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214 ARIADNE." "Iloved her: yes," he resumed; Ishouldhave givenher peace, honour,my name, such asit is, allthat — one can give: that is whyIhavesome right to speak to you. Bear with me.Iwoulcl have killed you as her father, were heliving, woulcl have done; let me speak toyou as her father could not do.Iamnomoralist.Iwill read you no homily. Iwant but to tellyou the truth asIknow it. She loves you withso great alove thatIthink the earth never heldone like it. Honest men, and lovers that arefaithful, break their hearts — in vain for suchpassion as that; and you! nay, bear with me.You must know very well that what you did wasthe act of a coward — since she was defenceless,and had no godbut you."Hilarion's serene eyeslit with sudden fire, buthe looked down, and he remained mute." There is no one to tell you all that she hassuffered, nor how absolutely she forgives," saidMaryx." That is why Ihave come to tell you.It is just to her that you should know."Then he told to Hilarion all that he knewhimself: from the time that she had lost her

ARIADNE. 215reason, when the clay image had crumbled downunder the blows of Amphion, to the moment,three nights before, when she had said to himhimself, ere she would touch his hand, "You willnot hurt him ? "It would have cost him less to have cut hisheart-out of his bosom than itcost him to tell thestory of that changeless passion;but he told itwithout flinching, abating no tittle of its truth.HUarion heard him inunbroken silence,leaningagainst the oaken shelf of his hearth, withhis head bent down and his eyelids drooped.His face grew paler when he heard of her physicalsufferings and needs, sinceit was these thathe was touched by most keenly. AVith all thewide and varied comprehensionof hisintelligence,there was acertain shaUowness of feelinghi himwhich made the deepest woesof the human heartseldomintelligible tohim." AVhy didthe oldmantellmenothingof this ? "he muttered, when he had heard to the end." He would not teU you lest you should go toher;Itell you that you may go."Hilarion was silent still He couldill measure

ARIADNE. 215reason, when the clay image had crumbled downunder the blows of Amphion, to the moment,three nights before, when she had said to himhimself, ere she would touch his hand, "You willnot hurt him ? "It would have cost him less to have cut hisheart-out of his bosom than itcost him to tell thestory of that changeless passion;but he told itwithout flinching, abating no tittle of its truth.HUarion heard him inunbroken silence,leaningagainst the oaken shelf of his hearth, withhis head bent down and his eyelids drooped.His face grew paler when he heard of her physicalsufferings and needs, sinceit was these thathe was touched by most keenly. AVith all thewide and varied comprehensionof hisintelligence,there was acertain shaUowness of feelinghi himwhich made the deepest woesof the human heartseldomintelligible tohim." AVhy didthe oldmantellmenothingof this ? "he muttered, when he had heard to the end." He would not teU you lest you should go toher;Itell you that you may go."Hilarion was silent still He couldill measure

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