Diaries <strong>1963</strong>May 28, <strong>1963</strong>My dear Ruth:Your voice sounded so pleasant the other night; if I can’t see you, at least I can write and somedayI suppose my biography will be written as a sort of life-history of a maverick. I wonder whetheryou have read the story of Sam Yorti, Mayor of L.A. which is that of a successful maverick. Andperhaps like “Trial by Jury,” before the case begins “I’ll tell you how I came to be a Judge.”I was once seated with the chief Cultural Adviser in Karachi: “I have written a pager on Maizegrowing in Hasara District. I believe it will be published if it has not been already. But I did not writeon the Ethnography, Folk-lore and Religion of these people because I know it would be rejected.“I agree with you.” And I can assure you I have not only been in the same strange lands se ArnoldToynbee and Editor Sulzberger, but had the same hosts. And I can further assure you that wheneverToynbee, and Sulzberger differ I agree with Toynbee, adding that at least two of his hosts grow bluein the face trying to tell them about their country. But it is useless. We have two cultures side by sidewhich have been called scientific and humanistic and not only do the twain not meet but scientistscan always meet scientists and find common patterns and humanists can always come to blows towith other humanists (in this sense) and their differences follow definite patterns. But a much betterway would be simply to point out the difference between the analysts and the integrationists and Iam very, very much not only on the side but actual with the latter.I remember one in a debate between the Mendolians and the Lysenkoists I got the floor andsaid they were both right and both wrong. I had an awful time with the chair and the debaters, butto everybody’s amazement, including my own, I carried off almost the entire audience. The SweetPeas of Mendel were not Adams and Eves and I don’t use the word “environment” in arguments—but light, heart, terrain, ecological factors (which are distinguishable), etc. Years later I arrived atCairo and saw some Sweet Potato experiments which validated my ideas.Now a friend of mine may be going to Egypt and I have given him introductions to several topflight scientists. How did I get there? That, sweetheart, is a nice question. Briefly I was in and couldbe working for the National Research Centre in Cairo which integrates all scientific research. Everybodyis in a compartment.At another time I was in Lyallpur and my host said. “I wish to show you the Eighth wonder ofthe world.” Well, Ruth I never saw such a mad enthusiast and in five minutes he had a disciples …me. But Washington State is going to solve the world food problems and not conquer space so youmay never hear about it. And my views on genetics got a big, big boost up hill. The world’s foodproblems will be solved when the press gives about 25% publicity to these things as they give tospace travel.I returned full of vitality, enthusiasm and knowledge and for some time worked on my “HowCalifornia Can Help Asia” but I was urged and urged hard to change to my meeting of great people.This is more important, but wow. In February my friend, Robert Clifton, known as Phra Sumangalodied. Once I said to him:
Diaries <strong>1963</strong>-2“Robert, you and I are mere nobodies. We can’t get an audience of over 30 people here. Butthere is not a King, Prime Minister, Cabinet Official, Head of a University, professor or peasant fromone end of Asia to the other whom either you or I could not meet if we haven’t met already, butnobody would believe us.”“How true, Samuel, how true.”Don’t conclude I am kidding. It is a laughing joke around Asia Foundation. I came into Indiowhen preparations were being made for Independence Day Celebration and despite that saw thePresident, the Chief of Protocol, the head Holy man of the Hindus, the head Holy man of the Muslimsand then left, just like that. The American cultural people would not believe it and later when Ioffered to prove it by inviting them to a celebration they stayed away. I did not see the President andPrime Minister when I left because they were guests of honor in one pavilion and I in another closeby.And now my non-scientific life can be divided into two phases—rejection by Americans, acceptanceby Asians, all over, all levels. With the death of Robert his disciples came here and now wehave a solid group of real Buddhism. And on top of that, in face of all the experts and book-writers, Ihave been chosen to join the staff of the encyclopedia of Buddhism and am leaving here shortly to goto Los Angeles therefore. You ain’t heard nothin’.So I’ll skip to the most remarkable of series of events. Although direct romance always ironyizes—andthe door isn’t closed, I got two stories as big as the one below which I am not going torelate. I met Khawar Khan in society and we were drawn to each other by a superlative force as if wewere part of each other. Within two months I became two things we do not have here:a. Her god-father. When a person, especially a woman, is an orphan, she finds a god-father or agod-brother, etc. and these persons become her legal and even moral confidants.b. Her spiritual teacher. This is something I cannot explain because we have nothing exactlylike it in this country and besides, my story is practically never believed by Americans—but alwaysby Asians.Inasmuch as there are restrictions on women this meant gossip but step by step the wholething has now reversed. Khawar was the youngest whole professor in Pakistan who is a woman, oneat 26. In addition to that she had gone to Mecca which made her prestige rise. One of the stories I amnot telling is about Julie Medlock. She begged me to go to an international philosophical conferenceto face the Russians. I refused; the Americans give me no recognition. So I ghost wrote and Khawarwon first prize.Then I found she was very wealthy although I did not know this. She also owns the propertywhich was Gandhi’s before partition and this may be very important. Now she has won first prize atan all-Asian conference of Psychologists and because of this my own prestige has gone up and up.And now we are both called into two projects on the history of Islam—education and philosophy.This is just one facet of my life. The rest will keep although I do not have any rest. The story ofKhawar’s romance is itself as fascinating as any too. All I need to do is to meet a fiction writer andthey can have 100 stories…. Later on I have to go to Middlebar wherever that is, and will stop atModesto, but with notice—I just came down on a dare.Love,S. A. M.(which has four meanings)
- Page 2 and 3:
Diaries 1963-2In a few minutes, it
- Page 4 and 5:
Diaries 1963January 15This is the d
- Page 6 and 7:
Diaries 1963Dear Fred:This is reall
- Page 8 and 9: Diaries 1963January 22, 1963Dear Sh
- Page 10 and 11: Diaries 1963-2There has been a mons
- Page 12 and 13: Diaries 1963February 3It is quite e
- Page 14 and 15: Diaries 1963February 12On February
- Page 16 and 17: Diaries 1963February 21, 1963It is
- Page 18 and 19: Diaries 1963-2Banging Away: U. of P
- Page 20 and 21: Diaries 1963-2Sushiddi’s interpre
- Page 22 and 23: Diaries 1963Diary: March 15, prior
- Page 24 and 25: Diaries 1963-2Now Mohammed has said
- Page 26 and 27: Diaries 1963-2Anthropology Dept. Et
- Page 28 and 29: Diaries 1963-2Your report to me sho
- Page 30 and 31: Diaries 1963-2While those moribund
- Page 32 and 33: Diaries 1963-2India & Integration.
