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SHRI SAI LEELA – APRIL 1986During the treatment, Sai-half talked with me as never before. Mywife and myself had never prayed together and had never reallyshared our Sai feelings with each other. We had some really neattalks while she and I were alone in that room and we drew very close.By now I realised that what had happened to me was the unknownthing I had merely sensed. But there were still some things about it Idid not fully understand, things that would become clearer as thedays went on. One was that I was getting so much attention. Saibandhusof Calcutta were concerned and calling on me incessantly.And the letters and cards I received — from Sai Brothers and SaiSisters all over the country. Everyday I'd get more sai-mail. Inaddition, I received remittances from many Sai-bandhus allunsolicited.As I tried to answer the letters from Sai-bandhus, frankly admittinghow I did felt Sai's presence and how He had taken care of me, I felt Iwas being given a rare opportunity to share my faith with many Saibandhus.I made some discoveries too. I learned that there are times when youhave to depend totally on other people. Right after the accident, I didhad to rely on someone and now while my left leg was heldimmobilised, I saw the things I could not do for myself, simple thingslike taking bath, changing clothes, etc At those times especially Ineeded my Sai-halfs help, something she was eager to give but I wasrejecting it in the past. It was a humbling experience that brought mywife and me that much closer.I learned something about love, too. My whole family and I wereloved so much. The love was expressed in so many ways; all the nice41WWW.SAILEELAS.ORG