96acoustics in the school. I couldn't make out what Brinker was saying. He stood on the polishedmarble floor in front of us, but facing the platform, talking to the boys behind the balustrade. Iheard him say the word "inquiry" to them, and something about "the country demands. . . .""What is all this hot air?" I said into the blur."I don't know," Phineas answered shortly.As he turned toward us Brinker was saying ". . . blame on the responsible party. We willbegin with a brief prayer." He paused, surveying us with the kind of wide-eyed surmise Mr.Carhart always used at this point, and then added in Mr. Carhart's urbane murmur, "Let uspray."We all slumped immediately and unthinkingly into the awkward crouch in which God wasaddressed at Devon, leaning forward with elbows on knees. Brinker had caught us, and in amoment it was too late to escape, for he had moved swiftly into the Lord's Prayer. If whenBrinker had said "Let us pray" I had said "Go to hell" everything might have been saved.At the end there was an indecisive, semiserious silence and then Brinker said, "Phineas, ifyou please." Finny got up with a shrug and walked to the center of the floor, between us andthe platform. Brinker got an armchair from behind the balustrade, and seated Finny on it withcourtly politeness. "Now just in your own words," he said."What own words?" said Phineas, grimacing up at him with his best you-are-an-idiotexpression."I know you haven't got many of your own," said Brinker with a charitable smile. "Usesome of Gene's then.""What shall I talk about? You? I've got plenty of words of my own for that.""I'm all right," Brinker glanced gravely around the room for confirmation, "you're thecasualty.""Brinker," began Finny in a constricted voice I did not recognize, "are you off your head orwhat?""No," said Brinker evenly, "that's Leper, our other casualty. Tonight we're investigatingyou.""What the hell are you talking about!" I cut in suddenly."Investigating Finny's accident!" He spoke as though this was the most natural and selfevidentand inevitable thing we could be doing.I felt the blood flooding into my head. "After all," Brinker continued, "there is a war on.Here's one soldier our side has already lost. We've got to find out what happened.""Just for the record," said someone from the platform. "You agree, don't you, Gene?"
97"I told Brinker this morning," I began in a voice treacherously shaking, "that I thought thiswas the worst—""And I said," Brinker's voice was full of authority and perfectly under control, "that forFinny's good," and with an additional timbre of sincerity, "and for your own good too, by theway, Gene, that we should get all this out into the open. We don't want any mysteries or anystray rumors and suspicions left, in the air at the end of the year, do we?"A collective assent to this rumbled through the blurring atmosphere of the Assembly Room."What are you talking about!" Finny's voice was full of contemptuous music. "What rumorsand suspicions?""Never mind about that," said Brinker with his face responsibly grave. He's enjoying this, Ithought bitterly, he's imagining himself Justice incarnate, balancing the scales. He's forgottenthat Justice incarnate is not only balancing the scales but also blindfolded. "Why don't you justtell us in your words what happened?" Brinker continued. "Just humor us, if you want to thinkof it that way. We aren't trying to make you feel bad. Just tell us. You know we wouldn't askyou if we didn't have a good reason . . . good reasons.""There's nothing to tell.""Nothing to tell?" Brinker looked pointedly at the small cast around Finny's lower leg andthe cane he held between his knees."Well then, I fell out of a tree.""Why?" said someone on the platform. The acoustics were so bad and the light so dim that Icould rarely tell who was speaking, except for Finny and Brinker who were isolated on thewide strip of marble floor between us in the seats and the others on the platform."Why?" repeated Phineas. "Because I took a wrong step.""Did you lose your balance?" continued the voice."Yes," echoed Finny grimly, "I lost my balance.""You had better balance than anyone in the school.""Thanks a lot.""I didn't say it for a compliment.""Well then, no thanks.""Have you ever thought that you didn't just fall out of that tree?"This touched an interesting point Phineas had been turning over in his mind for a long time.I could tell that because the obstinate, competitive look left his face as his mind becameengaged for the first time. "It's very funny," he said, "but ever since then I've had a feeling that
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