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74 ARIADNE.had given them up to him, and he inreturnhadgiven her shipwreck and death. It was so threethousand years ago,and it is so to-day, and willbe so to-morrow.From my httle stock of moneyIpaid thatwomanwell,for she had been true and tender;the restIspent in going back to Rome. Theboy came with me.Iwas hard and cruel to himat that time, butIcould not say himnay.Throughout the journey she did not change inany way; the noise, and movement, and manychanges, seemed to perplex and trouble hervaguely, as they trouble a poorlamb sent on thatiron road, but no more. She never spoke,exceptnow and then when she woulcl look wistfully outat some gleam of sky or water or spreadingplain,and ask: " will he be long ? " Neither of menor of Aiiipliion had she the slightest consciousness.It was the madness of one all-absorbentand absorbed idea; indeed, what else is Love?Even the beautiful snow-ranges and the sereneglory of the mountains, from whichIhad hopedsomething, failed to alter her or rouse her. Ithink she did not know them from the clouds, or

ARIADNE. 75see them even. No doubt all she ever saw indaylight orhi darkness was one face alone.It seemed to me asifthat journey would neverend;to meitwaslike ahorrible,distorteddream,a nightmare in which an appalling horror leanedfor everon my heart; all the splendours of earlyspring, of virgin snows,of clear blue ice, of fallingavalanche and glacier spread uponthe mountainside, and underneath in the deep valleysthe lovely light of the fresh green,and of thepurples and azuresmantling the rocks where thegentians blossomed — all these,Isay, only servedto heighten the ghostliness of that long passagethrough the slow short days back to my country.For despair went with me.But tardy and terrible though it was,it drewon towards its end before many suns had risenand set.Itis so beautiful, that highway to our Romeacross the land from Etrurian Arezzo; theUmbrian soil is rich and fresh, masses of oakclothe the hills,avenues of oak and beech andclumps of forest-trees shelter the cattle andbreakthe lines of olive and of vine; behind are the

74 ARIADNE.had given them up to him, and he inreturnhadgiven her shipwreck and death. It was so threethousand years ago,and it is so to-day, and willbe so to-morrow.From my httle stock of moneyIpaid thatwomanwell,for she had been true and tender;the restIspent in going back to Rome. <strong>The</strong>boy came with me.Iwas hard and cruel to himat that time, butIcould not say himnay.Throughout the journey she did not change inany way; the noise, and movement, and manychanges, seemed to perplex and trouble hervaguely, as they trouble a poorlamb sent on thatiron road, but no more. She never spoke,exceptnow and then when she woulcl look wistfully outat some gleam of sky or water or spreadingplain,and ask: " will he be long ? " Neither of menor of Aiiipliion had she the slightest consciousness.It was the madness of one all-absorbentand absorbed idea; indeed, what else is Love?Even the beautiful snow-ranges and the sereneglory of the mountains, from whichIhad hopedsomething, failed to alter her or rouse her. Ithink she did not know them from the clouds, or

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