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The Book Nook<br />

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dream talk<br />

COULD GOD BE TALKING TO YOU THROUGH YOUR DREAMS?<br />

Katrina J. Wilson<br />

In the book Dream Talk, Katrina offers a balanced biblical and scientific approach<br />

to the frequently misunderstood subject of dreams. People laughingly<br />

say, “I had the craziest dream last night.” But what if that dream really has<br />

meaning? In this book Katrina gives in-depth guidelines on how to remember,<br />

understand, and interpret your dreams.<br />

Through Katrina’s years of study, she discovered that both the Bible and science agree on the importance of dreams.<br />

She found that approximately one-third of the Bible is dream related, and that if we sleep eight hours a night, onethird<br />

of our lives are spent in sleep. Could it be that the dreaming process, which occurs during sleep, is not just<br />

a good idea, but a God idea? Get ready for an exciting journey as you will discover the true purpose of sleep and<br />

dreams as Katrina examines what happens to us while we sleep and answers the question “Is God speaking to us<br />

through our dreams?”<br />

Dream Talk is a popular college course that has been translated into various languages. Katrina has traveled nationally<br />

and internationally teaching on the subject of understanding your dreams. In her travels, Katrina has received<br />

hundreds of testimonies of lives being changed through the revelation of the importance and impact of dreams.<br />

Order Dream Talk at www.wilsonministries.com. For further information, contact kwilson@christlifenow.com.<br />

The Consecrated COCOON<br />

EMERGING FROM INTIMATE ISOLATION WITH POWER AND PURPOSE!<br />

Ever paid attention to a picture of a caterpillar in a cocoon? Ever wondered<br />

what’s going on inside as she’s changing from a crawling, not so attractive creature<br />

to one that’s beautiful and soars? I’ll tell you what is happening. The same<br />

thing that occurs when God draws us into a lonely place of intimate isolation<br />

to prepare us for radical and life-transforming changes.<br />

The caterpillar’s internal and external features are undergoing drastic changes. She loses everything that’s no longer<br />

needed when she becomes a butterfly. Among many changes is the loss of her mouth and feet, while she gains more<br />

eyes. Hanging upside down in total surrender to the process; the old things are dying off to make room for the new.<br />

And so it is with you and me when God’s about to transform us into the women we desire and were created to be.<br />

We must lose our mouth (not speak against what God is doing); our feet (remain in the process), and gain eyes to<br />

see things from God’s perspective.<br />

Order The Consecrated COCOON at www.annthomasministry.com.<br />

For further information, contact annmariathomas@gmail.com<br />

On March 9, 2014, three and a half<br />

months after we found out that our<br />

sweet Jackson was not well, we saw<br />

his sweet face for the first and last<br />

time. We'd found out in January<br />

that his heart had not formed correctly,<br />

and that he could not live<br />

without his pulmonary artery. The<br />

doctor guessed that he might be able<br />

to survive for a few minutes after he<br />

was born, but without that artery,<br />

there would be no way for oxygen to<br />

make it's way into the blood stream.<br />

Our prayer was that God would heal<br />

him, and that if He didn't, that He<br />

would give us a little time with our<br />

baby boy after He was born.<br />

We went into labor anticipating only<br />

minutes with Jackson, but God gave<br />

us over two hours. He was calm and<br />

peaceful the whole time, and we'd<br />

hoped that meant he wasn't in any<br />

pain. I held him, held his tiny little<br />

hand, caressed his soft little cheeks<br />

and watched as his tiny chest went<br />

up and down with every breath. Our<br />

family also got to dote over him, and<br />

we took more pictures of a two hour<br />

old baby than ever, I'm sure.<br />

Then the time came. His chest started<br />

to rise a little more slowly. His<br />

heart rate was slowing down. The<br />

nurse listened to his chest and told<br />

us that our time with him was almost<br />

up. Everyone left the room and<br />

gave us those last minutes with him<br />

alone. We didn't know what to do<br />

except stare at him and hope that he<br />

knew just how much he was loved.<br />

That we weren't ready for him to<br />

leave, but we knew he had to go. I<br />

think I rubbed a layer of skin off of<br />

his poor little hand as I held him,<br />

dreading what was about to happen.<br />

After a little bit we hadn't seen his<br />

chest rise anymore so we called the<br />

nurse to check him again. His heart<br />

was still beating, but just barely. At<br />

11:25am, we called her back in and<br />

he was gone. We sat with him in<br />

tears.<br />

Fast forward to 10:00pm. The day<br />

was over. I couldn't believe it. It was<br />

time for us to say goodbye. Even<br />

though he hadn't been with us for<br />

hours, it wasn't real until we had<br />

to give him away. We'd never see<br />

him again. Never hold his tiny hand<br />

again. We wouldn't watch him take<br />

his first steps, say his first words,<br />

graduate college or get married. We<br />

weren't taking him home because<br />

he'd already gone home without us.<br />

I gave him one last hug and a kiss on<br />

the cheek, then handed him to Chris<br />

to carry out with the man from the<br />

funeral home. Instead of putting our<br />

newborn baby in a sweet little car<br />

seat to take home, Chris put him in<br />

the back of a hearse, never to see<br />

him again this side of heaven.<br />

The heartbreak...the sadness...the<br />

gut-wrenching pain...It's all love. We<br />

love him so much. And that same<br />

love that we feel for Jackson is only<br />

a fraction of the feelings of love that<br />

God has for us. How can I be so sure<br />

of that? Because over 2,000 years ago<br />

God watched his own son die a horrific<br />

and gruesome death for us. He<br />

had all the power in the universe to<br />

stop it. But He allowed his son to die<br />

Baby Jack's<br />

Story Part II<br />

By Brittany Liberatore<br />

because he loves us. How great that<br />

love must be to watch your son die! I<br />

would have given ANYTHING to see<br />

my son live. I watched my son die a<br />

peaceful death - I can't tell you how<br />

awful it was. I simply cannot imagine<br />

choosing that for him for the sake of<br />

others.<br />

I grew up in church. I've known the<br />

words to "Jesus Loves Me" all my<br />

life. But never have I appreciated<br />

what was done for me on the Cross<br />

as much as I do now. Jesus died so<br />

that I could spend eternity in heaven.<br />

But before that happens, I get to<br />

spend my life knowing Him and living<br />

the days He planned out for me.<br />

Not because I deserve it, but because<br />

my Heavenly Father loves me unconditionally<br />

and would do anything for<br />

me. Even watch his own son die. How<br />

I wish that didn't have to happen.<br />

No parent should ever have to watch<br />

their child die - human or heavenly.<br />

God loves us more than I can fathom<br />

and there is a scar on my heart that<br />

will forever remind me of it. Might I<br />

never forget how He loves us!

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