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THE WOMEN AROUND JOHN WESLEY AT HOME ... - Kristoffersen

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ecause now both his feelings and spiritual nature hadcome to maturity, and gave him a new experience with abigger depth than the fleeting childhood feelings. Wesleydid not understand or he apprehended as in a mist that hewas in love. He could not differentiate this love of eros,which has a body, from the divine agape love that wasbound to the soul.He tried to disperse or to sublimate this newpassionate energy into spiritual exercise and activities. Hestarted Sophy´ s education and became her adviser andinstructor in everything. By pushing away his feelings hemeant that he was only interested in her heavenly welfare.They read a lot of devotional literature as well astheological studies.Anthony Praga says that John Wesley worked forten persons during this period, and he sang enough for awhole choir of angels, he prayed as if should be a wholecongregation, and he abstained from food and water to aminimum. He was eating only to keep his life going. Thisbehaviour indicates that he must have been deeply in love.He believed that he looked upon her, with aMinister of the Church and his impersonal eyes, who looksat his Congregation from a distance, and not with theloving eyes of nearness. Rumours started to go circulate asthe two were so much together both early and late. Shecame every morning to the early morning Service in theParsonage, had breakfast and walked for hours with JohnWesley in the Garden.Both her uncle, judge Causton and GeneralGovernor Oglethorpe encouraged the two to marry. Thingsdeveloped in another direction.77

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