Letters of Anton Chekhov (Tchekhov) - Penn State University

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Letters of Anton Chekhov to His Family and Friends with biographical sketchas though one would be crushed in a moment …. After an hour’sabuse my old man began splicing together the shafts with cord andtying up the traces; my straps were forced into the service too. Wegot to the station somehow, crawling along and stopping from timeto time.After five or six days rain with high winds began. It rained dayand night. The leather overcoat came to the rescue and kept me safefrom rain and wind. It’s a wonderful coat. The mud was almostimpassable, the drivers began to be unwilling to go on at night. Butwhat was worst of all, and what I shall never forget, was crossing therivers. One reaches a river at night …. One begins shouting and sodoes the driver …. Rain, wind, pieces of ice glide down the river,there is a sound of splashing …. And to add to our gaiety there isthe cry of a heron. Herons live on the Siberian rivers, so it seemsthey don’t consider the climate but the geographical position ….Well, an hour later, in the darkness, a huge ferry-boat of the shapeof a barge comes into sight with huge oars that look like the pincersof a crab. The ferry-men are a rowdy set, for the most part exilesbanished here by the verdict of society for their vicious life. Theyuse insufferably bad language, shout, and ask for money for vodka…. The ferrying across takes a long, long time … an agonizinglylong time. The ferryboat crawls. Again the feeling of loneliness, andthe heron seems calling on purpose, as though he means to say:“Don’t be frightened, old man, I am here, the Lintvaryovs have sentme here from the Psyol.”On the 7th of May when I asked for horses the driver said theIrtysh had overflowed its banks and flooded the meadows, thatKuzma had set off the day before and had difficulty in getting back,and that I could not go, but must wait …. I asked: “Wait till when?”Answer: “The Lord only knows!” That was vague. Besides, I hadtaken a vow to get rid on the journey of two of my vices which werea source of considerable expense, trouble, and inconvenience; I meanmy readiness to give in, and be overpersuaded. I am quick to agree,and so I have had to travel anyhow, sometimes to pay double and towait for hours at a time. I had taken to refusing to agree and tobelieve—and my sides have ached less. For instance, they bring outnot a proper carriage but a common, jolting cart. I refuse to travel156

Anton Chekhovin the jolting cart, I insist, and the carriage is sure to appear, thoughthey may have declared that there was no such thing in the wholevillage, and so on. Well, I suspected that the Irtysh floods were inventedsimply to avoid driving me by night through the mud. Iprotested and told them to start. The peasant who had heard of thefloods from Kuzma, and had not himself seen them, scratched himselfand consented; the old men encouraged him, saying that whenthey were young and used to drive, they were afraid of nothing. Weset off. Much rain, a vicious wind, cold … and felt boots on myfeet. Do you know what felt boots are like when they are soaked?They are like boots of jelly. We drive on and on, and behold, therelies stretched before my eyes an immense lake from which the earthappears in patches here and there, and bushes stand out: these arethe flooded meadows. In the distance stretches the steep bank ofthe Irtysh, on which there are white streaks of snow …. We begindriving through the lake. We might have turned back, but obstinacyprevented me, and an incomprehensible impulse of defiancemastered me—that impulse which made me bathe from the yachtin the middle of the Black Sea and has impelled me to not a few actsof folly … I suppose it is a special neurosis. We drive on and makefor the little islands and strips of land. The direction is indicated bybridges and planks; they have been washed away. To cross by themwe had to unharness the horses and lead them over one by one ….The driver unharnesses the horses, I jump out into the water in myfelt boots and hold them …. A pleasant diversion! And the rain andwind …. Queen of Heaven! At last we get to a little island wherethere stands a hut without a roof …. Wet horses are wanderingabout in the wet dung. A peasant with a long stick comes out of thehut and undertakes to guide us. He measures the depth of the waterwith his stick, and tries the ground. He led us out—God bless himfor it!—on to a long strip of ground which he called “the ridge.” Heinstructs us that we must keep to the right—or perhaps it was to theleft, I don’t remember—and get on to another ridge. This we do.My felt boots are soaking and squelching, my socks are snuffling.The driver says nothing and clicks dejectedly to his horses. He wouldgladly turn back, but by now it was late, it was dark …. At last—oh,joy!—we reach the Irtysh …. The further bank is steep but the near157

<strong>Anton</strong> <strong>Chekhov</strong>in the jolting cart, I insist, and the carriage is sure to appear, thoughthey may have declared that there was no such thing in the wholevillage, and so on. Well, I suspected that the Irtysh floods were inventedsimply to avoid driving me by night through the mud. Iprotested and told them to start. The peasant who had heard <strong>of</strong> thefloods from Kuzma, and had not himself seen them, scratched himselfand consented; the old men encouraged him, saying that whenthey were young and used to drive, they were afraid <strong>of</strong> nothing. Weset <strong>of</strong>f. Much rain, a vicious wind, cold … and felt boots on myfeet. Do you know what felt boots are like when they are soaked?They are like boots <strong>of</strong> jelly. We drive on and on, and behold, therelies stretched before my eyes an immense lake from which the earthappears in patches here and there, and bushes stand out: these arethe flooded meadows. In the distance stretches the steep bank <strong>of</strong>the Irtysh, on which there are white streaks <strong>of</strong> snow …. We begindriving through the lake. We might have turned back, but obstinacyprevented me, and an incomprehensible impulse <strong>of</strong> defiancemastered me—that impulse which made me bathe from the yachtin the middle <strong>of</strong> the Black Sea and has impelled me to not a few acts<strong>of</strong> folly … I suppose it is a special neurosis. We drive on and makefor the little islands and strips <strong>of</strong> land. The direction is indicated bybridges and planks; they have been washed away. To cross by themwe had to unharness the horses and lead them over one by one ….The driver unharnesses the horses, I jump out into the water in myfelt boots and hold them …. A pleasant diversion! And the rain andwind …. Queen <strong>of</strong> Heaven! At last we get to a little island wherethere stands a hut without a ro<strong>of</strong> …. Wet horses are wanderingabout in the wet dung. A peasant with a long stick comes out <strong>of</strong> thehut and undertakes to guide us. He measures the depth <strong>of</strong> the waterwith his stick, and tries the ground. He led us out—God bless himfor it!—on to a long strip <strong>of</strong> ground which he called “the ridge.” Heinstructs us that we must keep to the right—or perhaps it was to theleft, I don’t remember—and get on to another ridge. This we do.My felt boots are soaking and squelching, my socks are snuffling.The driver says nothing and clicks dejectedly to his horses. He wouldgladly turn back, but by now it was late, it was dark …. At last—oh,joy!—we reach the Irtysh …. The further bank is steep but the near157

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