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STILL STANDING<br />
– The Journey of Valerie Silveira<br />
By Angela Romeo<br />
“If we could sell our experiences for what they cost us,<br />
we would all be millionaires” a quote from Abigail Van<br />
Buren, appears on rockinredhead.com, the website of<br />
Valerie Silveira, author and lecturer.<br />
“The best way to describe nearly thirteen years of my life, is that I was<br />
shoved kicking and screaming onto the Roller Coaster From Hell. When<br />
my daughter was fifteen she went from being a popular, athletic girl<br />
with good grades to a teenager headed down a very dangerous path,”<br />
said Valerie.<br />
“In 2004, my world was turned upside down, when Jordan was shot by<br />
her ex-boyfriend. Over the next decade, I would learn the painful truth<br />
that Jordan is a heroin addict, and that I am powerless save her from her<br />
drug addiction Beast.”<br />
Valerie describes a Beast as a situation, person, attitude, or<br />
circumstance that leaves one lost, defeated, frustrated, angry, hopeless,<br />
and helpless, or living in paralyzing fear. Valerie’s Codependent Enabler<br />
Beast slowly took over her life, but for years, she refused to recognize it.<br />
“I was losing myself and doing a great job of hiding it. But I was dying on<br />
the inside. I was beginning to exist, rather than to live. Unless you are<br />
the parent of an addict, it is hard to understand the pain - it is far more<br />
devastating than most people understand. We lose our children over<br />
and over again.”<br />
“I had a Supermom Cape and I wasn’t afraid to use it,” continued<br />
Valerie. “I did everything I knew in an attempt to save Jordan. At some<br />
point, we know we are enabling our kids, but we don’t know how to<br />
stop. What keeps us tied to our own Beast is love, and fear.”<br />
“One day I asked myself a pivotal question that allowed me to begin to<br />
put the pieces of my life back together - ‘If you had the ability to save<br />
Jordan from herself, from her drug addiction Beast, wouldn’t you have<br />
done it long ago?’ Valerie found the last shred of self-confidence she<br />
had and did what ended up being the first of her Nine Actions to Battle<br />
Your Beast - Decide to Stand Up and Fight.<br />
In her book Valerie recounts her personal journey and the actions she<br />
took to gain control over her Beast. Her third action is to Put On Your<br />
Oxygen Mask and the seventh is Stop Being a Control Freak. “We run<br />
around trying to save everyone else and control our lives to the point<br />
where we literally lose control.”<br />
Her Workbook helps people to recognize their own Beast, and to work<br />
through the Actions to gain control over that Beast, whatever it may be.<br />
Valerie said, “At first, I wanted to help even one person that was in the<br />
place I was, to move toward where I am today. Now I am on a mission to<br />
help as many people as I can.”<br />
DAVID CLINTON-REID<br />
“Still Standing After All the Tears, is available at:<br />
www.amazon.com/author/valeriesilveira<br />
Angela Romeo is the producer /host of COLLIDING WORLDS TV and COLLIDING WORLDS<br />
RADIO. For more information visit: www.collidingworldstvandart.com<br />
Colliding Worlds TV is available on YouTube at<br />
www.youtube.com/user/AngelaValenteRomeo<br />
or at Colliding Worlds Vimeo:<br />
www.vimeo.com/collidingworldstv<br />
Colliding Worlds TV broadcasts on KPSE (MY 13 Palm Springs California) Saturdays at noon<br />
and Thursdays at 6:30 am<br />
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