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8 ARIADNE.cheat the world. It cannot cheat you or me. Itis aHe. Look atit;it is the first thingIeversoldto anyman that hasno shadow of myself putinto it, no beautyin my sight, no preciousnessorgladness for me, no thought or soul of mineblent withit to make it as strong and holy as aman's labours canbe. Itis alie. It is not art;—it is cold, hard,joyless, measured,mechanicalHke any stone creature that the copyist sits andchips from some plaster model of the galleries,and caUs a god!Ialways thought so, felt so.Who knows our work as we, the makers, do ?And nowIam certain, looking on your face.Hush! Do not speak. Tell me no Hes. Thething is lie enough."Iwas silent.Itwas of no use to seek to foist on him theempty phrases of an artificial compHment;hewould have seen through them and despisedme.The light from above fell on the half-shroudedgroup and on his face; his eyeshad a terribleanguishin them, such as one could picture in awounded lion's that feels his mighty strengthebbing awayand cannot rise again.

ARIADNE. 9The lamp that he held he dashed upon thefloor;the flame was extinguished on the stone." Look at that light!" he said." A moment,less than a moment, and it is quenched — justfalling; that is the light inus, who think ourselvesthe Hght of the world. One blow, andwe are in darkness for ever. We make Zeusin rage,and Christ with pity; we should makethem both only laughing; anygod must laugh-Look !men have called me great,and strongerthan most of themImay have been; and theywill go oncalling me great and great everythingthatIdo, sheerly from habit's sake, and theforce of memories, and the imitation of numbers-But for me,Iknow very weUIshall never begreat any more. The cunning may stay in myhand,but the soul is gone out of my body, andthe art in me is dead.Iam an artist no more.No more! "He was silent alittle while,gazingout throughthe unshuttered windows into the starless night;the quenchedlamp lay at his feet."Look! " he said suddenly, all the long-imprisonedsuffering of so manymonths of silence

ARIADNE. 9<strong>The</strong> lamp that he held he dashed upon thefloor;the flame was extinguished on the stone." Look at that light!" he said." A moment,less than a moment, and it is quenched — justfalling; that is the light inus, who think ourselvesthe Hght of the world. One blow, andwe are in darkness for ever. We make Zeusin rage,and Christ with pity; we should makethem both only laughing; anygod must laugh-Look !men have called me great,and strongerthan most of themImay have been; and theywill go oncalling me great and great everythingthatIdo, sheerly from habit's sake, and theforce of memories, and the imitation of numbers-But for me,Iknow very weUIshall never begreat any more. <strong>The</strong> cunning may stay in myhand,but the soul is gone out of my body, andthe art in me is dead.Iam an artist no more.No more! "He was silent alittle while,gazingout throughthe unshuttered windows into the starless night;the quenchedlamp lay at his feet."Look! " he said suddenly, all the long-imprisonedsuffering of so manymonths of silence

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