Temple of the Black Light (TOTBL) is an international temple ...

foetus in her hand represents how Ama Lilith acts as the antithesis of cosmic procreation and showsthat she is the one that stops the emanations of the motherly moon of Yesod before they can fullymanifest in Malkuth. The noose is also in certain ways connected to Ama Lilith's Arachnidia aspectsand her Webs of The Black Moon...In her lower right hand she holds a torn out and still beating, blood-dripping and burning heart. Thisheart is the symbol for all the passions that Ama Lilith controls, manipulates and enflames. Thisburning heart represents some of her blessings and some of her curses and is something that herdevotees must receive and later return to her as an offering. The heart is also the place of the templededicated to her worship and the flames of love and hate that burn within the heart blaze up for herglory! This heart is connected to the cremation ground which is the place where the forms and outershells of all desires are burned away in order to reveal their true essence, which only can be realizedthrough Ama Lilith!Her Three Left Hands:In her upper left hand she holds a candle or a torch burning with a black flame. This is her Flame ofWisdom and Destruction. Through this flame she enlightens without casting any shadows and bringdestruction to the demiurgic lies that conceal Her Luciferian Truth. The flame also represents thepower of Satan-Lucifer that is manifested and born through Ama Lilith. This black flame is amanifestation of The Black Light or the anti-cosmic impulse of the primal Chaos that has givenbirth to the whole Sitra Ahra and with this flame of that black light in her hand Ama Lilith is TheQueen of The Flames of Hell! The black flame of the candle/torch is also connected to certainaspects of Daath as the gate to her womb and represents many other aspects of the hidden essenceof her mysteries.In her middle left hand she holds the Grail or chalice filled with her dark elixir. This bloodstainedchalice contains Ama Lilith's essence of the black moon and her poison, which can bestow trueinitiation into her darkest mysteries or cause madness and death to both soul and spirit. This chaliceis her 'Cup of Abominations' that carries within it the red and the black wine of her fornicationintermingled with the flaming seed of Samael. The chalice is also connected to the Dragon Force,the nightside astral realm and the gate to Gamaliel. Many other mysteries are connected to her cupand will be revealed through initiation and Ama Lilith's blessings...54