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‘On Loan’: Thoughts on stolen strength, seeds of lubestrok,seeds of truth, seeds of reconciliationA conversation on the collaborative work of S<strong>and</strong>ra Semchuk<strong>and</strong> James Nicholas 1Long before the arrival of the Europeans, papâmihâw asiniy falls to the earth; itis revered as a gift, a sign, a protector, as medicine from the Creator to the FirstPeoples of the plains.In 1821, George Millward McDougall is born. In 1860, as the newly appointedChairman of the Western Methodist Missionary District, McDougallestablishes <strong>and</strong> oversees missions all over the region that we now know asManitoba, Saskatchewan, <strong>and</strong> Alberta, including the Victoria Mission on thenorth bank of the North Saskatchewan River.In 1866, McDougall encounters papâmihâw asiniy.McDougall promptly <strong>and</strong> boldly steals papâmihâw asiniy from its originalsite in efforts to strip all vestiges of Aboriginal culture <strong>and</strong> world view. It ismoved to the farmyard of the Victoria Mission. McDougall believes by stealingpapâmihâw asiniy, the First Peoples will embrace the church. It has the oppositeeffect. Fearing more conflict, McDougall has papâmihâw asiniy taken toWinnipeg, where it is taken to Victoria College in Toronto, where it is taken to theRoyal Ontario Museum vault.I do not know the truth of this iron rock, this fallen meteor, as did my latehusb<strong>and</strong>, Pau was stik, James Nicholas, or as you, <strong>Elwood</strong>, do, or as yourmother does. I witnessed that James’s prayers were humble. Through them heunderstood Big Bear’s realization that when papâmihâw asiniy was stolen thenewcomers’ intentions were not good. This was a turning point in the relationsbetween those that had inherent rights to the l<strong>and</strong>, your people <strong>Elwood</strong>, <strong>and</strong>those that wanted them.<strong>My</strong> underst<strong>and</strong>ing of how the past is the present, is <strong>and</strong> is not lived through mylate husb<strong>and</strong>’s eyes, or from my awareness of you <strong>Elwood</strong>, your compassion,your history, <strong>and</strong> your struggle to help your people. I am not informed byspeaking Cree but through dialogue with James, <strong>and</strong> with you I have learnedsomething of the depth of the language <strong>and</strong> the laws <strong>and</strong> wisdom embedded inlanguage that are in resistance to colonization.Cultivating Canada | 59

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