f-f' f1 t11' 'itt1f' I''Citfif- '-(;'Cit II o IItoma dekhi' jihva mora bale 'k($r)a-nama''ami-baqa jiianT'-ei gela abhimanaSYNONYMStoma dekhi'-by seeing You; jihva-tongue; mora-my; bale k($r)a-namachantsthe Hare Krt:a mantra; ami-1; baqa jiiani-very learned scholar; ei-this;gela abhimana-false prestige has gone away.TRANSLATION"Now that I have seen You, my tongue is chanting the Hare Krr:-a mahamantra.The false prestige I felt from being a learned scholar is now gone."TEXT 2049f1 fit' C' t 'ro-t' 1 Cfit' R'i II o8 IIkrpa kari' bala more 'sadhya-sadhane'eta bali' paqe mahaprabhura carar)eSYNONYMSkrpa kari'-by Your causeless mercy; bala-speak; more-to me; sadhyasadhane-theultimate object of life and the process to achieve it; eta bali'-say-