Anthology of wounds - Arct

Anthology of Woundsthe Party office and was pressured to leave him .Shedidn’t accepted and she called all this interference inthe family. But the party was worried for the purity ofthe family! So she was declared heretic and was pointedwith a red circle. She was the first in the circulation listsof cadres, compiled from the Party Committee. But therewas another list too, composed from the Interment –Deportation Commission. I was the object of this list,too. As a couple we were under the observation of thetwo commissions, behind them was the State Security.It was decided for us to be deported from Tirana andto go in northern most place of the country.-I have heard they are deporting even their people,even important-said Ema-They don’t even believe themselves. They are afraid.So they kill two birds with the same stone. First thepeople with “old marks”, and then them with “newmarks” and last the doubtful persons, that are the majorityof the intelligence, which they call, even servantand the undertakers of- I don’t know anything of such things. It’s absurd. Idon’t know why this is done…-This is done that nobody feels secure and calm andimmune. Except the head all the others must be feelingas in siege in the war. The people must be even gracious.Everything is done not to facilitate people’s lifebut to toughen theirs life. Now another slogan is around,“Against the personal comfort”. Look it written here!Shkodra people answered with they ironic humor, “Wetook of the bicycles saddle and we sat on the peg. Sowonderful!”217