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dwelling house <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> sin<strong>is</strong>ter shadows <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Nigthside!Lilith, faceless queen <strong>of</strong> bloodstained dreams, unseal <strong>the</strong> gate <strong>of</strong> Gehinnom <strong>an</strong>d in <strong>the</strong> name <strong>of</strong>Sat<strong>an</strong> bestow upon me <strong>the</strong> mark <strong>of</strong> your blessing as I now, in your name, enter <strong>the</strong> kingdom <strong>of</strong>everlasting night!Ishet Zenunim T<strong>an</strong>insam Ama Lilith, Liftoach Kliffot! (x11)<strong>TOTBL</strong> - 218The Nigthmar<strong>is</strong>h V<strong>is</strong>ion Of Ama Lilith,The Faceless Goddess <strong>of</strong> Sitra AhraHer Three Right H<strong>an</strong>ds:In <strong>the</strong> Upper right h<strong>an</strong>d she holds a Castration Tool (bloody sc<strong>is</strong>sors) or a torn <strong>of</strong>f <strong>an</strong>d bloodyphallus. Th<strong>is</strong> connects her to <strong>the</strong> adverse <strong>an</strong>d adversarial sexuality that has been viewed assomething that makes <strong>the</strong> masculine dayside 'god' impotent, but it also has deeper me<strong>an</strong>ings on alllevels <strong>an</strong>d connects Ama Lilith to <strong>the</strong> demonic sexuality <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> dark primal feminine. Th<strong>is</strong> sexuality<strong>is</strong> that which dominates <strong>an</strong>d subdues <strong>the</strong> male/solar sexual force <strong>an</strong>d <strong>is</strong> <strong>the</strong>refore (among m<strong>an</strong>yo<strong>the</strong>r things) a symbol for Ama Lilith as <strong>the</strong> <strong>an</strong>ti<strong>the</strong>s<strong>is</strong> <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> subm<strong>is</strong>sive Eve <strong>an</strong>d Shekinah <strong>an</strong>d <strong>the</strong>irvirginal libidos that are dominated by Adam <strong>an</strong>d YHWH. On a more mund<strong>an</strong>e <strong>an</strong>d exoteric level <strong>the</strong>sc<strong>is</strong>sors represent her role as <strong>the</strong> castrator who takes away <strong>the</strong> sexual heat <strong>an</strong>d virility <strong>of</strong> those whoreject her essence <strong>an</strong>d her amoral <strong>an</strong>d liberating impulses.In her middle right h<strong>an</strong>d she holds a h<strong>an</strong>ging noose made out <strong>of</strong> <strong>an</strong> umbilical cord. In th<strong>is</strong> noose afoetus or a very young child (less th<strong>an</strong> 6 month old) <strong>is</strong> h<strong>an</strong>ged by <strong>the</strong> neck. Th<strong>is</strong> represents AmaLilith's connection to abortion, crib death, <strong>the</strong> stillborn <strong>an</strong>d barrenness in wom<strong>an</strong>. Once again <strong>the</strong>sethings represent her as <strong>the</strong> Dark Mo<strong>the</strong>r that gives birth to death <strong>an</strong>d through death gr<strong>an</strong>ts rebirthinto her own kingdom. The child that she snatches away before it c<strong>an</strong> be given birth to in Malkuthwill become one <strong>of</strong> Ama Lilith's 'Lilim' in Gamaliel (<strong>the</strong>re <strong>is</strong> a deeper me<strong>an</strong>ing connected to th<strong>is</strong>symbol<strong>is</strong>m that <strong>is</strong> understood or not, depending on one's own level <strong>of</strong> initiation <strong>an</strong>d gnos<strong>is</strong>). Th<strong>is</strong>also connects Ama Lilith to <strong>the</strong> <strong>an</strong>ti<strong>the</strong>s<strong>is</strong> <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> 'mo<strong>the</strong>r <strong>of</strong> m<strong>an</strong>' <strong>an</strong>d makes her <strong>the</strong> mo<strong>the</strong>r <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong>shadows <strong>of</strong> those who are 'killed within <strong>the</strong> womb <strong>an</strong>d resurrected within <strong>the</strong> tomb'. The h<strong>an</strong>ged53
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