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134ARIADNE.He movedimpatiently with a gesture of shrinkingandregret.Hilarion could inflict all tortures of theemotions on a woman, and forsake her, andfeel no pang; but physical need in any womanhurt him, and the thought that it was sufferedfor him, or through him, stung himsharply; in his code his honour was hurtif the creature he had caressed could wantfor bread. She might die of pain, or dragout a living death in solitude ; but that wasnothing. That did not touch his honour, not inany way." Does she want— now ?" he said, withatingeof"ashamed agitation in his cheek. Does shewant ? Surely she must. AndI" "She wants for nothing,"Ianswered him;"and my patienceIcannot answer for: not ifyou insult her — so. Words are no use;Icameto say to you, ' Go out of Rome.' Donot outrageher with the sight of you beside that patricianjade in the palace yonder; break with thatJezebel, and go to what other vile woman youwill, — only not here."
ARIADNE. 135Hilarion laughed ahttle drearily."Jezebel as you call her has the wit to stingme, and bum me, whenever she touches me;so she keeps me. Men are made so. Jezebelmakes me a beast in my own sight, and afool in the sight of men; still she keepsme. Why ? Ido not know very well. Whatis the sorcery of shameless women? Whocan tell? But a sorcery it is. History tedsyou that."" Will you leave your adulteress ? That isaUIcare to know."" If she be here," he said softly; yet for thisjade he had forsaken her!" TeUme of her,"he said again." Do you regret her ?""Yes, — and no.Iseem brutal to you, nodoubt. ButIcould not live beside her;Jezebel suits me far better."" AVhat fault had she ?"" The worst ; she loved me too well. Do younot see ?It was aperpetual reproach."He was silent; his face was troubled andashamed, and he moved impatiently away.
- Page 91 and 92: ARIADNE. 83motionless.Itouched and
- Page 93 and 94: ARIADNE. 85quiet and deserted; the
- Page 95 and 96: ARIADNE. 87went out and sat clown o
- Page 97 and 98: ARIADNE. 89"Yes,Iam here. Hush! spe
- Page 99 and 100: ARIADNE. 91to me, a Roman, to whom
- Page 101 and 102: ARIADNE. 93your avenger. Vengeancei
- Page 103 and 104: ARIADNE. 95spent their lives like w
- Page 105 and 106: ARIADNE. 97him! Do you not know ? W
- Page 107 and 108: ARIADNE. 99some fair pluckt flower
- Page 109 and 110: ARIADNE. 101arise, and the Spada Vi
- Page 111 and 112: ARIADNE. 103racked with pain. No su
- Page 113 and 114: ARIADNE. 105now become equally abso
- Page 115 and 116: ARIADNE. 107and the naked there wer
- Page 117 and 118: ARIADNE. 109saw them. He had been,
- Page 119 and 120: ARIADNE. 111their goodnight's sleep
- Page 121 and 122: ARIADNE. 113her feel she wasliving
- Page 123 and 124: ARIADNE. 115Spring had come,Isay, a
- Page 125 and 126: ARIADNE. 117nightingales, and so pi
- Page 127 and 128: ARIADNE. 119foul patrician jade wru
- Page 129 and 130: ARIADNE. 121aburied village when th
- Page 131 and 132: ARIADNE. 123But for mypromise to he
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- Page 135 and 136: ARIADNE. 127seek to go away. He sto
- Page 137 and 138: ARIADNE. 129speak the truth. Yetit
- Page 139 and 140: ARIADNE. 131seems to me that you ar
- Page 141: ARIADNE. 133beauty against the gran
- Page 145 and 146: ARIADNE. 137that mirroredhim." That
- Page 147 and 148: ARIADNE. 139to be always seeing hea
- Page 149 and 150: ARIADNE. 141He laughed a httle, par
- Page 151 and 152: ARIADNE. 143ThenIturned,and woulcl
- Page 153 and 154: ARIADNE. 145other gain from her a m
- Page 155 and 156: ARIADNE. 147dead things none are so
- Page 157 and 158: ARIADNE. 149sometimes, and knew tho
- Page 159 and 160: ARIADNE. 151her; she was vaguely op
- Page 161 and 162: ARIADNE. 153She stayed aU the summe
- Page 163 and 164: ARIADNE. 155of tlie Nonii, to the s
- Page 165 and 166: ARIADNE. 157Then hot tears filled h
- Page 167 and 168: ARIADNE. 159A Divine City indeed, h
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- Page 175 and 176: ARIADNE. 167never touched Maryx onc
- Page 177 and 178: ARIADNE. 169coidd not end the phras
- Page 179 and 180: ARIADNE. 171" Iwoulcl notpromise,"
- Page 181 and 182: ARIADNE. 173that are vile canbe fai
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- Page 185 and 186: ARIADNE. 177Hilarion: the man made
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134ARIADNE.He movedimpatiently with a gesture of shrinkingandregret.Hilarion could inflict all tortures of theemotions on a woman, and forsake her, andfeel no pang; but physical need in any womanhurt him, and the thought that it was sufferedfor him, or through him, stung himsharply; in his code his honour was hurtif the creature he had caressed could wantfor bread. She might die of pain, or dragout a living death in solitude ; but that wasnothing. That did not touch his honour, not inany way." Does she want— now ?" he said, withatingeof"ashamed agitation in his cheek. Does shewant ? Surely she must. AndI" "She wants for nothing,"Ianswered him;"and my patienceIcannot answer for: not ifyou insult her — so. Words are no use;Icameto say to you, ' Go out of Rome.' Donot outrageher with the sight of you beside that patricianjade in the palace yonder; break with thatJezebel, and go to what other vile woman youwill, — only not here."
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