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Caro || Issue 2

In this issue: more music, a style editorial (Adventures of a Girl in the World) and Resources on Michael Brown/Ferguson. -- caro is a perzine in the truest sense: a public journal, an outlet, and a voice.

In this issue: more music, a style editorial (Adventures of a Girl in the World) and Resources on Michael Brown/Ferguson. -- caro is a perzine in the truest sense: a public journal, an outlet, and a voice.

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the worst) whose arguments in defense of Darren<br />

Wilson, the Ferguson PD, and the St. Louis County<br />

Sheriff Dept. reveal a frightening lack of empathy,<br />

sympathy, and compassion. My heart clenches at<br />

the realization that even people I thought I knew<br />

don’t really see me as a person with inalienable<br />

rights, or if they do, they have to divorce my race<br />

and ethnicity from their perception of me to do so<br />

(which says that they don’t see Black people in<br />

general as people and reveals the problem with<br />

“colorblind” ideology).<br />

Just hearing the justifications for not dealing<br />

with institutional racism makes me sick at heart<br />

and seeing them post fucking puppy videos or sad<br />

farewells to dead actors and comedians while ignoring<br />

the murder on America’s front doorstep<br />

wounds my soul, bringing to mind the phrase<br />

“death by thousand cuts”. I wonder what they<br />

would do if it was my father, brother, or cousin who<br />

had been killed. But racial reconciliation is<br />

“important” to them. Needless to say a lot of people<br />

have been cut out of my life. I can’t pretend<br />

that I have the answers here, but I hope this issue<br />

of caro frames these questions and my experiences<br />

in way that add to the discussion to find solutions<br />

for the pain my people continue to endure.

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