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CHAPTER LX 280
The maiden snatched two papers from her bosom.
"Two letters of my mother's, two letters written in the midst of her remorse, while I was yet unborn! Take
them, read them, and you will see how she cursed me and wished for my death, which my father vainly tried
to bring about with drugs. These letters he had forgotten in a building where he had lived; the other man found
and preserved them and only gave them up to me in exchange for your letter, in order to assure himself, so he
said, that I would not marry you without the consent of my father. Since I have been carrying them about with
me, in place of your letter, I have, felt the chill in my heart. I sacrificed you, I sacrificed my love! What else
could one do for a dead mother and two living fathers? Could I have suspected the use that was to be made of
your letter?"
Ibarra stood appalled, while she continued: "What more was left for me to do? Could I perhaps tell you who
my father was, could I tell you that you should beg forgiveness of him who made your father suffer so much?
Could I ask my father that he forgive you, could I tell him that I knew that I was his daughter--him, who
desired my death so eagerly? It was only left to me to suffer, to guard the secret, and to die suffering! Now,
my friend, now that you know the sad history of your poor Maria, will you still have for her that disdainful
smile?"
"Maria, you are an angel!"
"Then I am happy, since you believe me--"
"But yet," added the youth with a change of tone, "I've heard that you are going to be married."
"Yes," sobbed the girl, "my father demands this sacrifice. He has loved me and cared for me when it was not
his duty to do so, and I will pay this debt of gratitude to assure his peace, by means of this new relationship,
but--"
"But what?"
"I will never forget the vows of faithfulness that I have made to you."
"What are you thinking of doing?" asked Ibarra, trying to read the look in her eyes.
"The future is dark and my destiny is wrapped in gloom! I don't know what I should do. But know, that I have
loved but once and that without love I will never belong to any man. And you, what is going to become of
you?"
"I am only a fugitive, I am fleeing. In a little while my flight will have been discovered. Maria--"
Maria Clara caught the youth's head in her hands and kissed him repeatedly on the lips, embraced him, and
drew abruptly away. "Go, go!" she cried. "Go, and farewell!"
Ibarra gazed at her with shining eyes, but at a gesture from her moved away--intoxicated, wavering.
Once again he leaped over the wall and stepped into the banka. Maria Clara, leaning over the balustrade,
watched him depart. Elias took off his hat and bowed to her profoundly.