74"Who wants a Winter Carnival?" he said in the disillusioned way he had lately developedwhen I brought it up. "What are we supposed to be celebrating?""Winter, I guess.""Winter!" He gazed out of his window at the vacant sky and seeping ground. "Frankly, I justdon't see anything to celebrate, winter or spring or anything else.""This is the first time Finny's gotten going on anything since . . . he came back.""He has been kind of nonfunctional, hasn't he? He isn't brooding, is he?""No, he wouldn't brood.""No, I don't suppose he would. Well, if you think it's something Finny really wants. Still,there's never been a Winter Carnival here. I think there's probably a rule against it.""I see," I said in a tone which made Brinker raise his eyes and lock them with mine. In thatplotters' glance all his doubts vanished, for Brinker the Lawgiver had turned rebel for theDuration.The Saturday was battleship gray. Throughout the morning equipment for the WinterCarnival had been spirited out of the dormitory and down to the small incomplete public parkon the bank of the Naguamsett River. Brinker supervised the transfer, rattling up and down thestairwell and giving orders. He made me think of a pirate captain disposing of the booty.Several jugs of very hard cider which he had browbeaten away from some lowerclassmen werethe most cautiously guarded treasure. They were buried in the snow near a clump of evergreensin the center of the park, and Brinker stationed his roommate, Brownie Perkins, to guard themwith his life. He meant this literally, and Brownie knew it. So he trembled alone there in themiddle of the park for hours, wondering what would happen if he had an attack of appendicitis,unnerved by the thoughts of a fainting spell, horrified by the realization that he might have tomove his bowels, until at last we came. Then Brownie crept back to the dormitory, tooexhausted to enjoy the carnival at all. On this day of high illegal competitiveness, no onenoticed.The buried cider was half-consciously plotted at the hub of the carnival. Around it sprang uplarge, sloppy statues, easily modeled because of the snow's dampness. Nearby, entirely out ofplace in this snowscape, like a dowager in a saloon, there was a heavy circular classroom table,carried there by superhuman exertions the night before on Finny's insistence that he had tohave something to display the prizes on. On it rested the prizes—Finny's icebox, hidden allthese months in the dormitory basement, a Webster's Collegiate Dictionary with all the moststimulating words marked, a set of York barbells, the Iliad with the English translation of eachsentence written above it, Brinker's file of Betty Grable photographs, a lock of hair cut underduress from the head of Hazel Brewster, the professional town belle, a handwoven rope ladderwith the proviso that it should be awarded to someone occupying a room on the third floor or
75higher, a forged draft registration card, and $4.13 from the Headmaster's DiscretionaryBenevolent Fund. Brinker placed this last prize on the table with such silent dignity that we allthought it was better not to ask any questions about it.Phineas sat behind the table in a heavily carved black walnut chair; the arms ended in twolions' heads, and the legs ended in paws gripping wheels now sunk in the snow. He had madethe purchase that morning. Phineas bought things only on impulse and only when he had themoney, and since the two states rarely coincided his purchases were few and strange.Chet Douglass stood next to him holding his trumpet. Finny had regretfully given up theplan of inviting the school band to supply music, since it would have spread news of ourcarnival to every corner of the campus. Chet in any case was an improvement over thatcacophony. He was a slim, fair-skinned boy with a ball of curly auburn hair curving over hisforehead, and he devoted himself to playing two things, tennis and the trumpet. He did bothwith such easy, inborn skill that after observing him I had begun to think that I could mastereither one any weekend I tried. Much like the rest of us on the surface, he had an underlyingobliging and considerate strain which barred him from being a really important member of theclass. You had to be rude at least sometimes and edgy often to be credited with "personality,"and without that accolade no one at Devon could be anyone. No one, with the exception ofcourse of Phineas.To the left of the Prize Table Brinker straddled his cache of cider; behind him was the clumpof evergreens, and behind them there was after all a gentle rise, where the Ski Jump Committeewas pounding snow into a little take-off ramp whose lip was perhaps a foot higher than theslope of the rise. From there our line of snow statues, unrecognizable artistic attacks on theHeadmaster, Mr. Ludsbury, Mr. Patch-Withers, Dr. Stanpole, the new dietitian, and HazelBrewster curved in an enclosing half-circle to the icy, muddy, lisping edge of the tidewaterNaguamsett and back to the other side of the Prize Table.When the ski jump was ready there was a certain amount of milling around; twenty boys,tightly reined in all winter, stood now as though with the bit firmly clamped between theirteeth, ready to stampede. Phineas should have started the sports events but he was absorbed incataloguing the prizes. All eyes swung next upon Brinker. He had been holding a pose abovehis cider of Gibraltar invulnerability; he continued to gaze challengingly around him until hebegan to realize that wherever he looked, calculating eyes looked back."All right, all right," he said roughly, "let's get started."The ragged circle around him moved perceptibly closer."Let's get going," he yelled. "Come on, Finny. What's first?"Phineas had one of those minds which could record what is happening in the backgroundand do nothing about it because something else was preoccupying him. He seemed to sinkdeeper into his list."Phineas!" Brinker pronounced his name with a maximum use of the teeth. "What is next?"
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- Page 42 and 43: 42"How many?""Who knows? Get some.
- Page 44 and 45: 44The houses on either side were in
- Page 46 and 47: 46"No, I wouldn't.""And I spent my
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- Page 100 and 101: 100"Here! Go get him," said Brinker
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