68large rambling, doubtfully Colonial white mansion. Next to the house there was a patriarchalelm tree, against the trunk of which Finny leaned and shouted at me as I ran a large circlearound him.This plain of snow shone a powdery white that morning; the sun blazed icily somewhere toolow on the horizon to be seen directly, but its clean rays shed a blue-white glimmer all aroundus. The northern sunshine seemed to pick up faint particles of whiteness floating in the air andpowdering the sleek blue sky. Nothing stirred. The bare arching branches of the elm seemedlaid into this motionless sky. As I ran the sound of my footfalls was pitched off short in the vastimmobile dawn, as though there was no room amid so many glittering sights for any sound tointrude. The figure of Phineas was set against the bulk of the tree; he shouted now and then, butthese sounds too were quickly absorbed and dispelled.And he needed to give no advice that morning. After making two circuits of the walk everytrace of energy was as usual completely used up, and as I drove myself on all my scatteredaches found their usual way to a profound seat of pain in my side. My lungs as usual were fedup with all this work, and from now on would only go rackingly through the motions. Myknees were boneless again, ready any minute to let my lower legs telescope up into the thighs.My head felt as though different sections of the cranium were grinding into each other.Then, for no reason at all, I felt magnificent. It was as though my body until that instant hadsimply been lazy, as though the aches and exhaustion were all imagined, created from nothingin order to keep me from truly exerting myself. Now my body seemed at last to say, "Well, ifyou must have it, here!" and an accession of strength came flooding through me. Buoyed up, Iforgot my usual feeling of routine self-pity when working out, I lost myself, oppressed mindalong with aching body; all entanglements were shed, I broke into the clear.After the fourth circuit, like sitting in a chair, I pulled up in front of Phineas."You're not even winded," he said."I know.""You found your rhythm, didn't you, that third time around. Just as you came into thatstraight part there.""Yes, right there.""You've been pretty lazy all along, haven't you?""Yes, I guess I have been.""You didn't even know anything about yourself.""I don't guess I did, in a way.""Well," he gathered the sheepskin collar around his throat, "now you know. And stop talkinglike a Georgia cracker—'don't guess I did'!" Despite this gibe he was rather impersonal toward
69me. He seemed older that morning, and leaning quietly against that great tree wrapped in hisheavy coat, he seemed smaller too. Or perhaps it was only that I, inside the same body, had feltmyself all at once grown bigger.We proceeded slowly back to the dormitory. On the steps going in we met Mr. Ludsburycoming out."I've been watching you from my window," he said in his hooting voice with a rare trace ofpersonal interest. "What are you up to, Forrester, training for the Commandos?" There was norule explicitly forbidding exercise at such an hour, but it was not expected; ordinarily thereforeMr. Ludsbury would have disapproved. But the war had modified even his standards; all formsof physical exercise had become conventional for the Duration.I mumbled some abashed answer, but it was Phineas who made the clear response."He's developing into a real athlete," he said matter-of-factly. "We're aiming for the '44Olympics."Mr. Ludsbury emitted a single chuckle from deep in his throat, then his face turned brick redmomentarily and he assumed his customary sententiousness. "Games are all right in theirplace," he said, "and I won't bore you with the Eton Playing Fields observation, but all exercisetoday is aimed of course at the approaching Waterloo. Keep that in your sights at all times,won't you."Finny's face set in determination, with the older look I had just detected in him. "No," hesaid.I don't believe any student had ever said "No" flatly to Mr. Ludsbury before. It flustered himuncontrollably. His face turned brick red again, and for a moment I thought he was going to runaway. Then he said something so rapid, throaty, and clipped that neither of us understood it,turned quickly and strode off across the quadrangle."He's really sincere, he thinks there's a war on," said Finny in simple wonder. "Now whywouldn't he know?" He pondered Mr. Ludsbury's exclusion from the plot of the fat old men aswe watched his figure, reedy even in his winter wraps, move away from us. Then the lightbroke. "Oh, of course!" he cried. "Too thin. Of course."I stood there pitying Mr. Ludsbury for his fatal thinness and reflecting that after all he hadalways had a gullible side.
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