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Perversion the Social Relation

Perversion the Social Relation

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IO4Nina SchwartzDuring this talk, in which Christina refers to Francis as "a very particularcase," we also learn of Francis's importance to Christina. Whenshe first explains to Thomas why Francis was banned from <strong>the</strong> club, shesays, "He touched me. And when you're dancing for <strong>the</strong> customer, <strong>the</strong>ycan't touch"; this last line is uttered emphatically, but more importantlyin a tone that suggests a child's absolute commitment to and faith in arule. Christina goes on: "Francis and I have a very special type of relationship.And I've never minded. But <strong>the</strong>n he chose to violate it. . . .We've always had this understanding. I mean, I need him for certainthings and he needs me for certain things. I mean that's <strong>the</strong> way it'sbeen.... He violated that in his—his, in his role and what he was supposedto do for me . . . because I was doing things for him and he'sdone things for me" (she cries). Christina's sense of betrayal emergeshere clearly: despite her inability or unwillingness to say exactly what<strong>the</strong> two did for one ano<strong>the</strong>r, her sadness at <strong>the</strong> loss of this reciprocity ispowerful, as is her desire to continue talking to Thomas.When Francis discovers that it was Eric who had tricked him intotouching Christina and had <strong>the</strong>reby orchestrated his expulsion from <strong>the</strong>club, he confronts Zoë and begs to be readmitted to Exotica. Zoë issympa<strong>the</strong>tic, but she emphasizes <strong>the</strong> importance of <strong>the</strong> rule that Francisviolated. When she asks Francis why he touched Christina, his answerinadvertently forces her to confront how her club has come to functionin Francis's resistance to his loss. Francis says he touched Christinabecause "I needed to make sure." Confused, Zoë asks, "If she had letyou?" And he replies, "I would have been disappointed It's not <strong>the</strong>way she was raised." Here, Francis's confusion of Christina with Lisaforces Zoe to speak <strong>the</strong> unspoken knowledge that all in <strong>the</strong> club possess:"We're all aware of what you've gone through. You've suffered alot." But Francis's answer obviously also frightens Zoë, because she refusesdespite Francis's mounting distress to readmit him to <strong>the</strong> club,<strong>the</strong>reby reasserting <strong>the</strong> limits of <strong>the</strong> club's function: it's for entertainmentonly, not <strong>the</strong>rapy, and <strong>the</strong> people who attend are <strong>the</strong>re only to havea good time.The night that he is beaten and thrown out of <strong>the</strong> club, Francis asksTracey, "You know that feeling you get sometimes .. . that you didn'task to be brought into <strong>the</strong> world?" To her affirmative reply, he continues:"If you think you didn't ask to be brought into <strong>the</strong> world, who

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