30"Don't go." He said it very simply and casually, as though he were saying, "Nice day." Heshrugged, "Don't go. What the hell, it's only a game."I had stopped halfway across the room, and now I just looked at him. "What d'you mean?" Imuttered. What he meant was clear enough, but I was groping for what lay behind his words,for what his thoughts could possibly be. I might have asked, "Who are you, then?" instead. Iwas facing a total stranger."I didn't know you needed to study," he said simply, "I didn't think you ever did. I thought itjust came to you."It seemed that he had made some kind of parallel between my studies and his sports. Heprobably thought anything you were good at came without effort. He didn't know yet that hewas unique.I couldn't quite achieve a normal speaking voice. "If I need to study, then so do you.""Me?" He smiled faintly. "Listen, I could study forever and I'd never break C. But it'sdifferent for you, you're good. You really are. If I had a brain like that, I'd—I'd have my headcut open so people could look at it.""Now wait a second . . ."He put his hands on the back of a chair and leaned toward me. "I know. We kid around a lotand everything, but you have to be serious sometime, about something. If you're really good atsomething, I mean if there's nobody, or hardly anybody, who's as good as you are, then you'vegot to be serious about that. Don't mess around, for God's sake." He frowned disapprovingly atme. "Why didn't you say you had to study before? Don't move from that desk. It's going to beall A's for you.""Wait a minute," I said, without any reason."It's okay. I'll oversee old Leper. I know he's not going to do it." He was at the door."Wait a minute," I said more sharply. "Wait just a minute. I'm coming.""No you aren't, pal, you're going to study.""Never mind my studying.""You think you've done enough already?""Yes." I let this drop curtly to bar him from telling me what to do about my work. He let itgo at that, and went out the door ahead of me, whistling off key.We followed our gigantic shadows across the campus, and Phineas began talking in wildFrench, to give me a little extra practice. I said nothing, my mind exploring the newdimensions of isolation around me. Any fear I had ever had of the tree was nothing beside this.It wasn't my neck, but my understanding which was menaced. He had never been jealous oŁ
31me for a second. Now I knew that there never was and never could have been any rivalrybetween us. I was not of the same quality as he.I couldn't stand this. We reached the others loitering around the base of the tree, and Phineasbegan exuberantly to throw off his clothes, delighted by the fading glow of the day, thechallenge of the tree, the competitive tension of all of us. He lived and flourished in suchmoments. "Let's go, you and me," he called. A new idea struck him. "We'll go together, adouble jump! Neat, eh?"None of this mattered now; I would have listlessly agreed to anything. He started up thewooden rungs and I began climbing behind, up to the limb high over the bank. Phineasventured a little way along it, holding a thin nearby branch for support. "Come out a little way,"he said, "and then we'll jump side by side." The countryside was striking from here, a deepgreen sweep of playing fields and bordering shrubbery, with the school stadium white andminiature-looking across the river. From behind us the last long rays of light played across thecampus, accenting every slight undulation of the land, emphasizing the separateness of eachbush.Holding firmly to the trunk, I took a step toward him, and then my knees bent and I jouncedthe limb. Finny, his balance gone, swung his head around to look at me for an instant withextreme interest, and then he tumbled sideways, broke through the little branches below and hitthe bank with a sickening, unnatural thud. It was the first clumsy physical action I had everseen him make. With unthinking sureness I moved out on the limb and jumped into the river,every trace of my fear of this forgotten.
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