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148 ARIADNE.Golden HU1, but their master never came out tohear them, nor heeded that the summer drewnigh.Art is an angel of God, but when Love hasentered the soul,the angel unfoldsits plumesandtakes flight, and the wind of its wings withers asit passes. He whomit has left misses the angelat his ear,but he is alone for ever. Sometimesit will seem to 1dm then that it had been noangel ever, but a fiend that lied, making himwaste his yearsin a barren toil,and hisnights ina joyless passion; for there are two things besidewhich aU Art is but a mockery and a curse:they are a child that is dying and a love thatislost.Meanwhile she grew thinner and thinner andtaller still, as it seemed, and the colourless fairnessof her face had the paUid whiteness of thestephanotis flower,and she waslovely stiU,but itwas a loveliness which had a certain terrorinitfor those who saw her, though such were onlythe poor of the city." She has the look of our Beatrice," said onewomanwho cleaned the stone stairs of Barberini,

ARIADNE. 149sometimes, and knew those haunting eyes thathave all the woe of all creation in their appeal.And what to me was the most hopeless sorrowof all was this, that every memory and impulseof art seemed extinct in her. AAThat had oncebeen the exclusive passion of her life seemed tohave been trodden clown and stamped out by theyet more absolute and yet more tyrannical passionwhich had dethroned it; as a great stormwave rises, and sweepsover, andeffaces, all landmarksand dwellings of the earth wherever itreaches, so had the passion of Hilarion sweptaway every other thought and feeling.The sickness and the sorrow round her shewoulcl do her best to help, going from one to another,silent and afraid of no pestilence. Thej>eople were afraid of her,but she was neverso ofthem,evenwhen the breathof their lips wasdeath.To the httle children she was very tender, she,who had never seemed even to see that thechildren played in the sun, or smiled at theirmother's bosoms; and she would touch themgently,and a great anguish would comeinto hereyes,that nowwerealways so wistful,and strained

ARIADNE. 149sometimes, and knew those haunting eyes thathave all the woe of all creation in their appeal.And what to me was the most hopeless sorrowof all was this, that every memory and impulseof art seemed extinct in her. AAThat had oncebeen the exclusive passion of her life seemed tohave been trodden clown and stamped out by theyet more absolute and yet more tyrannical passionwhich had dethroned it; as a great stormwave rises, and sweepsover, andeffaces, all landmarksand dwellings of the earth wherever itreaches, so had the passion of Hilarion sweptaway every other thought and feeling.<strong>The</strong> sickness and the sorrow round her shewoulcl do her best to help, going from one to another,silent and afraid of no pestilence. <strong>The</strong>j>eople were afraid of her,but she was neverso ofthem,evenwhen the breathof their lips wasdeath.To the httle children she was very tender, she,who had never seemed even to see that thechildren played in the sun, or smiled at theirmother's bosoms; and she would touch themgently,and a great anguish would comeinto hereyes,that nowwerealways so wistful,and strained

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