- Page 34 and 35: Diaries 1963April 3, 1963My dear fr
- Page 36 and 37: Diaries 1963April 4, 1963Beloved On
- Page 38 and 39: Diaries 1963April 15I was about to
- Page 40 and 41: Diaries 1963-2It is very curious th
- Page 42 and 43: Diaries 1963April 18Beloved One of
- Page 44 and 45: Diaries 1963-2Mudra Class.Last Tues
- Page 46 and 47: Diaries 1963-2Spiritualism. I have
- Page 48 and 49: Diaries 1963May 10, 1962 [1963?]Dea
- Page 50 and 51: Diaries 1963-3One of the hardest th
- Page 52 and 53: Diaries 1963May 15, nightBeloved On
- Page 54 and 55: Diaries 1963May 23, 1963Beloved One
- Page 56 and 57: Diaries 1963-3Now your problems con
- Page 60 and 61: Diaries 1963June 1, 19631088 Fulton
- Page 62 and 63: Diaries 1963June 3, 1963My dear Del
- Page 64 and 65: Diaries 1963-2Some study has been m
- Page 66 and 67: Diaries 1963June 25Beloved one of A
- Page 68 and 69: Diaries 1963-3Bryn (Shamcher) Beors
- Page 70 and 71: Diaries 1963My dear Norman:The othe
- Page 72 and 73: Diaries 1963July 2, 1963Beloved One
- Page 74 and 75: Diaries 1963July 9, 1963Beloved One
- Page 76 and 77: Diaries 1963-2My instructor in Soil
- Page 78 and 79: Diaries 1963-2The more Sam attends
- Page 80 and 81: Diaries 1963-2 July 27Factual hones
- Page 82 and 83: Diaries 1963-4My God-Children in Pa
- Page 84 and 85: Diaries 1963July 29, 1963This day w
- Page 86 and 87: Diaries 19631088 Fulton St.,San Fra
- Page 88 and 89: Diaries 1963-3When I went to India
- Page 90 and 91: Diaries 1963August 11, 1963Dear Sal
- Page 92 and 93: Diaries 1963August 13, 1963My dear
- Page 94 and 95: Diaries 1963-3Sri Aurobindo, in see
- Page 96 and 97: Diaries 1963August 16Dear Saladin:Y
- Page 98 and 99: Diaries 1963August 17, 1963Dear Sal
- Page 100 and 101: Diaries 1963September 3, 1963My dea
- Page 102 and 103: Diaries 1963-3The party who kicked
- Page 104 and 105: Diaries 1963-2Scientific Ventures.
- Page 106 and 107: Diaries 1963-4I got in hot water du
- Page 108 and 109:
Diaries 1963September 17, 1963My de
- Page 110 and 111:
Diaries 1963September 23, 1963Bodhi
- Page 112 and 113:
Diaries 1963-3angels. And maybe som
- Page 114 and 115:
Diaries 1963October 5September has
- Page 116 and 117:
Diaries 1963-2Reason for writing at
- Page 118 and 119:
Diaries 1963-4In the few moments wi
- Page 120 and 121:
Diaries 1963-2It is quite possible,
- Page 122 and 123:
Diaries 1963-2While appealing for f
- Page 124 and 125:
Diaries 1963-4And there is also the
- Page 126 and 127:
Diaries 1963-2At the present time t
- Page 128 and 129:
Diaries 1963-2.I have had some pers
- Page 130 and 131:
Diaries 1963-4His whole institution
- Page 132 and 133:
Diaries 1963-2Plans for Near East.
- Page 134 and 135:
Diaries 196358 Harriet St.,San Fran
- Page 136 and 137:
Diaries 1963-3Or again. Many Orthod
- Page 138 and 139:
Diaries 1963November 9, 1963My dear
- Page 140 and 141:
Diaries 1963November 11, 1963My dea
- Page 142 and 143:
Diaries 196358 Harriet St., San Fra
- Page 144 and 145:
Diaries 1963-3Alan Watts has been b
- Page 146 and 147:
Diaries 1963-2But if USIA, Fulbrigh
- Page 148 and 149:
Diaries 1963November 21, 1963Henry
- Page 150 and 151:
Diaries 1963-3The whole Buddhist wo
- Page 152 and 153:
Diaries 1963-2I have since heard th
- Page 154 and 155:
Diaries 1963-2Milton Fireman has ru
- Page 156 and 157:
Diaries 1963-2Well Krishnaji is not
- Page 158:
Diaries 1963-2All Jane sent me for